The dichotomy of me...

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Who am I? Evolution is taking place on a daily...... What I know as fact.......I'm a very genuine and real person....... It's not in me to be cruel...... I am blessed..... I know how to love... deeply and with abandon..... My sons are love incarnate..... At times I'm weak.... with an insatiable longing I've yet to give a name..... At times envious and weary.... these moments are ephemeral and yet I'm hopeful for a time when they are fewer and further between..... Everyone has a story.... We're all interconnected in some way..... On the surface I suppose that the story of my life thus far could be conceived by others as mundane...but it's mine..... There's much more to me than meets the eye... waiting to revel itself..... I know that for me, it just feels right to be a good person... someone with ethics and morals... Someone who is a giver and not a taker..... I believe that the type of energy you put out is what ultimately comes back to you..... That life is too short to carry grudges..... For ultimately we only end up hurting ourselves..... It's better never to regret our choices, in my opinion, but to learn from them..... I have a free spirit and a sparkle in my eyes..... I'm full of passion, sensuality and romanticism..... "It's never to late to begin"... That quote kind of says it all.... if we have our health then anything else is possible..... Each of us creates our own reality after all..... And yet...at the same time... for me at least... knowing and doing are two different things.....I'm in search of my inspiration..... to be lonely is so very tangible that it can draw on even the strongest of people..... I'm never at a loss for words..... lol And yet, believe it or not..... I am of the mindset that often times..... instead of talking we need to listen... we need to ask questions... to think.... to never stop being curious about life..... If we open our minds to possibility... to the realization that there is never an absolute...that right or wrong is all relative.... we can create balance..... (A moment in time.... an event unfolds simultaneously.... in front of a group of 20 people....) It is a given... that there will be 20 different versions of that same event... if told separately within seconds after it happens.... perception is as unique as the individual...... .....SIGH!..... Well.. I truly am an eternal optimist.... and being patient doesn't hurt..... I would love to share myself with someone...all of my hopes and dreams...and to learn all of his hopes and dreams as well...... We all deserve to be adored... such an amazing thought..... your on their mind when not in their presence..... they await the sound of your voice to touch their ears... they know your scent with eyes closed... your touch and taste belong to them alone.....RANDOM THOUGHTS..... Being able to be yourself..... Learning something new from other people in your life.... Taking advice.... Admitting your wrong..... Saying thank you... thank you.. thank you.... Knowing friends can count on you without hesitation..... People saying good things about you even when your not around.... Saying your sorry.... Being told your a good parent/person... Delving a little deeper into your own psyche...trusting someone else to come inside..... Putting yourself out there and taking a chance.....Living everyday life with passion and and having a loving spirit..... To give and receive love is what makes our existence possible."Living is a form of not being sure, not knowing what next or how... The artist never entirely knows. We guess. We may be wrong but we take leap after leap in the dark." ~Anges DeMille LOVE...ANDPEACEALWAYS