| Those girls | 
| Not only is today my sons one month birthday but one of my fantastic chickens laid her first egg today. It's raining, my grandma is visiting, Bastion is napping. I need to call you. Answer your phone.... Posted by Dirty_Pillows on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 12:39:00 PST
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| It happened | 
| Okay since it's been almost 1 full year since my last posting I'll drop a litttle note. I had a baby boy. He flippin rules. He is ridiculous and amazing and beautiful. His feet look like my feet and h... Posted by Dirty_Pillows on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 10:38:00 PST
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| I am I | 
| I'm not Heather anymore. You may refer to me as James now. 
I'm sick of people meeting me hearing the name Heather and remembering the name Jennifer. I am not Jennifer.
I tried Jameson to make it... Posted by Dirty_Pillows on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 05:01:00 PST
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| We lost the moon. | 
| I remember one time I said I wanted to stick a fork in a socket. I so do not feel that way anymore. It's amazing to remember feeling so fucked up and revisiting the progression from despair to e... Posted by Dirty_Pillows on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 09:41:00 PST
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| tee hee | 
| Shits tight you guys. So tight that everyone who doesn't live in Chico just missed the most ass kicking suprise dance party the state has seen in years. A dude in panties jumped out of a cake. Fire da... Posted by Dirty_Pillows on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 10:36:00 PST
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| Que? | 
| What the hell is up with Fellini? 
I watched La dolce vita last night and wanted to fall asleep but was afraid i would miss something extraordinary. I sat uncomfortably for an eternity and came away s... Posted by Dirty_Pillows on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 10:08:00 PST
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| Shut up and dance | 
| There are five stages in dealing with grief.
I started out totally in denial. I then moved smoothly into the depression without a hitch. I'm good at that.
I seem to be kind of stuck in the anger phase... Posted by Dirty_Pillows on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 01:51:00 PST
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| no | 
| Last night for the full moon I went to a friends house and had a little celebration. We did a free write and then went for a midnight ride through Bidwell Park. Im always hesitant to let my self open ... Posted by Dirty_Pillows on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 11:43:00 PST
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| The first of many rambling complaints, more to come soon. | 
| This is a lesson in patience. I am in a position where Im living for free so I feel I have to be very polite. I am normally polite, I guess, but this is hard. 
Living with someone who has known you fo... Posted by Dirty_Pillows on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 02:28:00 PST
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| oh the pains..... | 
| My right hand is swollen from a recent kitten attack. My new work shirt is 60 olyester and makes my skin itch. I have a hair in my eye. There are knots in my back and shoulders left over fro... Posted by Dirty_Pillows on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 12:03:00 PST
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