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About Me

unless i make eye contact with people, i really dont like talking much. i get tired of useless conversation. i see right through people; all the facads and disquises. your insecurities and the thoughts that really run through your head when you speak. im even sensitive to the vibes people give off. but i never get bored with interesting people. it may not seem like it, but im humble. no ego, no powertrips, no useless angry fits. i try to live forward, forgetting the past.

i well adjust.

My Interests

Steve Martin, photography, shows, charcoal art, flyer art, stencil work, writing, doodling, slamming, mending/making clothes, adventuring, meeting people, hiking, racing, bombing hills and fs slashing on my board, filming/editing movies, black and white films and photography, b-movie horror films, good standup comics, social injustice, anatomy, dreams, memory, deja vu, and other things you'll never find out.

I'd like to meet:

people. ...you wouldn't believe how many dont fit that description.

Music:

AXIOM. disrupt. hellshock. dystopia. 9 shocks terror. public enemy. pisschrist. antischism. DOOM. born/dead. aus-rotten. AGE. napalm death. septic death. DBGC. discharge. wolfpack. wolfbrigade. massgrave. OPPRESSED LOGIC. bumbklaatt. short-changed. one in the chamber. dolph lundgren. exodus. STFU. DRI. cryptic slaughter. christian death. sonic youth. elliott smith. JFA. beegees. smiths. NIN. fang. slayer. deftones. fear. meatmen. toxic narcotic. tears for fears. X. donovan. kylesa. ADT. SKUM. PMRC. r-peni. novato-mike. abrasive wheels... among hundreds more...

Movies:

mostly black and whites, horror, old western, kick-action shit

Television:

no. my vision's fine

Books:

peoples' history of the US, 1984, the Stranger, Steppenwolf, the answer is never, through the looking glass, animal farm, every Dr. Suess, Then Came Oil, Nectar in a Sieve, Grapes of Wrath

My Blog

memory

i remember walking on a beach, in Oregon. the sea and the sand both reflected the sun, making it shine brighter than i felt comfortable with, so i had to squint my eyes. the breeze made me f...
Posted by Thaddaeus on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 12:21:00 PST

uthanasia

last night i carried a dead body outside into a freezer- which, every so of often, my job requires. ...poor dog.
Posted by Thaddaeus on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 11:28:00 PST

i think too much

i think i forgive because i forget. the idea that i have "no roots" might change in certain ways. only, the fact that my perception of roots is memory. in order to hold a grudge or anything like ...
Posted by Thaddaeus on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 12:04:00 PST

stupid little cunts

O.D. already.
Posted by Thaddaeus on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 08:22:00 PST

i fucking hate you

i hate you. fuck you. cant escape because you're everyone. your lies spew out your head infecting the people who matter most. trust is your fuel; you have her wrung at the neck. you beat you abuse, ...
Posted by Thaddaeus on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 12:13:00 PST

the first person on my top 8

1.) name: mickey 2.) age: about 17 3.) birthday: febuary 21 4.) how long have you known this person?: about 5 months 5.) are you related?: we're in love 6.) where does this person live?: n...
Posted by Thaddaeus on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 07:14:00 PST