TracyKiss - TracyKiss
TracyKiss - TracyKiss
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Make your own glitters hereI could not have dreamed this time last year of the success I would now have. I work single-handedly for myself and appear regularly in lads mags, TV shows, exhibitions, music videos, car shows, radio stations, newspapers and magazines, beauty contests, modelling for a clothes label, I am pictured on mousemats and office stationary, have recently done my first catwalk and have an official website www.tracy-kiss.co.uk.
I happened to become a model by chance one day whilst working within business management for a Modelling and Promotions agent in the early summer of 2006. Having gained inside knowledge of the industry through my work and managing other girls I soon felt I was able to run a business by myself. One day I was contacted by a director from MTV who was making a documentary for a season detailling relationships to be shown across the UK and America. When he asked if I would model for him I initially thought it was a joke as I had never been a girly girl and had no dress sense at all! But they saw potential in me and gave me the break that I needed. From there on everything has just happened so fast.
I now manage my career entirely and am a regular page 3 model for the Daily Sport Newspaper. It has proved to be the right decision to not sign myself to a Modellng Agent. Part of who I am and where I want to be does not involve somebody elses dream. I work from home and deal with my own business, PR, income, tax, image and direction. If I want to do a glmour shoot I'll do a glamour shoot, and if I want to be in a fashion catalogue then I'll be in a catalogue. I refuse to be a statistic or fall into a stereotype, I will never be stuck as just a glamour model as I have the freedom to jump between all areas of odelling that an agent would have a heartattack over. Barbie will only ever be Barbie, whereas I can change my clothes, hair, makeup, lifestyle, appearance and body shape and size to become whatever I like. I believe versatility is the way forward within such a short lived industry. Ive had to grow up fairly quickly and been thrown in at the deep end at a young age - but through choice. I have developed a mature business mind and ability to speak and be heard. Those I have already worked with have been plesantly surprised by my unusual determination and it is something I work hard to maintain. I dont believe in divas, you only get what you work for and you only get what you are worth. If you're not ready for a situation you work harder until you become worthy before approaching it again.A lot of people have touched my life and made me who I am today, some for the best and some for the worst. It is often those that promise you the world that hurt you the most, and it is difficult in life not to become bitter after bad situations.I take nothing for granted, do not expect to be treated differently to anyone around me, and do not like to see those genuine people that would do everything to help a complete stranger being walked over by selfish and greedy people. I am available for modelling assignments and advice to those that are looking to start or further a career in modelling. I work with large companies and individuals and will help those who have helped me. In just a handful of months I have achieved an extensive amount of experience single-handedly and as such, 2007 is set to be explosive. I would love to hear from anyone that has time for me and welcome you to enjoy my work.
MySpace Tickers: CoolSpaceTricks.comFirstly may I welcome you to my myspace page, I'd like to invite you to take a look around my pictures, read up on my life and hopefully understand about my work a little more.
I would like to start by introducing myself; my real name is Tracy Kiss, Im 19 years old and live in Aylesbury in Buckinghamshire in England. Im vegetarian, have a chihuahua called Joey and love my life. Currently I freelance as a model which Ive been doing now since July 06 (you can see my official website at www.tracy-kiss.co.uk).
I work part-time in a nightclub called St James based in the town of Aylesbury, and would love for you to stop by if you're ever in the area and give me a hug :)
I read every message and comment that you leave for me, although as you can imagine from the amount of mail I receive it sometimes take me a while to respond.Pimp-My-Profile.com
Make your own glitters hereI've always lived with my parents, my father Tivadar, my mother Teresa and my older brother Antony. My father is Hungarian hence the last name 'Kiss' which traces back to Hungary, Bulgaria and surrounding countries. I grew up in the quiet village of Cuddington in Buckinghamshire in the South of England. My mothers family is predominantly Irish and originate from Kerry in the south of Ireland. With both sides of my grandparents having 6 and 7 children respectively, I am part of a large family who live across England, Ireland and Hungary as well as Australia, America and surrounding areas. The family blood-line is also continued by the names Markerson and Mulholland.
Family is very important to me and I was fortunate to have a very loving upbringing. Religion was a focal point in early life as both my grandmothers were raised in convents and are strict practicing Roman Catholics. Although I have now choosen not to follow in religion as strongly as the rest of my family, I have gained the benefit of belief and values from the church and as a result, treating everybody I meet with respect and politeness.Growing up I came from a working class background, with both my parents working long hours in factories, working multiple jobs and fighting to give myself and my brother a better upbringing than what they had. We would grow our own crops in the garden and kept rabbits and small animals as pets. I feel priviledged to have been raised on an organic diet, with a loving and healthy upbringing. I have fond memories of painting with my brother in the backgarden, making tents from sheets and clothes pegs, and playing board games and petting animals. Coming from a large family, both my parents were raised without the luxuries in life that I have now come to take for granted. They would babysit their younger siblings between schooling, help cook for the entire family, have part-time jobs at the age of 12 and 13 to contribute to the family income, and rarely had additional money to go out with friends. And so, from a young age I have always been taught to work hard and hold my own responsibilities. I feel fortunate that my parents could give me pocket money of £1.50 per week finally rising to £4.50 at the age of 12, as I know when they were growing up they would have to pay their parents instead! I would keep my pocket money for special occassions, such as saving to buy my parents a christmas present, or on the odd occassion we would walk to the village shop and buy a 10p bag of penny sweets. I have in time learnt the value of money and to appreciate that in order to have something nice in life you need to work for it, and now I am proud to say everything I have today I have purchased myself. From bedroom furniture, clothes, my car, holidays, my chihuahua, electricals and gifts for my family, Ive never expected to have it given to me.We did howeer always had a car from as young as I can remember. But I didnt realise that each car was different until starting school, where parents would collect their children in shiny new jeeps and pickups, and mum would walk us to and from school to save on the cost of petrol. Things would often go wrong with the cars we had as they were only worth around £200-£300 and mum would drive them until they no longer worked then send them for scrap and try desperately to find another. Sometimes it would be months before we found another, and the nearest fod store was several miles away at the town of Aylesbury. Mum had a pedal cycle and would bike in the rain into town hanging the shopping bags from the handlebars. Dad developed epilepsy from a young age, and so was unable to drive, but it didnt make much difference as it wouldnt be practical to have had two cars anyway. Sometimes window-wipers would fall off, wing mirrors would be missing, the seats would have cigarette burns in them and I never remember having a radio. In the winter the car wold never start, but as we lived on the top of a hill, mum would push the car with us all strapped in the back and try to kick start the engine - it always seemed to work! My family have never been unemployed, despite illnesses and disabilities we have never asked others for help.At the age of 8 we moved from our 2 bedroom cottage in Cuddington to a 3 bedroom house within the neighbouring village of Haddenham just a mile and a half across the road. Here I was able to have my very own bedroom and was over the moon! At first I would sit for hours on the end of my bed, admiring my own space and feeling very important. Mum decorated my room in pink, and to brighten up the plain walls I would draw pictures and make collages from newspapers of beaches and sunshine. Everything in my room was in perfect order, pencils lined up along my desk, my bed always made, and everything clean and tidy. It was over the next couple of years that my interest in literature developed, I would read for hours on end every day, poetry, novels, newspapers, anything I could get my hands on. I began writing at the age of 9 and by 10 and 11 had developed a comfortable relationship with expressing my views through text.At the age of 13 we took our first family holiday to Fuerterventura in the Canary Islands. I stood amazed for the entire 2 weeks we were away, savouring every moment of such a precious time. Being in an airport was beyond belief, flying on a plane was just how Id imagined a theme park to be, feeling the heat of another country and the warmth and welcoming light from the sun was sensational. I was delighted to try new food, hear people speaking a foreign language, riding on a camel, going to the beach, having dinner in restaurants and going for walks in the evening whilst lots of people were still awake and outside! Our bedtime was normally 8:30pm so to be out past dark was very special.
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Being in such a close family, I didnt socialise much with other children, we never had a lot and mum was too proud to allow us to see that other peoples children had nicer things than us. She didnt want us to feel inadequate. I never brought any school friends home to play as it was mums way of protecting us. She always made sure we had clean new clothes for school, spoke politely and had plenty of food. I grew up to be a very shy girl. I wasnt interested in boys as they rarely spoke to me, I didnt wear makeup until the age of 16 or 17 as nobody around me did, and my communication or connection with the world was through my writing.To this day I still live with my parents and brother, our life has become more comfortable as time goes by. We have 3 brand new cars that myself, my mum and my brother drive. We have a designer kitchen, contemporary lounge with widescreen, leather sofas, art work, cast iron fixtures. We had an extension to the house a year or so ago, take regular family holidays and have pedigree animals. My parents continue to work in factories, my brother within the NHS and myself, I am now a full-time model.It just goes to show that no matter where you are or what you start with, so long as you have the determination to succeed and work hard, respect others and live your life to the full, nothing is beyond your reach. I feel overwhelmed to have come from such an amazing and inspiring family, my parents mean so so much to me I shall always look after them just as they did us. Love is priceless and my children will be raised to know exactly that.
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Most people remember me as the shy girl from school that locked herself away to study whilst everyone else was out in the sunshine. I spent a good deal of time in the school libraries and talking with my teachers. It was a time when I was blissfully carefree with the world at my feet. At the ages of 10, 11 and 12 I was consecutively published for writing poetry for childrens anthologies for use at schools and learning with various publishers. English has always been a great love of mine and I enjoy writing, although havent done so for some years now.
I was a teachers pet at school, I would arrive 20minutes early each morning, was always on time for lessons, completed my homework in advance of it being set, doubled the length and size of the projects the teacher appointed, rarely taking time off despite being ill. But I do have to hold my hands up, when it came to gym I avoided it at all costs! Id never been too good at sports (apart from running) and as such, when it came to team games I was never picked to be in somebodies group because they thought Id let the team down and they would lose. After some fairly humiliating lessons, I decided it was best all round that I sat out of doing P.E and would write notes in fancy handwriting to give to my teachers, pretending my parents had written me a sick note, which they knew nothing about. Another excuse was to say Id say I forgotten my P.E kit when it was still freshly ironed in my locker just down the corridor so I couldnt join in, I was given detention for not taking part, but staying an extra hour after school was far less punishment than facing the gym class, and my parents were impressed at how I managed to keep my trainers so white compared to my brothers muddy football boots. Nowadays I couldnt be more different, Ive tried lots of activities to keep fit and healthy including kick-boxing, swimming, ice-skating, bike-riding, snowboarding, yoga and am now a member of a gym. I maintain a healthy vegetarian diet, do not smoke, drink too often or take medication for illnesses.
Throughout my education I studied at many schools; starting at Cuddington Primary which was Church of England, and then Haddenham Junior School, Haddenham Middle School, Princess Risborough Technology College and finally I took my A-levels at the Henley College in Henley-upon-Thames;I achieved 11 A* - C gardes for my GCSE's and had a pretty hectic college schedule of Psychology, Philosophy, Sociology, English Language & Literature and Snowboarding. I thrived on the challenge and always pushed myself to work that little bit harder. Unfortunately after my exams I faced the dilemma of having lost my sense of direction and was unable to see a clear career path to take, and so I opted out furthering my education for the time being and decided to take a year out to work full-time, hoping this would give me a chance to discover what I wanted to do for a career.
My first part-time job whilst I was at school was as a waitress at a Restuarant called The Riviera in town when I was 14. I then went on to work in a department store for the clothing company Elvi aged 15 until 16. I worked as a sales executive for an indepent insurance brokers, Osbournes, in Thame, Oxfordshire when I was 17. At 18 I became an estate agent for Raffety Buckland, as well as working at a Vodka Lounge in the evenings and later St James Nightclub. I moved into business management for a modelling and promotions agency in the city of Milton Keynes at the age of 18, and took up another part-time job working in a country pub as a barmaid in the village of Whitchurch. And in August 2006, shortly before my 19th birthday I began modelling freelance bringing me to the present day.
Throughout my education and experience of the working world, I have been fortunate to develop the ability to speak and be heard. I feel confident in my work and am continuously pushing myself to achieve my next goal, earn that little bit more, climbing the ladder one step at a time. Ive grown from being nurtured by others, coached and trained to work within a junior position within a company, to becoming an independant worker, managing other members of staff, training those who are juniors and finally becoming self-employed.
All the while I have been working at furthering my career, I continue to work part-time in the evenings at pubs and clubs. I spend my days working from home sorting my finances, contacting magazines and companies, replying to fan mail and updating my various websites and finally sleep around 4am each morning. I have a comfortable home life and have ambitions and determination to further my career regardless where it takes me. There is no such thing as an excuse.
Make your own glitters hereIt is impossible to know what the future may hold. The last year of my life has been such a drastic change to anything I have ever been used to, I highly doubt anybody could accurately predict my next twelve months. My goals that I would like to achieve this year is be become involved in working with charities. I would like to take advantage of the stand-point that I have built to use my time in helping others. Modelling is a dangerous industry for the sheer fact of young girls being expolited, indecently exposed, abused, attacked, kidnapped and even disappearing. Attending castings in unknown areas, arranging to meet photographers who are not who they say, and even knowing the correct value and worth of a shoot can very often be dangerous and overlooked. If I may reduce these problems to make the industry safer for others I will do everything in my power to help.Bullying, racism, sexism and child abuse are also areas that I would like to show my support in. I very much respect those that help charities and give back to those less fortunate, and if one day I am able to earn a large income, I hope to set up donations and participate regularly with fund raising and building schemes on a larger scale.I do not expect a modelling career to last until retirement by any means! Currently I am doing a lot of glamour work but have started to focus my attentions on advertising and commercial and television work. And if one day I am unable to model I would very much like to take part in assisting others, whether it be styling, lighting, photography or graphic design, I very much enjoy the work that goes into preparing a shoot and would be delighted to continue from the other side of the camera. I will no doubt return to my studies one day and regardless of where I am or what I do, I shall always work.
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You Are Smokin' Hot
You're a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal.
Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally. Are You Hot? Ive gone from wearing flip-flops, floral leggings and baggy t-shirts to stilettos, skinny jeans and vest tops and its only taken 19 years! We all have our own pace, some things in life take priority whilst others are neglected. Taking gradual steps initially helps to prepare for more dramatic changes. I remember in middle school i was afraid of my hair! As silly as that sounds i would never have it cut, as having a style would lead to people noticing a change and attracting unwanted negative attention, i never tied my hair up or tucked it behind my ears as nobody had ever seen me looking that way, and again i thought they would find fault with me. Instead i would leave it as just 'long and there'. Having a nice hair style or cut now, as silly as it sounds, gives me so much confidence, some people regard it as being fake but i see it as another step forward.
Your Vibe is Super Sexy
You feel 100% sexy at almost any moment
And this inner sexiness really does boost your appeal
You're confident, playful, and outgoing
You know what you have to offer - and you're proud of it! How Sexy Is Your Vibe? If found it takes a lot to feel confident about yourself infront of those that judge you. But making the most of what you have got and feeling good inside and out is such a powerful tool. Everybody feels intimidated by others at times, but holding your own and not letting your guard down will make you feel so amazing when looking back at a situation even thought youre trembling inside nobody needs to know! :) And when you get home later you'll not be able to shift the biggest cheesiest grin in the world!!
You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block
While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's...
You get the most dates of any girl you know
It's your whole five star package that attracts men -
Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue. Are You Attractive? In the past i would never have said boo to a goose, id avoid eye contact and stay as quiet as possible so as not to not draw attention to myself incase somebody noticed me and decided to make fun of what i was wearing, play a prank on me or deliberately spill something on me, cut pieces of my hair, or even just gang up with their friends to shout insults at me. I realise now that life is too short to live in the shadows, taking a step into the world and being proud of who and what you are will only ever be a positive thing. Seeing those now that had made my life uncomfortable for such a long time only makes me proud of how far i have come, and surprisingly now they are full of nothing but compliments. Children can be very hurtful but situations like this shouldnt rule your adult life, being able to forgive and move on is such a precious thing.
You Are an Intense Kisser
When you kiss, it's deep and powerful
You don't take kissing lightly
Your kisses always have meaning
And they always make your head spin What's Your Kissing Style? Its the most amazing feeling to be locked into a passionate kiss with somebody that the whole world stops for a moment and every hair stands on end. I always thought my first kiss would make the earth move, but i think because id built up such expectations from watching romantic films and hearing all the elaborated stories from my friends i cant help but smile thinking back at what a disaster it was :) ive learnt not to be in a rush to find my Mr Right. And not to feel disappointed by others who arent what you expected. Everybody has a special something about them and Ive been lucky to have known many wonderful people. There is somebody out there for everyone... its just our paths are yet to cross.
You Are 85% Fake
Wow, you're more plastic than Barbie (and probably prettier too).
Just don't be afraid to go natural once and a while. You probably still look great that way too! How Fake Are You? Haha! Oh wow! I answered yes to almost every question with the exception of 'do you wear a padded bra?' no, because ive had surgery! :) How shocking that is to be considered a fake. I think everybody should be confident with making themselves look and feel good to whatever extremes they feel comfortable with. Some are proud of scars whilst other hide them away but this does not mean to say that either of them are fully happy or deeply upset about their decision. Some people find strength in telling people how happy they are with their appearance without feeling it deep down, whilst others continously pick fault in themselves as the world tells them how beautiful they are inside. Ive taken steps to boost my confidence and lead a life Ive always dreamed of. Dont rob yourself of happiness.
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About You
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Blonde
Height: 5..'9.."
Favorite Color: Blue
Screen Name: Tracy Kiss?
Favorite Band: Thursday
Favorite Movie: Trainspotting
Favorite Show: The Simpsons
Your Car: Cute little fiesta
Your Hometown: Aylesbury, Bucks
Your Present Town: Haddenham
Your Crushes First Name: haha! Bob
Your Grade: DD+
Your Style: Me?
Have You Ever
Sat on your rooftop?: On the portch when we fixed the tiles, not quite as tall as the roof but its still high!
Kissed someone in the rain?: Yes........ *sigh*
Danced in a public place?: Yes! It normally involves lots of alcohol and camera though :)
Smiled for no reason?: Always :)
Laughed so hard you cried?: All the time with my best friend
Peed your pants after age 8?: No, never
Written a song?: When i was about 6, I used to sing to myself in the kitchen and thought I had a sexy songwriters voice
Sang to someone for no reason?: More like trying to remember a tune and singing it outloud and giving up
Performed on a stage?: Yes, in school plays but always as the extra that walks on without any lines, or the donkey in the xmas show, now i do catwalks and TV appearances :)
Talked to someone you don't know?: Always, I love to meet new people
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: Yes. I dont like seeing people being left out
Made out in a theatre?: In the cinema yes ;)
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: I went ice skating last year quite a few times, kinda the same thing
Been in love?: I think so,if thats what hurts so much then yes...
Who was the last person to
Say HI to you?: Some guys at work
Tell you, I love you?: Nobody says that to me anymore
Kiss you?: :( somebody I miss so badly...
Hug you?: my mum everytime I leave the house or come home
Tell you BYE?: my manager as I collected my wages :)
Write you a note?: a drunk guy at the bar trying to give me his number!! :) xx
Take your photo?: My friends mates when i went out in MK
Call your cell phone?: My ex
Buy you something?: My parents, walnut whips and ice cream!
Go with you to the movies?: My best friend xx
Sing to you?: All the drunk people tonight at the bar
Write a poem about you?: Years ago.... I love poetry
Text message you?: A friend travelling in Oz that I used to work with, hes home soon
Touch you?: My puppy when he gave me a hug
What's the last
Time you laughed?: Tonight, watching everyone get drunk
Time you cried?: :( The other day missing someone I care about
Movie you watched?: Superman Returns just before I went out
Joke you told?: A guy goes to the Dr with a carrot in his ear, a parsnip up his nose and a turnip down his trousers and says .."Dr whats wrong with me.." so the Dr says .."you..'re not eating right.."
Song you've sang?: Ring the alarm - beyonce
Time you've looked at the clock?: Just now.... bed time!
Drink you've had?: Pink Sambuca
Number you've dialed?: My ex
Book you've read?: 1984
Food you've eaten?: Sesame seed fix from a variety xmas pack
Flavor of gum chewed?: tropical hubba bubba
Shoes you've worn?: Black flats
Store you've been in?: Bay Trading to get some cute tops for partying
Thing you've said?: Night Night
Can You
Write with both hands?: Yes but really badly
Whistle?: Inwards but not out
Blow a bubble?: Yes after spitting lots first
Roll your tounge in a circle?: Yup
Cross your eyes?: Nooooooo! But i wish someone would teach me!
Touch your tounge to your nose?: Yes ;)
Dance?: Hahah no way! But Ive started trying
Gleek?: ??
Stay up a whole night without sleep?: Yes, Im a biggirl now
Speak a different language?: French
Impersonate someone?: Very badly! :) Normally ends up being my south african boss! ah ah ah!
Prank call people?: Yes with hilarious results on those prank call lines! Costs a fortune!
Make a card pyramid?: Yes :)
Cook anything?: I love to cook curry, and cous cous, and rice and pasta and veggie bake.... I cook quite well actually
Finish The Line
If i were a ...: kitten Id lay in thesun all day and watch the world go by
I wish ...: I wish I could tell the person I love how much they mean to me and they say it back
So many people don't know that ...: Im shy and insecure around popular and confident people
I am ...: lost in this world
My heart is ...: numb
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Whats your middle name? Teresa-Mary
How big is your bed? Double
What are you listening to right now? Nothing
What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? 2042
What was the last thing you ate? Houmous salad wrap
Last person you hugged? My dog
How is the weather right now? Cold and dark
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My ex
What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex? Smile
Favorite type of Food. Indian
Do you want children? Yes someday but not right now
Do you drink? Very rarely, but when i do i make sure its done it properly!
Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? Yes, i told a club it was my birthday when i came to visit some friends, free drinks all night and i dont remember much after that
Hair color? blonde with brown lowlights
Eye colour? blue but i have contacts to be green or brown also
Do you wear contacts/glasses? haha, yes only very recently, before then i could never see
Favorite holiday? My first ever family trip to Spain, it was so magical flying and feeling the warmth when stepping off the plane
Favorite Season? Summer
Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? Yes, a million oceans and more
Last Movie you Watched? keeping Mum - it made me laugh! x
What books are you reading? Ive just finished Bittersweet by Danielle Steel
Piercings? At my peek I had 20, now i rest at a modest 15 ;)
Favorite Movie? Trainspotting
Favorite college football Team? Didnt have one so I..'d have to say my local club Haddenham who Ive modelled for
What were you doing before filling this out? Chasing my dog with bunch of plums in the kitchen
Any pets? A chihuahua called Joey and a budgie called Bluebell
Dogs or cats? Ive had both, i love all animals
Favorite Flower? A white rose
Have you ever loved someone? I think so
Who would you like to see right now? Someone i sorely miss and hope he misses me
Have you ever fired a gun? A BB, paintball, stress reliever and watergun but nothing else
Do you like to travel by plane? Yes providing nobody kicks your chair, falls asleep on your shoulder or takes up all your leg space!
Right-handed or Left-handed? Right
If you could go to any place right now where would you go? To a tropical island with no stress or worries
Are you missing someone? Yes, they know who they are
Do you have a tattoo? Yes ihave 3. A black heart, a playboy and a tribal
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings? Haha no, but id love to be able to!
Are you hiding something from someone? I hide nothing from no one
ARE YOU 18? No im 19
WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? Haha! A photo from the last shoot i did - i dont love myself honest!
DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? No, i never do
FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING? I should really tidy my room, I..'ll never find my passport as it is
WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? Haha! lip balm
GRILLED OR FRIED? Grilled
WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? My soul
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? Yes, petrified
FAVORITE HANGOUT? I dont get out much so id have to say my bed
3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT? Air, food and water
FAVORITE SONG? Sexy Love - Neyo
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? Dying alone
ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? Giver
WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Bunny, Trace, Bingle
WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME? He doesnt have one. But his name is Tivadar
WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME? June-Mary
STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING? A diary
FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? Dont have one right now
WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER? 3
FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? My pets
Whats your favorite color? Blue
WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU? Car keys, phone and makeup
WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? I never knew what i wanted to be, i was just happy being me
WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11? Eat or start cooking
THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEEt? Beige
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO TO BED? The same thing thats on my mind when i wake up ;)
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The Basics
Name: Tracy Kiss (yes its real!)
Age: 19
Month of birth: October
Any Siblings?: One older brother, its pretty much a love/hate relationship we have
Parents still married?: Yes for 21 years now
Occupation: Model
Do you like your job?: Its pretty amazing, I hope I'll be fortunate enough to enjoy it for many years to come
Any pets?: I have a little boy chihuahua called Joey whose 2 and a budgie called Bluebell whose 9. Im soon to have another chihuahua pup which I hope will be a girl
Hair color: Blonde
Eye color: Blue
Shoe size: 7!!!
Any Tattoos?: 3, a playboy bunny on my stomach, a tinyblack heart on my hip and a tribal pattern on my lower back
Any Piercings?: 21... take a guess!!
Current mood: Chirpy, Ive had a lovely day
Current wardobe choice: Ive just discovered hairbands and chunky belts, teamed with smart/casual trousers and a cute top its kind of boho chic
What are you listening to?: kelis - little star. I cant help but smile everytime I hear it
Who did you last speak with on the phone?: A magazine editor for a feature Im working on
What do you currently smell like?: Prada
Last....
Movie you watched: Dirty Sanchez Movie.... I dont think I'll ever be able to eat again!
Magazine you looked at: Look. It was one browzed past the other day and noticed it was a new publication. I
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For the second time this year I am single. I came out of a pretty lengthy relationship at xmas 06 I didnt set out to find another partner anytime soon. But somehow life always seems to throw a curve ball my way and from briefly dating a ladish lad in January 07 Ii moved onto a sensible gentleman in March, and now its just me and my dog! I guess it just goes to show you should never food shop when youre hungry....! And men are now strictly off my list!! So now Im single, whats a girl to do with her time? Go on holiday of course!
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In June im off to sunny Corfu with my bestest girl mate (Nav I love you!) for a week of heavy partying, naked sunbathing and shopping! 10 meters from the beast, 24hr clubs on a 5 miles strip of coastline and lots of young partygoers.... just what the doctor ordered. :) But being a little more reflective on this year, I think Ive now decided to avoid relationships for the next 6 months at least, I went on a date to prove I could still find happiness and both times ended up in a loveless relationship hating myself in the process, I really dont want to be jumping from guy to guy feeling miserable and bad about myself, Id rather just wait for the right person. So now I figured I'll just get back to being me, cheerful, chirpy and loving life. Life is too short to chase ideals and fake happiness, Id rather go without than be in a relationship with constant doubts. Its not the end of the world.... Its the start of my party xxxx
Until this last year Id always been shy around guys, I was never a girly girl and as such I didnt feel confident enough to have a boyfriend. I wore crazy clothes, had untamed hair and didnt have the first idea on how to apply makeup. My first few relationships were pretty nasty, I was regularly cheated on by partners, made to feel inferior and was constantly compared to their 'perfect' ex-girlfriends, I was basically used for sex. When I started to find my confidence in life, my relationships began to be a lot more level, and I felt equivelent as a person to the partners I chose. I was still cheated on however, and as a result it really knocked my trust in men.
After one particular instance of being dumped I reached a real low point in life. I had just turned 18 and it was December 2005 and I found myself alone and upset at Christmas whilst everyone around me was celebrating their love. One day after another night of crying myself to sleep and losing the will-power to face my family, I suddenly decided something had to change. I set myself on a diet, dyed my hair, started tanning and having manicures and pedicures and low and behold I opted for cosmetic surgery. In Janurary 2006 I went under the knife for a breast augmentation to produce an ample 30DD pair of assets on my size 8 frame. Part of being in unhappy relations meant I felt stripped of feeling attractive, I felt like a child, under-developed and unloved. I didnt feel tall enough, didnt feel slim enough, and didnt feel sexy, I needed feminine curves to give me the boost I craved, and it worked like a dream. I started dressing nice, not slutty. I started working out, feeling good and smiling. I was confident as a person, as myself and most importantly, on my own. Without a partner dragging me down or telling me I wasnt good enough, I knew from that day on I wouldnt be the underdog anymore, I was a solid person inside before my surgery, but the outside had let me down and threatened my confidence, by having a makeover I felt complete inside and out.
Now im so shocked to see how I am treated. My boyfriends are gentlemen, we go to dinner, to the theatre, ice-skating, on holiday together. I feel safe that I wont be cheated on and as a result can trust men a lot more now. Partners listen to what I have to say, respect my decisions and when I walk into a room and every guy turns his head to look at me, I have a little smile inside of me because I know Im happy to be with the partner of my choice and have no need to go flirt or chat with single guys to boost my confidence as I no longer feel inadequate as a girlfriend.Since Ive taken pride in my appearance I get respect. Initally for people that do not know me, I can be treated like a posession or piece of meat, and this does really upset me. But for those who know me, they see I have warmth inside and out. Touching on this less positive note to my new-found happiness with my body, something has recently began to upset me a little as it becomes more frequent, which are messages I receive from some males. I choose to censor the comments that appear on my myspace to remove all spam and sexually explicit content as I do not wish to be portrayed in this way. Yes I do work as a glamour model, and I do have some suggestive or raunchy photographs for my fans - but I am a also a human being and I have feelings just like every other girl out there. To receive messages asking for pornographic videos, naked personal photos, or dirty 'sex chat' is something I do not normally respond to. As much as it upsets me to be treated so insignificantly, so crudely and with such disrespect I fully understand these are not personal attacks. Afterall, I have not met the men that send me these messages, and this is the line of work I choose to persue, just not to such explicit lengths. I very much value all of my fans, and welcome you to view my entire galleries of all photos that I have on my official website at www.tracy-kiss.co.uk afterall I have had these taken for you and very much wish for you to see them. Today i was offered money as a 'lure' to meet a gentleman who has written to me asking on some occassions now to meet me and get to know me and see where things lead from there. I did not respond to such messages as I am happily involved in a relationship, am 25 years this gentlemans junior and do not feel comfortable with meeting people who are forward about looking for love as this is not why I am here. As I did not respond the messages began to continue from this gentleman until today he has told me he would pay to meet me. And for this reason I wrote back to kindly explain why I felt so offended and to politely decline his invitation. I very much wish to meet my fans, as I have already said in my profile on here, I work in a nightclub and welcome people to come for a night out, share a drink with me and have a good chat. As a result so many people have now came to introduce themselves to me, given me a hug and we've talked about weird and wonderful things. It makes my day to meet new people. :) I will not however arrange to meet any individuals who are looking for more than an introduction. Under no circumstances will I travel to any location with the intent of 'having a coffee'. I am happy to talk to and meet new people but under no arrangements or hidden agendas. I do not send out personal photographs to people or try to mislead anybody in any way. I am more than happy to meet face to face in the street if people come to see me, you are more than welcome to stop me whilst I shop and have a chat. I adore signing photographs, posters, magazines etc. and am a very social person. I am polite to everyone that I meet and am always welcoming. But may I please ask those who send me such distressing messages to please think about how individuals may interpret such wording, and to take a moment to think before acting. I very much appreciate your admiration but will not respond to or encourage such behaviour, please just talk to me as a friend and we can get to know one another nicely.
Since the end of last summer when I began modelling I have had a lot of females express their opinions on how I now live my life. And if any of those people happen to be reading this, I would like you think long and hard about what I now have to say to you. It is very easy in life to fall off of the tracks and be led down dark and depressing roads, by people who are popular, stronger or more experienced than you; but it makes you a stronger person to correct these wrongs and continue to live your life as an independant and confident person whithout those that try to lead you astray. Some years ago now I went through a low point in my life whilst everyone around me was unaware, I fell in with the wrong crowd and was influenced badly by others. I have never bullied anybody, I have never stolen, I have never been unfaithful, and I have never intentionally set out to cause misery to others.. Being a victim of bullying is such a degrading, heartbreaking and mentally draining depression to go through, and I would not wish this upon anybody. Life has many twists and turns and unfortunately situations will arise which will not always be sugar coated. These are experiences we must all go through, some worse than others but all of them are significant to making us who we are.I detest those that judge others on experiences that they have no knowledge about. Recently I came across a beauty contest whereby the public could leave their comments on the contestants appearance, and I was disgusted by what I read.Some girls had submitted pictures of themselves in bikinis, some in jeans and vest-tops and some dressed up for a night out. These girls were branded as 'slags' and 'cheap' by female commenters, the pictures were discribed as 'something out of a porno' and 'degrading' however all of the girls had been chosen by the judges for being beautiful. Jealousy is such a dirty character trait in so many people in this world, both men and women. I went through life avoiding confrontation, never having my picture taken and rarely speaking to others. To have found my voice, given myself a life and made a career from modelling I am so extremely proud. So many girls (and boys) suffer horrifically from their body image, some starve themselves, others self-harm, hide themselves away, are bullied forever, or in some cases take their own lives because of the vile taunting of others. Girls that are confident with their bodies should not be shouted down, they should be celebrated and made to feel truely special. Beauty is not what is on the outside, it is the person you are, the things you do, the way you treat others and the way in which you lead your life that makes you beautiful. Nobody will ever understand what a person has gone through to get to where they are today for the simple fact that you havent been there.Small-minded, jealous, malicious and vindictive behaviour should not be tolerated in todays society. This is 2007 and I would have hoped society would be more open-minded by now.Upon having a myspace profile have had nothing but positive feedback as people have kindly taken the time to read what I have to say, have seen my work and have made their own judgements.The most dangerous and appalling comments have actually came from those that think they know me, but clearly dont. People who live near me and have simply passed me in the street or spoken to others about me. These people start rediculous rumours, try to ruin my relationships and do not confront me with their concerns.I am not a violent person, I do not start fights nor do I think I am untouchable. I am not up my own a**e and do not think I am anything special. I have a lot of people that care about me, treat me like a daughter or little sister, and people who value my friendship quite highly. People who know me treat me as you would treat a puppy.I have said this on my profile for a reason and will just as happily say it to whoevers face that decides to talk about me behind my back because they do not have the guts to say such terrible things to my face. I have worked hard to get where I am today and I challenge anybody to go through what I have in life and to have come out in such a stable state as I have. And STILL others try to bring me down. Do not have opinions of somebody you do not know, you have no right. Do not try to ruin my relationships through spite, you have no right. And do not ever take away the confidence in others that has taken years to gain. You have no right.
So there you have a few Tracy bits and pieces, theres my website, face recognition which cracks me up! a poster from the daily sport, cute little slide-show, the clothing line i model for, the MTV documentary i did in my underwear! And the mousemats and quirky office bits and pieces im on xxAnd heres some little snippets and surveys for your amusement x
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I feel its very important in life to have dreams and aspirations, and as a result I am always looking to raise the mark and push myself that little bit further. You have to grow into your life, we cant all be born perfect or strong, only time can allow for this.
Everybody has the power within to speak and be heard. It is upsetting to see how so many confident and over-powerful people silence those around them through sheer intimidation. Do not go through life without a voice, people are out there who want to listen and have respect for what you have to say. Never be silenced because of others.
This had a hidden meaning for me as it reminds me of people from my childhood. I see this penguin wanting to be left alone, not drawing attention to himself, just getting on with life. But just like a quiet child at school, he is picked on and one day will snap. It upsets me to see how bullies take pleasure in abusing those weaker than them with the intent of humiliation. And one day when the victim does strike back I can imagine the onsequences being devistating.
I have recently come to realise how 'princess's' are the worst kind of girls. Im sure we all know somebody who thinks she is Gods Gift to men, tells herself everyday that she is more beautitful than anybody she knows, and shouts down other girls who she feels might be competition. She is the kind of girl who will walk into a bar and have men all over her as she basks in their compliments, but the second another girl joins them and the attenion is not completely on her she will strop and pout and walk off. These girls are not happy with themselves, they will become old one day and struggle to keep friends, being fearful of loneliness and forging fake friendships to avoid being seen as unpopular. They take everything to the extreme to make themselves feel beautiful, bright orange tan from sunbeds, 24hr gold lipgloss, hair extensions, skimpy outfits - when all of this is simply to mask who they really are inside. This is ugliness not beauty. Vile, twisted and self-centered. Seeing the industry of glamour through my own eyes I no longer look up to these people, I fear that I will become them, poisoned by the falseness and bitchiness of women in competition. As a person I refuse to let people try to break my confidence, I review my actions from a third-person perspective and endeavour to always stay true to myself and keep my feet firmly on the ground.
It is important to stay true to your roots, remember the past but dont let it rule your future, feel proud of who you are and where you come from, and be open to the cultures and beliefs of others. There will be many changes within a persons lifetime, and being able to adapt and move on is a pricessless ability. Acceptance of others is paramount in showing your pride.
I have never understood how people can be so narrow-minded when it comes to the colour of somebodies skin. We all make changes in life which nature did not intend, dying our hair a different colour, dressing a certain way, speaking with different or 'chosen' accent, but this does not change us as a person, yet why do we do it? We are all individuals and skin colour or background cannot determine a united personality or ability of a nation or race. Racism, sexism and religious prejudice is simply a way of dividing society between those that do not wish to be associated with others who they feel are beneath them. But in fact what this really achieves is the seperation of such ignorance between those that can accept, and those that choose to fight. I find it an embarrassment to see this happening in the world, my pity is with those who go out of their way to seperate themselves from others.