My myspace may say Im online but Im probably not here. I leave my self logged in alot.
There is no such thing as a happy ending. In the end everything dies...
Unintentional Psychic Vampires
Unintentional Psychic Vampires feed in exactly the same way as Intentional Psychic Vampires but are unaware that they are doing it. They feel refreshed after sexual intercourse while their partner is often left tired and drained of energy. Usually they are morning people due to their unintentional feeding on others during the night.
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How does one determine the
difference between pleasure
and pain?
between ecstacy and horror?between love and hate?we are slaves to our senses.
and yet, are we masters of
our actions?when will the soul triumph
over the outside shell
of mutability...
//..If you fall in love with someone, you just give that person the chance to destroy you..//..Some of us wish life would end so the pain would go away...but how do we actually know that the pain will go away after we die?..//..Prick your finger, it is done. The moon has now eclipsed the sun. The angel of darkness has unfold its wings, the time has come for better things..//..Monsters are screaming,tensions are high, old wounds are bleeding,I'm about to say goodnight, andt its hard to wake up breathing, my dreams put up a stronger fight, because with morning comes a new light, a new life and a new death..//..The people you love will become your weakness.That weakness will be your downfall..//..There's no such thing as a happy ending,Because in the end, Everything Dies..//..I wish that i could gather up all the tears you have made me cry, so that i can fucking drown you in them..//..The mind is a dark thing. You can never know what is in someone elses if you don't even know what is in yours..//..There is no death, life is only a dream, and we are the imaginations of ourselves..//..Those who fear the darkness have no idea what the light can do..//..If your to live life then what is death for? Is it just there for fear? Or is it something more?..//..Its the silent screams of solitude that scratch away at sanity..//
Lets see. About me? Where to start. I was born in raised in bend oregon and, Oh my.. Look.. Im still here. I work full time after being a stay at home mom for 4 years. Im a mother of one beautiful little girl with Rett Syndrome.Brookelynn is my light and has taught me more about my self and those around me than anyone else I have ever had in my life.
Im slightly damaged. Im very dark. And Im jsut a tiny bit scary. I dont take life to seriously, wheres the fun in that. I sware alot and drink lots of coffee. And I read an insane amount of books at work. im sort of a nerd. but in a cool way..
Love is something thats hard for me, I have loved in my life but have never been truly in love until now.. I have found my sweetspot. I am happier now that I have ever been.
Im sort of a pain freak. I am who I am and no one can change me. I pitty thoes who can not accept that there is beauty in the darkest things around them.
I have a troubled past and dont remember much of my child hood, and most of the stuff I do remember I would rather forget. I am on a path of self discovery. Looking for the real me that has been beaten down and forced into the shadows. Im still just as lost and confused about my self as before but at least I understand that I don't have to be what everyone wants or expectes me to be. I can be who and what ever I want and fuck the rest.
I find competition pointless. Whats the use of trying to prove your self to others? Make your self look better? Make others look worse? In the end your still the person you chose to be and if that person is fake, what have you learned? Nothing. I will be what ever I feel is me and damn all those that don't like it.
I am an aspiring webdesigner, graphic artist, and poet/writer. Many of my pomes are posted in my blog and I would love feedback from my friends on them. Be warned that most are very dark and gothic.
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