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BellaDonna

I am BellaDonna

About Me

I can be hard to get to know. It’s hard for me to get close to people. Some people say I have a hard time trusting people. I do. If that means I don’t trust very many people. But I think that just makes me smart. I work hard. I can kick your ass, so don’t make me angry. I’m also very loyal. I will do anything for a friend. Absolutely anything.

If you want to know more about me, read my blogs. I'm not incredibly good at talking about myself. So those blog entries are sort of the best I can do to describe who I am, what matters to me, who my friends are, all that kind of stuff. And I know they aren't a lot, but for me, they are.

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My Interests

Work. I do a lot of it. I’m good at it. I get paid well. I can’t complain. I shouldn’t. I’m not.

I'd like to meet:

I don't know, anyone I guess. People who understand the importance of right and wrong, who know what it means to be friend and who believe in that something good could still happen.

Music:

Art Blakey, Billie Holliday, Sonny Rollins, Ella Fitzgerald, but really whatever is playing at the bar. Or the club. I don’t care much, as long as I have a drink.

Movies:

I've only seen a few. Kiss Me Deadly, Double Indemnity, those were good. My boss has some, not that I’ve ever seen his movies. I don’t have any. I think most of them got torched.

Television:

I turn it on to keep me company, so what’s on late at night? The City Address. God that thing is boring, but it does help me sleep.

Books:

Obviously a bunch got burned. But when I get a chance, I read. It makes me forget.

Heroes:

Joe. Most other people aren’t trustworthy. Or they’re dead.

My Blog

Strange. I hate this.

It's beyond strange returning somewhere you've lived for years and have it feel less like home than a place you can barely remember. At least on good days. On good days the Outland really does feel li...
Posted by BellaDonna on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 01:17:00 PST

Daisy

I'm having a hard time writing about the here and now. I guess it's because it feels like the same thing. Day in and day out. And maybe it's cause of the experiences I had when I left the Fortress. I...
Posted by BellaDonna on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 06:10:00 PST

In the Fortress

I'm back. In the Fortress. I might have called it home before all of this, but it's not, and it probably never will be. Nowhere will be. I can survive anywhere, but no place feels like home.I feel ...
Posted by BellaDonna on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 02:24:00 PST

Heading back

No more excuses. I'm on my way back to the Fortress. It may take a while, I'm not sure how many rides I'll be able to get going this way. We'll see, it could take a long time and that's OK with me. ...
Posted by BellaDonna on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 08:17:00 PST

To live

I've been here for awhile. I've taken an extended vacation. I don't know how boss will feel about this. But I couldn't make myself leave. I kept coming across people and things that made me feel lik...
Posted by BellaDonna on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 04:05:00 PST

A friend

I made one today. His name is Adam. I came across him on my wanderings away from home. I know I have to head back. There's no excuse at this point. I must go back to the Fortress. There's no life f...
Posted by BellaDonna on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 03:29:00 PST

Digging through the Ruins

I know that..s why I stayed so long, why I couldn..t leave. I had to dig through the place, what..s left of it. I don..t know what I thought I would find. What proof I would come across. I wanted s...
Posted by BellaDonna on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 02:19:00 PST

What is real?

I want to write more about home. I keep thinking about it. I know I need to write about, cause I can..t talk about it. It..s hard to think about it.I stayed home. I thought I might only get there an...
Posted by BellaDonna on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 08:53:00 PST

I feel different here

Drinking. I haven..t been doing as much of it out here. I can..t. I get a drink or few when I can. With the drivers. I do. They drink all the time. They can get alcohol, but most people live like ...
Posted by BellaDonna on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 06:40:00 PST

Home

It..s not a dream. Or a nightmare. It..s real. I have a home. I know for some that..s hard to believe, but I come from someplace.I walked the last day. We lived so far off the main road, no one co...
Posted by BellaDonna on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:12:00 PST