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**~Phoenix~**

SOZ 2 ALL DA PEEPS WHOV SNT ME MSGS.IM IN A BAD PLACE RIGHT NOW.I'LL HOLLA WEN I FIND MY WAY BCK :(

About Me

Love and props to Shubz-eee ma hubzy! I love u wit all my heart. Ur my world n I cnt imagine life without u. U gave me the strength 2 carry on wen I was at my lowest. We been thru sum shit n a half. Sum really bad tingz happened 2 us last year, but we've cum back stronger. Itz all about da future now. Our future. Fuck all u peeps who wanna hate. U just jealous. How many gyal out der have got a man who cums n picks u up even if ur ony 5 mins away n fully capable of walkin? How many gyal out der have got a man who'll spend his last change on u even if uv got doe of ur own? How many gyal out der have got a man whoz so lovin an affectionate u fall deeper everyday? For those of u who have, hold on 2 him 4 dear lyf n neva let him go coz u r truly blessed xxx To Infinite Barz, I know u aint about right now, but I just wanted 2 say dat I miss u n I got care 4 u. Ur one of my best friends, n no matter how much u might hate me sumtyms 4 shit datz happened in da past u can still talk 2 me. We've known eachotha 4 too long 2 just forget da friendship. I got a lotta respect 4 u too for wot ur goin thru right now coz u still cumin out on top. I wish u nutin but happiness xxx To those of u who know me from school dayz, I aint da same person, so even if we parted on bad terms, feel free to holla. I aint 16 no more! Maturity comes wit age! N yes, I have had a baby and no I didnt have her as soon as I left school, so dnt go jumpin 2 none of ur own conclusions. Ask questionz n u may get answerz. Watch this space x x Love da rest of u, mwah!


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You Should Be A Pisces
What's good about you: carefree and compassionate, you are truly light hearted
What's bad about you: when things get bad, you tend to retreat and not let others in
In love: you're a true romantic - it's flowers, bubble baths, and candles all the way
In friendship, you're: eager to lend a sympathetic ear and likely to develop a deep connection
Your ideal job: bartender, magician, or secret agent
Your sense of fashion: simple clothes that don't distract from your personality
You like to pig out on: seafood - from fish sticks to salmon
What Sign Should You Be?
Your Birthdate: March 6
For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first.
In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt.
You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5
You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?
Your Aura is Red
You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.
Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works!
The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures
Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez
Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon What Color Is Your Aura?
You Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?
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...::About Me::...
Full Name: Carla Marie Riley
Eye Color: Browny green
Hair Color: Mixed at da mo
Height: 5'6
Shoe Size: 4
Ring Size: All ma fingerz aint da same size(!)
Heritage: Black caribbean, white, italian
Graduating Year:
Birthdate: 06-03-85
Zodiac Sign: Pisces
...::Firsts::...
Concert: None
Best Friend: Jessie - at Primary School
Crush: Can't remember
Pet: Cat - Tibby
Sport: Basketball
...::Have You Ever::...
Sky Dived: No fuckin way!
Bungee Jumped: Nope
Gone out of the Country: Course
Beaten Someone Up: Yeah
Gotten Beat Up: Once
Killed an Animal: Never
Swam in the Ocean: Once - never again!
Broke the Law: Yup. Still do . . .
Smoked: Yup
Chewed Tobacco: Eeew!
Drank: Course
Been Kissed: Yup
Been In Love: Yup
Dumped Someone: Yup
Been Dumped: Nah
Broken Someone's heart: I think so, but I aint proud
Had Your Heart Broken: Oh yes
Liked Someone Who Didn't Like You Back: Haha, yeah
Broken A Bone: Nope
Had Surgery: Not yet, but soon come
Had an X-ray or MRI: Nope
Failed a Class: Nope
...::Favorites::...
Color: Red/Neon pink
Food: West Indian - Curry goat n rice baby!
Drink: Southern Comfort/Malibu
Snack: Maryland Cookies
Cereal: I aint into cereal too tuff
Ice Cream: Strawberry
Candy: Too many to pick just 1
Restaurant: Terracotta Inn in Lesta
Fast Food Place: Pizza Hut
Store: Top Shop!!!!!
Animal: Tigerz
Quote: 'U no ya'll luv me'
Sport To Play: Basketball
Sport To Watch: Basketball
Movie: Lion King!/ Fist of the North Star(Manga Version)
TV Show: Friends
Type Of Music: Bassline/4x4/Hip hop?/RnB
Band: Aint into bands
Singer: Cnt think right now
Song: As above
...::This//Or//That::...
Pepsi or Coke: Neither
Vanilla or Chocolate: Strawberry
Cake or Ice Cream: Depends how I feel at da time, but both
McDonalds or Burger King: Pizza Hut yo!
Love or Money: Both
Music or TV: If I had 2 choose - TV coz u can get music on it
Cat or Dog: Dog
Mom or Dad: Dad - Dunno ma mutha
Truck or Car: Car
Ocean or Lake: Ocean
Yahoo or Hotmail: Hotmail baby
Google or AJ: ?
Light or Dark: Dark
Country or City: City
Rain or Sunshine: Sunshine
...::The Opposite Sex::...
First Thing You Notice: Da 2 Fs - Face n Footwear
Personality or Looks: Looks to start, personality to continue
Hair Color: Dark
Eye Color: Dark
Short or Tall: Taller than me
Romanic or Spontaneous: Both, but more wit da romance
Sense of Humor or Sweet: Both
Hook up or Relationship: Relationship - Im too old for hook-upz
...::Currently::...
Feeling: Bored
Listening To: Da peeps in ma class yappin
Wanna: Go spend money
Doing Besides Typing: Readin da questions on dis survey obviously(!)
Thinking About: Food
Wearing: Black shirt, black trousers n ma bumme shackalack new shoes!
In Love: Yup
Single: Nope
Best Friends: Aint got friends. Too much hassle. I got aquaintences
...::The Future::...
Career: Actress - but on a serious note, Chief of Popo!
Marriage: Hopefully
Kids: Already got 1, but probz have a couple more
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My Interests

NICHE!!!!! Dance, music in general, books, socialising with friends, hangin out with my daughter, Tai Boxing and movies. Im a people person to a point, but if Im in a mood, ease me up or u might feel my wrath! I love my martial arts, horror and manga. I used to be loud n in ur face. . . not so much now. Itz tru dat u change n mature as u age. Im chilled out now, but wen I wanna be in ur face, I'll be in ur face! I have to admit, I get on a lot better wit da male species as opposed to da female. I don't get on wit girly girls 2 tuff. Im like one of da lads but still got ma feminine side.
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Your Career Type: Artistic
You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. What's Your Ideal Career?
What Your Favorite Color Red Says About You:
Ambitious --- Energetic --- Passionate
Spontaneous --- Attractive --- Inspiring
Seductive --- Powerful --- Addicting What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?
What Phoenix Means
P is for Progressive

H is for Heavenly

O is for Openhearted

E is for Emotional

N is for Normal

I is for Influential

X is for X-Rated
What Does Your Name Mean?
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Phoenix
Birthday: 6th March 1985
Birthplace: Lesta
Current Location: Yard
Eye Color: Greeny-brown
Hair Color: I dunno, itz a mix
Height: 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Mixed
The Shoes You Wore Today: Nikey
Your Weakness: Ma temper
Your Fears: Losin ma loved ones
Your Perfect Pizza: Xtra cheese, xtra pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Too many to state
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Wotz crackaclackin?!
Thoughts First Waking Up: Arr maaaaan!
Your Best Physical Feature: Ma pics up on ma profile, u tell me
Your Bedtime: Weneva
Your Most Missed Memory: I got a bad memory
Pepsi or Coke: Neitha
MacDonalds or Burger King: KFC!
Single or Group Dates: Single obviously
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Naaasty!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Strawberry!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Tea!
Do you Smoke: Yup
Do you Swear: Fuck yeah
Do you Sing: Yeah
Do you Shower Daily: Yeah, but I like late night baths too
Have you Been in Love: Yup, still am
Do you want to go to College: Start in September. Doin courses in da mean time.
Do you want to get Married: Eventually
Do you belive in yourself: I do actually
Do you get Motion Sickness: Sittin backwards on a train, yeah
Do you think you are Attractive: Ha, sometyms
Are you a Health Freak: Yeah n no
Do you get along with your Parents: Dunno em
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah man
Do you play an Instrument: Used to play violin
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Wel duh
In the past month have you Smoked:
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Oh yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope, don't like em. CHIPS AHOY!!!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Eeeew!
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nah, dat was last month
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope, but would try it tho
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nah, I dont do that shit
Ever been Drunk: Course
Ever been called a Tease: Haha, wen I was younger
Ever been Beaten up: Yup
Ever Shoplifted: Yup
How do you want to Die: I aint fussed u no
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: An actress
What country would you most like to Visit: China or Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Brown
Favourite Hair Color: Dark
Short or Long Hair: Definitely short
Height: Taller than me
Weight: Not fat
Best Clothing Style: Howeva he feels comfy as long as he aint a scruff
Number of Drugs I have taken: 3
Number of CDs I own: Dunno
Number of Piercings: 2 in each ear
Number of Tattoos: 5
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Woah, letz not go der

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You Are Sex On the Beach
When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth.
You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you.
So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks.
Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
Guys Like That You're Fun
You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing
That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back
You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys
But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you What Do Guys Like About You?
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Your Wrath Quotient: 69%
Everyone around you pretty much fears your wrath... which is probably what you want.
But just remember, there's a very thin line between fear and hate! How Much Wrath Do You Have?
MySpaceI LOVE THIS MUTHA FUCKIN GAME! I BEEN PLAYIN IT SINCE 1997 WHEN FFVII CAME OUT N I'VE HAD EVERY ONE SINCE. FFXII IS DA LICK! CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT ONES TO COME OUT!!!
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You Are a Margarita
You aren't just the life of the party, you are the party!
You mix a good drink, bust out some great music, and know how to get down. What Mixed Drink Are You?
You Are 80% Psychic
You are so very psychic.
But you already predicted that, didn't you?
You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others.
You're very tapped into the world around you...
Just make sure to use your powers for good! Are You Psychic?
adopt your own virtual pet!Your results:
You are Catwoman Catwoman 95% Wonder Woman 65% Robin 60% Supergirl 55% Hulk 50% Batman 40% The Flash 40% Green Lantern 40% Iron Man 35% Spider-Man 10% Superman 0% You have had a tough childhood,
you know how to be a thief and exploit others
but you stand up for society's cast-offs.
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Music:


You Are New York
Cosmopolitan and sophisticated, you enjoy the newest in food, art, and culture.
You also appreciate a good amount of grit - and very little shocks you.
You're competitive, driven, and very likely to succeed.

Famous people from New York: Sarah Michelle Gellar, Tupac Shakur, Woody Allen What American City Are You?
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Your Lucky Underwear is Purple
Dreamy and idealistic, you envision great things for your life. Your lucky purple underwear can make those dreams come true!
You're a busy little butterfly. You have the most projects, interests, and friends of anyone you know.

You also have a flair for the dramatic. Sometimes too much drama comes in to your life and brings things to a stop.
If you want to focus more, and flutter less, put on your purple underpants. They'll help you get the important things done. What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?Your results:
You are Dark Phoenix Dark Phoenix 88% Apocalypse 86% Magneto 82% Mystique 75% Catwoman 69% Two-Face 63% Venom 57% Poison Ivy 55% Dr. Doom 48% Juggernaut 47% The Joker 46% Mr. Freeze 42% Lex Luthor 40% Kingpin 34% Green Goblin 31% Riddler 28% A prime example of emotional extremes: Passion and fury incarnate.
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Movies:

Martial Arts, Horror and Manga/Anime - one of my favourite films is FIST OF THE NORTH STAR.
The Part of You That No One Sees
You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.

Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?
You Should Get A Butterfly Tattoo
Sweet and sassy
For you, tattoos are a thing of beauty - not toughness What Tattoo Should You Get?
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CALLING ALL ANIME OBSESSED FREAKS!!! IF ANYONE KNOWS OF A PLACE IN LEICESTERSHIRE WHERE I CAN GET MY MITS ON THE ORIGINAL MANGA VERSION OF FIST OF THE NORTH STAR, LET ME KNOW COZ IT'S BORDERING ON RIDICULOUS NOW. THANK YOU.
Your IQ Is 90
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average

Your General Knowledge is Above Average A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Books:

Stephen King
Your Rising Sign is Pisces
Dreaming and introspective, you're often lost in your thoughts.
Which is okay by you... you're inner world is pretty darn awesome.

And while you are inwardly confident, sometimes you seem a bit unsure.
People often handle you more delicately than they need to.

You love luxury, and even if you're a bit broke, you want things to look "rich."
Mysterious and demure, you keep secrets about yourself to remain an enigma. What's Your Rising Sign?

Heroes:

I used to be my own hero. I will be again.
You are 67% Pisces
How Pisces Are You?
You Are Jean Grey
Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death).
Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally!

Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals Which of the X-Men Are You?
Your Element Is Fire
Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.

You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.

Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many. What's Your Element?
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I've noticed dat some people on dis myspace ting keep goin on about being mixed race. I'm mixed race too but wotz da big fuckin deal? I don't hear any of u talk about experiencing any rasicm. I suffer...
Posted by **~Phoenix~** on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 02:19:00 PST

WOT DO U DO WHEN LIFE IS KILLIN YOU?

I was in two minds about even writing this but sod it. No secrets, no lies. 2006 was, without a doubt, the WORST year of my entire life. I've been at war with the council, with the bank and with my f...
Posted by **~Phoenix~** on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 08:50:00 PST