I'm not ready to die.
I like to do a weekly thorough examination of Ameoba Record Store just to make sure everything is still where it belongs. Crawling out of the hole that I was born into. Sustaining friendships. Breaking habits then falling back into them. Understanding the choices that people make. Understanding the consequences people have to wake up to. Listening to peoples' regrets and even my own. Daydreaming, I mean "creative visualizing" about my future, how I'll get there, and what my past has to do with anything.
I have some of the most amazing people in my circle of friends, and I don't thank them enough for being as good, influencial, and supportive as they are to me. All of them are truely creative in their own individual ways, so I guess i'd like to meet more people like them.
And Little Richard, because we all know which day he was born on. Amen.
Bjork, Jeff Buckley, Motley Crue, Hedwig, Portishead, Radiohead, Lamb, Air, Stereolab, The Postal Service, Fiona Apple, Tori Amos, Interpol, The Rolling Stones, Bob Dylan, The Doors, David Bowie, The Beatles, Adult, Badly Drawn Boy, Nick Drake, Karen Carpenter, Jefferson Airplane, Love, Belle and Sebastian, Esthero, Billy Holiday, Ella Fitzgerald, Nina Simone, Aphex Twin, Broadcast, Dj Shadow, Mazzy Star, Massive Attack, nine inch nails, PJ Harvey, Sarah Vaughn, Beethoven, Mozart, Holst, Rachmoninoff, Stravinsky, Bach, Queen, Blanche, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Led Zeppelin, Stooges, White Stripes, The Muggs, Pat Benatar, The Sights, Miles Davis, Louis Armstrong, George Gershwin, Cole Porter, Sigur Ros, Philip Glass, Fleetwood Mac, Buddy Guy, Jeff Beck, Greenhorns, The Sirens, Paybacks, T-REX, Eno, Roxy Music, Paybacks, Tim Buckley, Emmy lou Harris, Beck, VHS or Beta, The Bravery, The Cure, The Smiths, Mars Volta, The Killers, Cream, Abba, Yeah Yeah Yeah's, Muse, Softcell, Siouxsie, M Ward, Lavender Diamond, Nico, Sparks, Serge Gainsbourg, Joanna Newsom, Thirteen Floor Elevators, Beach Boys, Back Porch Majority, Brenda Lee, Chad and Jeremey, The Animals, Tony and the Tigers, Neil Young,
Dancer in the Dark, House of Sand and Fog, Velvet Goldmine, The Princess and The Warrior, Amelie, PI, Requiem for a Dream, What Dreams May Come, Some Like it Hot, Phildelphia Story, Philidelphia, Roman Holiday, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Memento, 21 grams, BIG FISH!!, Great Expectations, The Passion of the Christ, Audrey Hepburn Movies, Kathrine Hepburn movies, Spencer Tracey, Carry Grant, Deitrich, Bette Davis, Mae West, Rudy Valentino, James Dean, Brando, Sean Penn, Bogart, Vivian Leigh, Lawrence Olivia, Shirley McLane, Federico Fellini, Lord of the Rings, Kill Bill, My life without Me, Magnolia, Last Samuri, Dead Poets Society, Harold and Maude, Waking Life, Charlie Chaplin films, Streetcar Named Desire, THE HOURS, Amedeus, Immortal Beloved, Vertigo, Dial M for Murder, Gone with the Wind, Rebel without a Cause, Clockwork Orange, Eyes Wide Shut, Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind, Adaptaion, Being John Malkovich, boys dont cry, american beauty, david lynch films, high art, gia, frida, polluck, run lola run, snatch, vanilla sky, virgin suicides, y tu mamá también, Love Liza, Rain, Happiness, Blow, Hero, Closer, Finding Neverland, Giant, Hitchcock films, Beautiful Mind, Buster Keaton films, Crash, Nightmare Before Christmas, VAL val, Before Night Falls, Mommie Dearest, Science of Sleep, Little Miss Sunshine, Nosfaratu, Clean, Shaven, Ingmar Bergman, The Women, Humoresque, Once Upon a Time in America, Head, Blow-Up, Basquiat, The Prestige, King of the Hill, Madness of the King,
CNN, CSPAN, Hulabaloo, American Bandstand, Ed Sullivan Show,
Woolfe, Hemingway, Arenas, Greek Tragedy, Poe, HD, Chatterton, T.S. Eliot, Kerouac, Lewis Carrol, Sarte, Camus, Oscar Wilde, Tennessee Williams, Arthur Miller, Shakespeare, Marlow, Kaftka,
Ground breaking minds, good hearted politcians, brilliant artists, dead people, survivors, people who work their fingers to the bone and still aren't cold and jaded, individuals, Little Richard.