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nicole

Its hard to want everything and nothing at the same time.

About Me

I'm feeling the need to update this section since myspace seems to be a meat market, and I'm on the shelf. I'm getting a whole lot of random guys wanting to chat with me, so read this first: -I'm very picky, but I have strange standards. -Just because I'm a single Mom, doesn't mean that I'm easy. -I'm not going to discuss my sex life with you. Get your own, you can think about it later. -I will not send you nude pictures. Hell, I probably won't even send you any other kind of pictures either. -I'm moody. My moods are kind of like New England weather. If you don't like it now, wait a few minutes, it'll change. -My moods have distinct personalities. -I'm observant even when I don't share what I see. -I like to be entertained. -I study odd people like a science project. -I don't play games with people. If you're not a straight forward kind of person, then move along. I'm not as stupid as you'd need me to be. -I value loyalty and honesty in my friends. -I know who my friends are. I don't need them to pass on a stupid chain letter to prove it. -I don't add everyone. If you want to be added, send me a note and I'll think about it. -You have to be pretty damn spectacular for me to forgive you. But I never forget. -I'm conservative, but not innocent. -Don't confuse accomodating with submissiveness. -I collect teddy bears. -I love hats. -If you're thinking of whining to me about your failing relationship, don't. I really don't want to hear you rationalizing things to yourself. -It takes a long time for me to open up. -It takes a longer time for me to let my guard down. -My daughter will always be more important to me than you.Layout by Tennaya Layouts / HotFreeLayouts

My Interests


Create your own Friend Quiz here I love to read and cuddle up and watch a movie. People watching is always fun too. I like to go hiking, light hiking not where you would need special gear. I love to go to the beach. Pretty much anything relaxing outdoors.

I'd like to meet:

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been closed for fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own. If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful. Be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. If you can be faithful and therefore trustworthy. I want to know if you can see beauty even if its not pretty everyday. I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "yes". It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children. It doesn't interest me who you know, or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back. It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments. - Oriah

Music:

VAST, Tori Amos, They Might Be Giants, Violent Femmes, Evenescence, Seether, Chopin, Hed PE, Slipknot, Motley Crue, Skid Row, Neil Diamond, Guns n Roses, Type O Negative, Elvis, DJ Irene, Fatboy Slim, and whatever else tickles my ears at that moment.

Movies:

I'm a big movie fan. I love 80's slasher flicks, comedys, and classics if you will. Right now I'm happy to watch anything that isn't Disney.

Television:

Gilmore Girls is a must. I also watch The Sopranos, Ultimate fighting, South Park, Distraction, and most anything else that Comedy Central puts on. ..

Books:

I have a small library in my house. My favorite book is Dante's Divine Comedy. Authors I like are Laurell K. Hamilton, JK Rowling, Leo Tolstoy, Yu Watase, Charles Dickens, Robert Rankin. A note on Robert Rankin: If you haven't read "The Hollow Chocolate Bunnies of the Apocalypse" then do it! Then read everything else starting with "Armegeddon: The Musical".

Heroes:

Elizabeth I. She went with her own instincts and survived against the odds.

My Blog

Playing with Fire

Yes, that's what I did. We burnt massive amounts of wood and brush today. I forgot how much fun burning stuff was  :)  It almost makes me want to go camping so that I can make a fire there. ...
Posted by nicole on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 01:25:00 PST

If a tree falls in my yard...

And I'm not paying too much attention, does it make any noise? A 50ft. or so tree fell in my back yard due to all this wind. Its not too far from the house and I had no idea that it fell. It must have...
Posted by nicole on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 08:10:00 PST

CS is an Art

What happened to good customer service? I feel like people who were there to help actually knew about their product before. They were capable of independant thought. They didn't just read from a scrip...
Posted by nicole on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 10:29:00 PST

Movement

"You are moving away from confusion and toward clarity and simplicity." --That's the beginning of my horoscope for today. I'm thinking that might be right on. I think that I had a moment of clarity la...
Posted by nicole on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 06:01:00 PST

We're almost there and no where near it.

There's been talk of a road trip this summer. This is something that I definately need to do. I haven't gone on a major galavant in ages. Granted, there are very good reasons for it, but I still feel ...
Posted by nicole on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 08:23:00 PST

Bulletins

I'd never thought that I would miss the bulletins while they were down. I posted a bulletin last night that I haven't been able to see yet. Today, I want to post another one. It'll read something like...
Posted by nicole on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 06:35:00 PST

Valentines Day

So the weather was a bit wacky for Valentines Day yesterday. We got close to a foot of snow and ice. Driving was close to an agility test since they guy I was behind on my hour long way to Lowell kept...
Posted by nicole on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 05:05:00 PST

Oh so tired.

You know how sometimes you wake up in the morning and your arm or neck will be in a whole lot of pain because you slept on it wrong? That didn't happen to me. My shoulder woke me up around 2:30 am scr...
Posted by nicole on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 04:35:00 PST

So long its scary.

Ok, so I'm a wee bit bored and did a few personality quizzes. I actually agree with a few of them.  So, read on to learn more about me...*I don't know why the coding screwed up for me... I may co...
Posted by nicole on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 04:21:00 PST

Horoscope

On one hand your desire for intimacy is so strong that it will push you through any fear you might feel about being vulnerable. On the other hand, your fantasies can send you tumbling down the rabbit ...
Posted by nicole on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 04:43:00 PST