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Myspace Graphics (glitter graphics)Well I do have abit to say so I’m going to make this one long so it's worth reading!! First things first I just want to get this message across to people...I aint no average Asian girl That can’t even construct a simple straight forward sentence without trying to act “ Ghetto” or talking in “ Text” It actually very much annoys me if you know what I mean?? YOU HAVE A DAMN FULL KEYBOARD USE IT!!!! I know and fully understand what most people think about Asian girls but I can honestly say that I don’t classify myself as one of them don't get me wrong I am amazingly proud of what I am ( African Asian) but I aint like the rest of them...people who have come across them will know exactly what I am talking about!!! Theres actually a few floating around here on myspace!!!Behind my rough looking exterior is a very educated mind and more and I have my parents to thank for that The way I see it my mum and dad done a damn good job raising me and giving me life without them I wouldn’t be the person I am today!! People may look at me and think “Yeah she seems sweet and that and they try taking advantage and get extremely rude and think im going to keep myself to myself but there surprised when I give it back to them 100 TIMES HARDER! And then they beg friend? Now that really pisses me off! I dislike superficial people lives not all about possessions its all about them sentimental things like memories of my dad and my childhood!!!!!My life can be a struggle at times and I aint looking for no sympathy what so ever Im just telling it how it is but sometimes it can be normal but throughout I have learnt never to count on anyone because they can not be there for you 24/7 can they even if they say they can otherwise???? As they say I got me myself and I and for people who aint realised why that’s said you will in your own time!!!ive been through certain things and seen things that people my age may not even see in their lifetime but that’s what has made me the smart and cautious young lady I am today! I don’t expect pitty from anyone that’s not what im about just letting people know you aint alone if you think you have had it hard!!!I haven’t really had anybody for 19years I always put my family and friends before anyone my mum dad And 2 brothers mean the world to me!!!!If they ever need me im there I put them above anyone else because there the only ones I would die for and im not just saying that!! You won’t realize until you have such an amazing family like mine to be born into this family I consider such an amazing blessing!!! God blessed me when he brang me to this world I couldn’t have asked for more!! I am Kind, sweet and caring as my friends would say!! Show me respect and I will show you it back 100 times more! If you start taking advantage and get rude I will do that back 100 times harder too! I don’t ramp if I say ill do something I will do it im reliable in that sense!!Im still young and have alot to learn and im willing to do so!!!Never leave your problems hanging and don’t run from them either because when you come back there still going to be there!!Dont leave things with a person on bad terms because you don’t know when or if you’re ever going to see that person again! For my family I would do anything though there the only people I would die and kill for! I aint changing for nobody and if I do decide to change im doing it for myself! but what I am I always will be! if you can’t understand that we will automatically dislike eachother!!I HATE people who stereotype others why is it that people who choose to live there lives respectfully and honestly are at mercy of those who hate and scrutinize every aspect of our faults? I have personally been through experiences that range from one extreme to another...Highs To Lows!! People who don’t know me are unable to identify my positive traits through my physical appearance so why do they feel the need to judge me?? I got a decent head on my shoulders and I aint letting it go to waste! I know im only young and im going to be making an enormous amount of mistakes ahead of me but im maturer then ever! I aint ever going to make the same mistake twice!!ive learnt my lesson now whatever happens!! im me and NOBODY ELSE!!im coming back and im coming back stronger and wiser! if you were not ready for me then you'll never be ready! The worst thing is to lose a parent makes you feel so empty my life aint ever going to be complete without you dad!!RJC 1955-1999 R.I.P DADDY WE LOVE YOU!!!If I had my life to do over, I'd have chosen you to be my dad once more. Even if it meant losing you again, It's worth all the tears in the world. You were my sunshine when skies were gray. I loved you and honored you; You took all my tears away. I was happy to be with you, Proud to be your little girl. Your love was always pure; Your time seemed all too short and I feel so alone. What can I take from this? My heart is completely crushed. But nothing loved is ever lost - And you are loved so much. WE ALL MISS YOU!!! EVERY STEP WE TAKE EVERY MOVE WE MAKE EVERY SINGLE DAY EVERY TIME WE PRAY ALL OF US WILL BE MISSING YOU!!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS DADDYYYY!!!X

My Interests

From everything to....Music And Modelling!!! AND THAT INCLUDES DANCING!!! VIDEOSSSSSSS SOON COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! HOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLA!! x
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I'd like to meet:

All my old friends that seem to be floating around on here!! HOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLA!! xxxx..!

Music:

Abit of everything!!! I been brought up to appreciate all types of music.... Howeverrrrrrr Nothing beats them slow jams!!! x THIS TUNE HAPPENS TO BE THE ONLY TUNE THAT DESCRIBES HOW IM FEELING RIGHT NOW FOR THOSE WHO KNOW ME YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IM TALKIN ABOUT I BET YOU ALL GET LONELY TOO!! .. width="425" height="350" ....

Television:

Chapelle Show!!! x

Books:

The " Da vinche code" One of the most amazing books i have ever read for real!!!

Heroes:

My dad....My Inspiration....My Hero!!! I Love you.....R.I.P!!!!! ..

My Blog

MAKE 2007 SPECIAL X

As 2006 comes to an end im looking back on this year and seeing all the madness thats got me down and all the happiness thats given me my strength..I know alot of people make new years resolitions say...
Posted by e Kirane on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 07:38:00 PST

You Must Not Know About Me!

Fucking hell(Pardon my french) I can officialy say that you know that saying "If they come back to you its meant to be and they will realise what they lost?" Its True Its just happened to me right no...
Posted by e Kirane on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 06:00:00 PST

Dont Let Love Pass You By! x

Just been inspired to write a new blog not because you people are telling me you love the way i write lol...But somethinsg just inspired me and made me realise so much!!!Ive had people reading my blog...
Posted by e Kirane on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 07:06:00 PST

Ever Slipped out your feelings?

You ever tried hard to contain the way your feeling inside but let it slip out? Then think its ruined the friendship? But You cant help it because your feeling the person? x...
Posted by e Kirane on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 09:53:00 PST

7 Years Today Daddy We Miss You!!

I know people who are reading this may think whats the point he aint ever going to read it but its my way of letting my feelings out and for the people who comment on this blog i appreciate you taking...
Posted by e Kirane on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 06:35:00 PST

Why Are Men So Waste??

Ok guy's i know if your reading this your going to be thinking Girls are like this too!And yes they are but hold on...Why are men so waste???Its like everytime you put your all into something they don...
Posted by e Kirane on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 08:25:00 PST