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Daevinn

This false bottom of my mind.

About Me

For with my all I have no right but to do my will, I shall do that and no other shall say nay.

Windows unfolding lies 951b5; A windows dissimulation, profiles.interests. Broken in pieces again; A window telling me "what I want to see." A choking back; A bellows of sour ordure. A throbbing torture pierces Posterior to my sternum. Fuseaction? These places mirroring fragments; A truth bleeds through... minuscule; c37f! Luna moves into phase. 8:51 pm, another whopper served To go in ec5c3 land.
A subtle dripping A gentle slipping back Into dark comfortable recesses. I fall back out of necessity Of nearness and connection Of apprehension I must Kill appreciation and affection in kind To see the reflection of light. My last resort, my only hope To see the sliver with no Silver lining or see no beauty at all. Is it so wrong? A sigh, A brush A waving hello? Perhaps eye contact. It is as if I'm missing The contract in the contact formula. In contrast to this My lament: what is it you see? Your quantum of perception Your conditioned "ideal" Perceptual filtering mechanisms? How glean you to divers d Differing fields of perception. Do you slip within yourself? This tremmoring coma? Into your self induced attack Ever falling back into darkness? Death by definition; Its all your fault.

My Interests

The color black; Twirling textures riddle my thinking A syrupy glaze Of black, nay indigo Betwixt small oddly shaped Cylindrical clumps explode Upon my palate. Throbbing, piercing gently through my tongue... Reminiscent Of an effervescent tea I sometimes drink. Also, a moss bound fern or Perhaps the root there from; Hanging from a moss bound Tree much like this does now.

I'd like to meet:

Myself...

Music:

Maynard, you rock!

Marylin Manson, Ozzy/Black Sabbath, NIN, White Zombie, Metallica, Slayer, Type O Negative, Lacuna Coil, Dope Star Inc., Skinny Puppy, Deadstar Assembly, Criss Angel, Ramstein, Celldweller, Sol Invictus, Malice Miser, My Chemical Romance, David Bowey, Depeche Mode, Korn, Rage Against The Machine, Tool, Pantera, Darling Violetta, Midnattsol, HIM, Nirvana, Gold Finger, Sublime.

Metal, Alternative, Classical, Alternative Rap, Ska, Emo,Industrial and anything else which moves my heart.



Movies:

I have such sights to show you!

All of The hell Raisers, Day of the Dead, Night of the Living Deads(even the new cheezy ones), The Illusionist, Resident Evils, Friday the 13ths, Halloweens, Dogma, Lady in the water, Crop Circles, The Stand, Vampire Hunter D, Akira, Aeon Flux(the animations all) Serenity, Fear and loathing in Las Vegas, The Big Lebowski, a few obscure H.P.Lovecrafts(such as Faust) All The Star Treks new and old-narf! Enter the Dragon, Romeo Must Die, Rumble in the Bronx, The One, 1000 crazy fists, The Game of Death, Legend of Drunken Master.

Horror/horror comedy, comedy, suspense, sci-fi

Television:

comedy, documentaries, sci-fi

Books:

Occult fiction such as The Illuminatus by Robert Anton Wilson and anything from weird tales magazine preferably H.P. lovecraft. Occult non-fiction preferably something on the older Hermetic mysteries or high magick in general. H.P. Lovecraft

Hermetic Library
Alpha et Omega
OTO Grand Lodge
Thelemic Texts
Open Source Order of the Golden Dawn

Heroes:

Aleister Crowley, S.L. Mathers, Dion Fortune, Michael Sendivodgius, Israel Regardie, Rasputin, Bruce Lee, Jackie Chan, Sifu Brian Brinkman, Bhodi Daruhma. Aleister Crowley Israel Regardie Sifu Brian Brinkman Bruce Lee Dion Fortune Bodhi Dharma Jackie Chan S.L. Mathers Rasputin

My Blog

Johari and Nohari windows

Arena (known to self and others) introverted, searching Blind Spot (known only to others) caring, cheerful, dependable, dignified, friendly, idealistic, independent, intelligent, kind, knowledgeable...
Posted by Daevinn on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 11:34:00 PST

Poetry and prose

  Presumptions   From white to black I'm set back by your hautious jestures, your subtle attack. I came to hold hands with this band I cant stand for my for my heart you refuse to understand...
Posted by Daevinn on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 10:17:00 PST

Divine Paemander of Hermes Trismgistus

The Emerald Table of Hermes Trismegistus I.True it is without falsehood, certain and most true. II.That which is below is like unto that which is above, and that which is above is like unto that...
Posted by Daevinn on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 02:56:00 PST

Humans fucking bite

  Who are we(as a species) to say that we are superior to the common gorilla when we are on the verge of  fucking ourseves into extinction? Sigmund Freud said(I'n a verry elaborate way) the ...
Posted by Daevinn on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 01:04:00 PST