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Meredith [belongs to the sea]

the future exists first in imagination, then in will, then in reality.

About Me


My Interests


//classic cars//
//the rain//
//making out//
//driving aimlessly//
//black and white photography//
//going to shows//
//fighting boys//
//people watching//
//tattoos//
//piercings//
//anything involving pirates//
//collecting belt buckles//

I'd like to meet:

"we've shot all our bullets at each other, and we're still standing face to face when the dust settles. That has to say something about us."

Music:

i love anything fast and loud.
//nausea//
//oppressed logic//
//retching red//
//deathtoll//
//blown to bits//
//defiance//
//toxic narcotic//
//the pist//
//midnightmare// (r.i.p.)
//municipul waste//
//softhead//
//disrespect//
//wasted youth//
//gbh//
//crucial unit//
//gg allin//
//strychnine//
//the virus//
//skeptix//
//total chaos//
//reagan youth//
//broken bones//
//black flag//
//blanks77//
//fracus//
//hostility//
//motorhead//
//slayer//
etc.

Movies:


//Cecil B. Demented//
//The Never Ending Story//
//Anchorman//
//Ferris Bueler's Day Off//
//Slackers//
//The Believer//
Office Space//
//Empire Records//
//Elf//
//Napoleon Dynomite//
//Ladder 49//
//Lord of the Rings//
//But I'm A Cheerleader//
// High Art//
//Animal House//
//Spun//
//Nightmare on Elm Street//
//Fear//
//American History X//
//Romper Stomper//
//movies where thebad guys win//
//any cheesy B-movies where you can see zippers on the monster suits//

Television:

is for the mindless

Books:


//A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genuis//
//Running With Scissors//
//Lake of Dead Languages//
//The Giver//
//Free To Choose//

Heroes:


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My Blog

The sidewalk watches me think about you

as I inhale the smoke which curls down my throat, trying to calm the nerves that reside in my stomach. I lean to walls for support, too defeated to stand on my own from last nights...
Posted by Meredith [is trouble] on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 12:00:00 PST

the sun never goes down in..

Im in california for a week and it's so strange how it feels like i never left. My friends have made me feel very loved and one very good friend bought me a tattoo today! I got a digital camera as a g...
Posted by Meredith [is trouble] on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 08:36:00 PST

by the horns

The possibilities are endless! I have barely had time to catch my breath before my phone rings again, and i MUST attend another party, or my doorbell rings and she's spending the night. And these...
Posted by Meredith [is trouble] on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 12:31:00 PST

Tonight is the night

Tonight is going to be CRAZY!! the Confederats and Throw Rag (my two new fav bands) are playing a huge show tonight and I needed this more than anything. Its funny how sometimes when you're just about...
Posted by Meredith [is trouble] on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 04:57:00 PST

A call to arms

have you ever felt so drunk that the world spins out of control? You try grab onto anything to keep yourself from falling flat on your face. You dont know weather to break down and cry, laugh at yours...
Posted by Meredith [is trouble] on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 02:54:00 PST

"I've been the badest of the bad since you've been gone!"

OH MY GOD! tonight was the most fun ive had in a LOOOONG time! I went to see the Reverend Horton Heat, with the Horrorpops and Throw Rag BY MYSELF and I was happy that i didnt need to have people with...
Posted by Meredith [is trouble] on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 12:19:00 PST

know when to walk away

it wasnt your fight. it wasnt your territory to fight for. it wasn't brave. it wasnt smart. he backed down, but you still lost.         ..i lost two friends that day......
Posted by Meredith [is trouble] on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 06:05:00 PST

disease of your affection

I want to crawl through your lungs and swim in your bloodstream. I want to you to crave me like you crave the smoke. I want to be your first priority I want to be the thing you reach for when y...
Posted by Meredith [is trouble] on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 08:01:00 PST

i'll keep your organs clean

i'm scared too... but i want this more than anything. i promise, i'll keep your heart so clean, it will shine
Posted by Meredith [is trouble] on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 06:56:00 PST

sticks and stones

i'm throwing up apologizes like liquor and cheap wine. I'm so tired of bleeding. I can't speak without choking on regrets and the broken shards of my heart...it doesn't matter though..my words are mea...
Posted by Meredith [is trouble] on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 09:24:00 PST