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About Me

I had a dream that night. I was sitting in a dark room at a small, round table with a bright, loose light hanging above, making only the table glow like a spotlight would. And I wasn't alone. Sitting across from me was another person. Well, not really a person, it was a masked thing of some sort. But not really a thing, either. It was like a person but it wasn't. It was My Future. I slapped down the shuffled cards.

My Interests

amazing cakes and cupcakes:

poppies. ube cake. antiques. scotland. japan. fantastic pigeons. ume blossoms. old record players. green tea ice cream. cherry blossoms. egypt. shows. did i say books? paint. charcoal. lead. ER A SER.

I'd like to meet:

My Future smiled and said, It's yours.
We were playing a card game of some sort, which right now I don't understand how the game worked, but in my dream it made perfect sense.
I put down two cards: Two for heart.
I put down one card: One for boys.
I put down three cards: Three for luck.

AIM = FujiiroFae

I don't want to meet anyone at the moment...except for GAEL.

Music:

bright eyes. heroin. swing kids. le shok. motely crue. thrice. deathcab for cutie. pedro the lion. the eels. modest mouse. elvis costello. sigor ros. the bled. the stitches. blood brothers. liars. melt banana. braid. black heart procession. hot hot heat, some classical, and some rockabilly.

Movies:

motorcycle diaries, science of sleep, murmur of the heart, it (Clara Bow not Stephen King!), gone with the wind, schindler's list, swing kids, hedwig, good will hunting, hard candy, juno, pan's labyrinth, army of darkness, quills, silence of lambs trilogy, zoolander, lost in translation, ae fond kiss, office space, marie antoinette, sid and nancy, suicide kings, and some non-specific horror...

Books:

Any Bukowski. Any psychology. Any Japanese. Any Egyptian. Valley of the Dolls. Some pathology-related stuff. True crime. Memoirs and biographies. Scottish Gaelic studies.

Heroes:

..HENRY DARGER

and the two guys that wrote this amazing book:

My Blog

In the clinic.

The vet came in while I stood in the hallway of the clinic, rubbing the ears of one of the dogs that chill back there day in, day out. The vet and I greeted each other and I gave her the lowdown of my...
Posted by cassandra on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 09:48:00 PST

Sans Meds and Exhibits.

Tired, so tired.It is one of the main reasons that is forcing me to wean off my Lexapro.I knew what was said is true about people taking illicit drugs are kept immature due to not facing what makes th...
Posted by cassandra on Mon, 26 May 2008 11:48:00 PST

Job update and everything else.

Well, what do you know? I ended up getting that job anyway, without even an interview. I've spent the last 3 1/2 weeks working at the Gulf Coast Humane Society, working mostly with cats (about 80+ of...
Posted by cassandra on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 05:03:00 PST

Shit yeah its been a while

A lot has been going on, then again not much.I put in my 2 weeks at Schloztsky’s for various reasons. I shouldn’t have worked there in the first place. Why did I work there in the first pl...
Posted by cassandra on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:49:00 PST

some cozies and a new tattoo.

Well, the tattoo isn't finished yet. All I got done was the lining. Originally I thought foot tattoos were the ugliest, and I remember lying to my last ex that I liked his (ugly-placed) tattoo. Over t...
Posted by cassandra on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 06:20:00 PST

How to Give Yourself a Black Eye: Lesson No. 1

Oh, hellI smacked myself lightly on the side of my cheek. I had been sort of reading, aka STARING STRAIGHT THROUGH THE PAGE WHILE DAY DREAMING ABOUT A LIFE BETTER THAN MINE. I had actually tried to co...
Posted by cassandra on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 06:23:00 PST

Another day.

I'm tired.Don't you know I'm tired? Tired of the way things have been, the way I am, how I treat people. Only a few days ago I bawled my eyes out when an old friend decided not to be my friend anymore...
Posted by cassandra on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 03:52:00 PST

well, hello!

Sorry for the absence. A few things caused this: 1. feeling down. 2. carpal tunnel syndrome. 3. nothing to update on.Well. I've been working for the past month at, uh, SCHLOZTSKY'S DELI. I swore u...
Posted by cassandra on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 03:41:00 PST

a little green, a little money lost, and some faith.

waiting. i'm so tired of waiting. aren't you?i felt alright until i was told we would try to stay in this house--in this town--for as long as possible, even till the end of the year contract here. the...
Posted by cassandra on Wed, 23 May 2007 09:15:00 PST

i know i'm a bit late for soul-searching

i am in a lost state. i am reading amy tan's the opposite of fate. i'm not very far in it but already i've broken down while reading. the book is striking a sensitive chord right now because she talks...
Posted by cassandra on Tue, 08 May 2007 05:11:00 PST