Letter to my friends |
To all my friends,
I am in the middle of a divorce now as your reading this. And if all goes well we will be moving to Georgia next week . I will miss my friends here dearly. My heart aches but yet I ... Posted by Jewell on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 07:14:00 PST |
Closing In |
These four walls seem to be closing in on me
Feel like a mouse trapped in a cage
Bothered
Anxious
Pacing
Bound by invisible chains
Drowning in nothing
These four walls seem to be closing in on me
Tryi... Posted by Jewell on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 07:12:00 PST |
Found |
Have you ever found a love but your were too young to see it?
That first love?
Once lost.....
But now found....
Fate is so funny
Always taking and giving
Funny feelings in the pit of my stomach
Fate ... Posted by Jewell on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 03:23:00 PST |
Pain |
Wounds without blood
Scars that are unseen
Knife without a blade
Wounds that need not be
Pain.........
Can't see my wounds!!!
Can't feel my pain!!!!
It's my heart that drowns in a pool of blood... Posted by Jewell on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 07:43:00 PST |
Someday |
You know life just doesn't make since
All the heart ache
I scream out your name
For confusions sake
I know there is a reason for everything
But this doesn't make any since the pain I bare
I will go on... Posted by Jewell on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 09:54:00 PST |
Letter to my friends |
As you all know I have posted some dark depressing shit. Well just to let you know and to for warn you on me not being on as much as I normally am. And to explain my recent decent. If you all read my ... Posted by Jewell on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 09:16:00 PST |
Depression |
I am so very lost
Deep in the tunnles of my mind
I must climb out of this hole
Just can't get this knot out of my stomach
Like a cancer it is growing
Consuming me
Devouering my sanity
I am so ve... Posted by Jewell on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 11:56:00 PST |
Fuck it all!!! |
Heart break
Seperation
Divorce
I just can't seem to stop crying
My heart is broke
It is hurting like someone came in and ripped it right out
Feeling of dread
Stomach all in knots
Head reeling
S... Posted by Jewell on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 11:01:00 PST |
Cross Roads |
I have been thinking alot lately about this........
Have you ever sat and wondered about the past
If you had just took this road instead of the one you took
If you guys read my blogs I have ... Posted by Jewell on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 06:56:00 PST |
Reasons |
All my trials
All my tribulations
There is a reason for it all
All the death
All the saddness
There is a reason for it all
All the cheaters
All the beaters
There is a reason for it all
Chance i... Posted by Jewell on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 03:27:00 PST |