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Julia.

keep your eye on that one.....anticipate

About Me

Myspace Contact Tables Easy Bleeder I'm a lost but sometimes found girl. I have dark hair.. brown eyes...my moods are shifting..I sometimes cant eat meat because the thought of where it came from will make me sick...I like all types of music...I HATE LIERS and most bugs(especially the ones with too many legs)...I dont trust people..I take long showers...I love flowers but Orchids are my favorite...I have a huge fasination with serial killers and would ideally like to be a criminal psychologist but I'll probabaly end up working with childeren....I love writing poetry or stories and hiding them in books only to find them years later...I just love writing...i also like to paint but i have a hard time getting the ideas out like i want them...in the summer I love the windows down and i always talk over the music instead of turning it down...life deserves a soundtrack...I wanna love someone unconditonally and have it be returned...my favorite color is black... I like little botiques and going antique shopping..I love graham crackers and milk also PBJ's with raspberry jelly...Hippos are my favorite animals but I dont like stuffed animals or nic-nacs, I see no point in either...I make random strange noises for no particular reason...I love deep[er] converstations although people to have them with are depleting...I love all kinds of art and photography...The sound of a guitar and piano soothe me...bad breath drives me nuts...I think people should always be aware of themsleves...I love driving but hate that it cost money..I love when things dont match but go together..Sometimes I freek out for no reason and start squealing...I'm a cosmetologist but not a girlie girl...I love ice cream, popcicles, and juice...I have a longing to travel and do it when ever i can...super pepy people make me crazy and nervous..I use the fuck word alot more than I should...I'm laid back and OCD..I'm helpful and destroying..I'm driven and lazy..I'm mexican and French.. I dont mean to be shaky its just my nature...I'm a walking contradiction..
I'm Consistently Inconsistent. The opposite of myself.

My Interests

I LIVE FOR THE EXCHANGE OF THOUGHTS, IDEAS, PERSPECTIVES, AND UNDERSTANDING..........skydiving, knives, guns, rope, speeding, serial killers, singing, Art, music, music=life, cosmetology, fashion design, shoes, psychology, driven people, movies, acting, writing, poetry, photography, blankets, thrift stores, singing, love, deep people, pain, happiness, writing, traveling, Angelina Jolie, colors,writing, inner beauty, eyes, hands, emotions, candels, sents, compassion, time, kisses with substance, writing, silver, paint, piano, guitar, drums, someday, never, regret, movements, bleeding my soul, listening, black&white photography, bondage, expressing, conversations, conncetions, memories, new perspectives, writing, losers, winners, bubbles, tiny things, honesty, raw, real, biting, uncensord, women, men, breasts, water, fire, blood, killer, angels, devils, kindred spirt, sleeping, driving, analyzing, wishes, hope, trials & tribulations, respect, attitude, the sound of rain and thunder in silence, snowflakes, differences, myself, you, creating, wandering, standing still, shadows, talking without words, the touch of another, strange silences, betrayal, seasons, flowers, cards, stab wounds, Book stores, thrift stores, Vintage things, sleeping, Icecream, people, animals, tiny cigars, tiny things, painted toes, argyle anything, the lighting at 6pm, scars, sweaters, singing/screaming in my car, freckles, gaps in peoples teeth, randomness, being alone, one person at a time, small groups of people, cleanliness,habitually kept clean, messy hair, messy cloths, messy people, being a thug:) I ♥ Photography

I'd like to meet:

People who speak when spoken to.People who get it....people who like to travel...people who are into art/music in some way...people on a deeper level...people who see what I see and people who dont.....superficial types can find their way to the X in the right corner of this screen and click it!I'm also interested in meeting people who dont mind being photographed. I'm building a portfolio and and need models.and some travel buddies who will up and go on a whim.OH YES AND I'M MENTIONING AGAIN THAT I HATE LIERS. IF YOUR A LIER OR LIFE SUCKER FUCK YOU!!!!!If you dont mind being used as a model for photographs PLEASE let me know. Thankies :)AIM = AsGuiltyAsEve

Music:

Fiona Apple, Tori Amos, Cat power, Yeah yeah yeahs, , cocorosie , slipknot, luscious jackson, The white Stripes, NIN, Otep, Aimee Mann, MeWithoutYou,Ani Difranco, Tom Petty, Aphex Twins, Atreyu, The Flamming lips, Bach, Beck, Bethoven, Bright Eyes, Bugs, coldplay, counting crows, crannberries, Cursive, Crystal Method, deftones, dimmu Borgir, stevie nicks, Doors, Elliot Smith, Eve, Fleetwood Mac, From Autum to Ashes, the jesus lizard, Garbage, Glass jaw, outkast, Jack off jill, jawbreaker, MISSY ELLIOT, Sparta, Marilyn Manson, Ludicris, Lynard Skynard, Mazzy star, Melissa Etheridge, Mindless self Indulgence, sheryl crow, My chemical Romance, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Pearl Jam, piebald, pitchshifter, poe, Poison the well, Radiohead, smashing pumpkins, sneaker pimps, system of a down, the Beatles, kidney theives, the verve, toadies, u2, snot, the postal service, Franz Ferdinand, Nellie Mckay, Bjork, sonic youth, sleater kinney, Red house painters, god speed you black emperor, Etta james, Billie Holiday, Azure Ray, wolfmother, spoon, IMA Robot,the pixies, the ramones, the magnetic Fields, sleeping at last, SIA, pavement, Radiohead, Paul Simon, Morphine, Meat puppets, Tom Waits, Kings of Convenience, juliette and the licks, jon brion, joseph Arthur, joanna Newsome, Jem, Iron and Wine, explosions in the sky, the breeders(and so much more...my musical taste is all over the board and there is way to much different stuff that i listen to, for me to sit here and name it all)

Movies:

The big Lebowski, fight club, original sin,Natural Born Killers, Gia, gone in sixty seconds, anything with angelina jolie, Bennie and June, Frida, Forrest Gump, Girl Interupted, The good girl, Donnie Darko, The devils Advocate, Seven, Taxi Driver, Snatch, Rushmore Vanilla Sky, The crow, Butterfly Effect, Pulp Fiction, Requiem for a dream, The little mermaid, Finding Nemo, What dreams may come, Office space, 50 first dates, Trainspotting, Barfly, High Fidelity, silence of the lambs, igby goes down, the best of molly shannon, adaptation I love this man!

Television:

I pretty much dont watch tv that often maybe once a week.. usually i just buy alot of Dvd's but...

Books:

I like reading other peoples thoughts and poetry ...giving me a new or other out look on life, situations, or things. I pretty much read non-fiction stuff as far as books go.

Heroes:

The ones that survive themselves and keep on growing.... ~Frida Kahlo~The People who are trying to leave this world in a better condition then which they found it.

My Blog

happiness is soo welcomed

So these last two days have been great! I bought my new camera...went out to the bars with jamie and laurie..... then today this kid I used to know way back in highschool walked into my salon and offe...
Posted by Julia. on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 09:07:00 PST

And i did it all for what???!!!! I cant stand the shape of all of this!!!

I get it now. HAHAHA I see you...seeing me...seeing you. This is all such bullshit.I'm done fitting the puppeteers hand! I am me again..without any appologies! dont like it? than move along....
Posted by Julia. on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 04:20:00 PST

i'll paint that smile on and break my legs to keep moving.

Ahh my god damn head hurts. I just woke up and i have such a bad head ach. i get these damn things all the time now, at least once a day for the last 2 months.  The doctor thinks it emotional str...
Posted by Julia. on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 09:02:00 PST

Babys singin a new song

So i duno I need a change. i took all my facial piercings out for good and I'm seriously going to grow my hair out longer, at least shoulder length, I feel like I have looked basically the same for ye...
Posted by Julia. on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 05:38:00 PST

The next year (these plans could change at any moment)

So for the next year I am going to be dedicating myself to writing...creating/playing/writing music....photography...and mailing things to Iraq. I gotta figure out exactly what i wanna do with the res...
Posted by Julia. on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 09:53:00 PST

Whos got romance? WE DO!! WE DO!!!

So I have the most romantic Boyfriend........Bryan came to see me at work becuase he missed me even though i only had an hour left till we closed and we talked about what we wanted to do and I said th...
Posted by Julia. on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 02:59:00 PST

Very Important for those concerned with dating me

Oooooooookk. So I have been saying this for a while but some people still arnt getting it so I am posting this as a reminder or if your hearing/reading this for the first time then I am simply informi...
Posted by Julia. on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 06:33:00 PST

So this one time I got bored and did something I dont usually do.......

Took a bunch of those damn quizes!!   Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male  Your brain is a healthy mix of male and femaleYou are both sensitive and savvyRational and reasonable, you ten...
Posted by Julia. on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 11:25:00 PST

Worst of my best

I give them names...I give them numbers... I tag them of toe for toe. I heard you bleeding into her cup. I was never pregnant with dillusions... I owned it all, but I never thought it was anywhere els...
Posted by Julia. on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 09:15:00 PST

Frantic

Black laced feet that always point the opposite direction from which your coming. If she catches your sent in the wind you can be sure as hell shes running  and if shes not then shes ready to ...
Posted by Julia. on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 05:57:00 PST