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Amethyst

I'm not Okay (I promise).....

About Me


"A little fear always makes sex better... A lot of fear makes it holy..." - C.R.
How evil are you?
I'm So evil I get Evil Scores on Internet Games See....
I am a disabled mother of a daughter who was born October 1999.
My disability, Meniere's Disease
I like good music in all it's forms, listening to, playing, singing, movies, hanging out. For more on me, Look at my interests.
I am very Taurian in my ways. If you don't know what that means I'm not going to bother to explain it.
I am an easy listener, outgoing, kind, generous,and super loyal. On the down side I also crave attention, stability, and am stubborn and strong-willed when it comes to getting my way. I am persistant and determined. Logical and tend to be rather emotional.
At times I can be an angry person, I tend to be morbid and dark, I like studying the dark side of everything. Nothing with me is sporatic usually, everything with me is calculated and premeditated.
Some funny things a bout me: I am emetiphobic. Yes yes, I fear vomit, and vomitting. Crazy stuff for someone in my situation. I also fear large bodies of water such as the Ocean and/or Lakes, ponds, rivers..... I am cool with hot Tubs, Swimming pools and bath tubs. As far as large bodies of water go, you really REALLY gotta push me to go over them (in a plane or what not) or be on top of them (in a boat or whatever). Which is also funny seems I was raised by the ocean. Anyways Enough about me,Now on to you....

My Interests

Music
Movies
Computers
MY LIVEJOURNAL
The Wackos
Ultima Online (Shard: Catskills, Pacific, Seige Perilous)
Computer Games
Web Design (Not Really)
Lompoc
Death Penalty
Superstitions
Board Games
Reincarnation
Occult
Pogo
Reno
Tattoos
Ranting
Card Games
World of Warcraft (Character name: AmethystDawn, NecroBabe, Sjoholm Server: Suramar Faction: Horde)

I'd like to meet:

I have removed my video until I can host it on my own server because the ones out there I was using SUCK ASS. So enjoy the music that plays on startup, for any screwed up reason that may not be working, Please shoot me a message so I can fix it. Grrrrr

If you're looking for love, sex or a good time, look elsewhere. I know that cancels out a lot of the perverts that are looking at my site right now, Damn. Anyways...

I am interested in meeting people who know me from back in the day, or even new people who want to get to know me. I am looking for friends and relatives alike. I am looking for people who play the same online games as me ON THE SAME SERVERS AS ME so they will be detailed below:

World of Warcraft (Burning Crusades): Suramar
Character Names:
AmethystDawn (Tauren Horde Shaman)
Sjoholm (Blood Elf Horde Paladin)
NeCrOBaBe (Undead Horde Warlock)
MzWorld (Undead Horde Priest)
Badclover (Tauren Horde Druid)
MsWorld (Orc Horde Hunter w/ Pet Babybackrib)
Injustice (Blood Elf Horde Mage)

I am Guildmaster of the guild Faith of The Forbidden.

Sen'Jin
Character Names:
AmethystDawn (Blood Elf Horde Mage)
Injustice (Blood Elf Horde Preist)
Verucca (Orc Horde Hunter w/ pet Porkchop)

Whom are all in the guild Reckless Radiance

I frequent #love on Undernet IRC My Nicknames on there are as follows:
MsWorld
Tourette
Verucca
NeCrOBaBe

Don't be afraid to get close to me, I won't hurt you..... much...

If you feel you'd be interested in getting to know me, then add me or send me a message......PLEASE DO NOT SEND ME A MESSAGE ASKING ME TO TELL YOU MORE ABOUT MYSELF. All small talk chit chat info is located in THIS profile. It is all 100% accurate and true. Do not ask me ASL it's all in here, I will call you a loser and berate you if you ask me to repeat the things I've already listed here. I didn't put up a myspace profile so people could ask me to repeat the crap I've already listed here. READ MY WHOLE PROFILE BEFORE DECIDING TO MESSAGE ME. Telling me you are interested because my picture is cute is DUMB, So don't do it. I mean I appreciate compliments but I have more depth than what is in my photo.

Music:

I will listen to just about anything, at least once.

Upon reviewing my playlist. I have removed the link to mine that was here. Damn I listen to some stupid music.

A List of bands I listen to:

Blue October
Slipknot
Garbage
Korn
Fallout Boy
Slipknot
My Chemical Romance
Marilyn Manson
Nirvana
The Residents
The Catholic Girls
The Bloodhound Gang
The Clash
The Ramones
The Sex Pistols
Magnapop
Breaking Benjamin
Crossfade
Hole
Nine Inch Nails
Acrylic
Mystikal
The Black Eyed Peas
Alice Cooper
Older (70s) Aerosmith
Mudvayne
and too many more to list...

Movies:

A walk to remember (Drama)

Dazed and confused (ahhh remember the good ole days)

Rocky Horror Picture Show (Cult classic)

The Crow (making of a cult classic)

Party Monster (yet another cult classic in the making).

The Devil's Rejects (Love it Love it Love it)

Clerks 2 (Donkey Show Anyone?!)

I love comedies slap-stick, anything without dry humor.

Laughter rocks.

White Chicks is another good movie as, it was funny as hell.

Bad Santa (Yet another greatly funny movie)

The last movie I saw in the Theater was Hostel (The funniest movie of 2006 if torture makes you laugh)

Television:


Colored by me

I don't watch too much TV, it gets boring fast, but if I do watch TV this is the crap I watch:

¤ That 70s Show
¤ I love the (insert decade here)
¤ The Dead Zone
¤ Anything on The Food Network, History Channel, and/or Discovery Channel (love learning)

Books:

I don't read many books, but the last book I read was A night to remember, about the Titanic tragedy of 1912. Awesome.

Anything that is Historically accurate or even almost accurate, I would be most interested in reading.

Also anything demonic or tragic. For some reason other peoples suffering is my joy.

¤ Demons at Highpoint House.
¤ Michelle Remembers
¤ A-Z Guide to Serial Killers
¤ National Directory of Haunted Places

Heroes:

The Devil Yeah baby YEAH!!!! The prince of darkness is where it's AT!
Why do you kill? Girls only. (Kool Pictures And Detailed Results)
You Kill As A Result Of Rage
It doesn't show on the outside but you have a Inner Rage like no other. You kill fast and violently, tearing threw your victim and leaving them as if an animal attacked them. You had your serect because you try so hard to like everyone wants to see you, but it's difficult and you constantly feel self-doubt.
Personality: Mysterious, Moody, Lost, Doubting
Weapon:Knife, or some sharp object.
Expression/Action: Looknig Away Coldly, or Gritted Teeth
Most Common Feeling: Anger

¤¤¤I am not by any means a devil worshipper, my religious beliefs do not fit into a stereotypical name therefore, do not think this is me promoting the worshipping of evil deities and/or demi-gods.... What I do in the privacy of my own home, is my business and not yours. Go find your own religion and define your own belief structures.¤¤¤

My Blog

Again I sit.

Again I sit here. In the pitch black, on the couch. with the light of my laptop being my only comfort. So why is it tonight that I cannot sleep? Well I"m in pain. I took pain killers, muscle relaxers,...
Posted by Amethyst on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 01:01:00 PST

lifes little annoyances

I would just like to rant and rave a minute. I live in a small apartment complex and the punk hooligans are annoying as hell. They have these little motorized (Gas/electric) scooters and they ride the...
Posted by Amethyst on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 04:52:00 PST

Taking a vacation

I have decided to take a vacation from this place, the internet and computers. So if you need to reach me, call me or something. I'll try to pop over here and check my messages from time to time but f...
Posted by Amethyst on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 08:31:00 PST

last night

..> Last Night Last night I had a dream of you I don't know why I would. Even though we've had our problems seeing you was good. Even though it was a dream it felt as real as life The puzzle piece...
Posted by Amethyst on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 09:09:00 PST

A message about my daughter.

I am writing this to inform everyone I have removed all signs of my daughter off of my myspace page. All videos and Photos have been deleted because it has come to my attention that my child may be pr...
Posted by Amethyst on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 03:24:00 PST

Another Sleepless night

Well I figured I'd blog since it's almost 2am and I've tried to sleep now 3X to no avail. At the rate i'm going I've probably disturbed my husbands sleep to no end and he has to work tomorrow so that ...
Posted by Amethyst on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 02:01:00 PST

My Marriage

..> ..> My Marriage This isn't a blog about depression, or unhappiness or anything of the such. This is a blog to basically explain to everyone, I am happy in my marriage. I for once in my life fee...
Posted by Amethyst on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 03:41:00 PST

Debt Solutions Wanted

I have recently compiled my 3 credit reports as well as other debt collection requests I have received. I am attempting to settle my debts and get out of debt for the things I owe for. When looking at...
Posted by Amethyst on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 02:14:00 PST

Stuff

I haven't really blogged here in a very long time. Mostly because since I hooked up with my current husband, he likes communication and he knows that when I blog, there is something serious to talk ab...
Posted by Amethyst on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 01:02:00 PST

Johnny Lang- Missing Your Love

This is one of my favorite Johnny Lang Songs. It is near and dear to my heart. if you haven't heard it, you should go get it. if you have. then you'll know these lyrics. :)) Johnny Lang - Missing Your...
Posted by Amethyst on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 03:15:00 PST