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Mark Austin

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About Me

THE SYMBOLIC LIFE: a symbolic life means to be attentive to the signifigance of the stuff of life, sensitive to the meaningful activities that engages us and the things that surrounds us. Images and things that carry meaning gives shape and importance and dignity to the passage of our days. we live our symbols long before we reflect on them and understand how they work. symbols always carry unconsious contents. symbols are very complex for a reason that is very simple. symbols are there before we know they are there. symbols do their thing on us before we know just what is being done. as we grow towards adult consciousness we relate to symbols in different ways. there is confusion between inner meaning and outer fact, between our names for things and the things themselves. there is confusion between the symbol and the reality upon which it touches. i have a beautiful little picture that a friend made for me and gave to me after we had shared a signifigant time together. a picture is a picture and a friendship is a friendship and we all know what pictures and friendships are. its only a symbol. one must be attentive to the delicate balance between inner meaning and outter reality. a symbol is a full container and not an empty shell, but the deeper reality which the symbol reveals is confused with the reality of the container itself. both are right and both are wrong. the sun and the moon, flags and wedding rings, water and bread and wine all have profound divine and human meanings. and yet they all remain just what they are. it is in its own reality in its being just what it is, that the symbol opens the door to the deeper reality. faith is needed if symbols are to be reconized for what they are. loss of the symbolic sense therfore involves a loss of faith. to live a symbolic life is simply to bring faith to the stuff of life and so befriend our symbols. if we rarely reflect on our experiences and if we do not know our own stories there will be few symbols to befriend. living the rythum that makes life human is the cycle of experience, that cycle is the symbolic life. if it is lived one will be surrounded with signifigance. if it is not lived one has lost substantial touch with the kind of signifigance that raises life beyond the level of interesting configurations of ink.
My Birthdate is April 7
I am an island. I don't need anyone else to make me happy.
And though I see myself as a loner, people are drawn to me.
Deep and sensitive, I tend to impress others with my insights.
I also tend to be psychic
My strength: My self sufficiency
My weakness: I fucking despise authority!
My power color: Maroon
My power symbol: The Hammer
My power month: July What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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I Am 92% Paranoid Schizophrenic
I have almost all of the paranoid schizophrenia warning signs...
But I may just think this quiz is out to get me Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

My Interests

Love, Death, and Beauty.......There is no mercy................ We make mercy.................. There is no murder................ We make murder.................. It matters only to us

I'd like to meet:

PEOPLE WHOM KNOW GOD AND WHY THEY ARE HERE...
You Are 84% Abnormal
I am at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that I have no soul.

I am at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that I am a chaotic mess.

I am at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that I am in love with my own reflection.

I am at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that I feel most comfortable in my mom's basement.

I am at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that I am addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?

Music:

I gave my heart to know wisdom, to know madness, and to know folly................... I perceived that this also is vexation of spirit...

Movies:

MY LIFE IS A MOVIE... WANT A PART IN IT???

Television:

IS FOR THE IDLE MIND!

Books:

MARK 13:13

Heroes:

GOD, FAMILY, BEER ... yeah, in that order

My Blog

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Happy Birthday to ME!!! WHOO HOO!!!
Posted by Mark Austin on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 01:32:00 PST

john and the date

numbers and dates and johns ...well today is 316 ... ive had very good friends named john... whom all have parted ways... at thier discression... the current john in my life is the biggest stress ......
Posted by Mark Austin on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 04:32:00 PST

here we go again...

once again God has chosen one of my close friends for service up above... kelly lamar dale... thank you for your friendship and unconditional love... until we met again...
Posted by Mark Austin on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 12:25:00 PST

one year out

one year out ...starting life over from nothing except with what God gave me... cashed in all my chips for a second chance... met a few good people and reunited with some good friends... looking forwa...
Posted by Mark Austin on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 09:43:00 PST

7-17-07 watch this date in history

It aint all fun n games, when every time you cash in on your painthe weak always fall through the cracks and blame addictions for the reasons why they aint commin backthe heart and soul of a man that ...
Posted by Mark Austin on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:46:00 PST

state,federal,local,multi-juristicional,task-forces,organize d crime dept & law enforcement agen

in the most sincere and respectful tone i can possibly produce....."FUCK YOU"respectfully, mark sadler smith SS AUDIO...
Posted by Mark Austin on Tue, 15 May 2007 10:58:00 PST

I aint down with the TDC

I aint down with the TDCThey try to make correctionstheres no connectionIm running from the pain its too muchIm putting needles in my veinsLock us up turning men into animalsno understanding of the d...
Posted by Mark Austin on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 12:45:00 PST

disapointments

Disapointments to a noble soul is what water is to burning metal ; it strengthens, tempers, intensifies, but never destroys it.
Posted by Mark Austin on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 11:15:00 PST

friends?

what is a friend? what should you expects from people whom you chose to call your friends? ive been confused by these questions lately, do i expect to much from my friends? ive been gone for over 2...
Posted by Mark Austin on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 03:02:00 PST

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        who knows if i should live to see the greatest thing in life i do believe that it could be just life itself for who can tell and who can show what make...
Posted by Mark Austin on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:23:00 PST