industrial water containment, medical welding, laundry science, crimping my hairshirts, progressive Muzak, balloon deflations, humping lagomorphs, emergency circus medicine, recreational insomnia, bus transfers, mules, hectoring, the harrowing sense of impending glee, empty lawn furniture, slicing gestures, drinking hand cream out of an old time funnel, prison soups, devastating personal failure, clapping, oiling my animatronic servants, wracking sobs, watching television in an open field, cruel byzantine noses, inconclusive test results, firm and uncomfortably arousing handshakes, swinging beards of cooked spaghetti, barely audible titters, mutual and hostile bewilderment, vague crawling sense of constant unfulfilled expectation, scouring my cavernous internal void, baked Remingtons, my macrame noose, creeping cellular decay, heating up a can of sexual canoodles, hosing down the night-goats, amateur men's solo ice dancing, incomprehensible breadings, fine-tuning my catastrophic stasis machine, underground ventriloquism, crowd-pleasing bouts of suicidal ideation, benign paroxysmal positional vertigo, languidly metastasizing moral ambivalence, profound and indefensible underachievement, ludicrously peripheral star-fucking, mild to moderate cradle-robbing, parsing your emotional hieroglyphics, a refreshing cascade of flop sweat, eschatological daydreams, my chirping nimbus of fruit bats, a good kick to the crotch
unmuzzled, unmiddling, contrarian types clinging to the slimy cinder block walls of arrested development yet wholly able to attend to their shit. artists with a clear, gutting sense of their own terrible insignificance...
Ocrilim, Octis, Orthrelm, Ohio Players, Oxbow, Miracle of Birth, Xom, Thrones, Men's Recovery Project, Child Abuse, Zombi, Khanate, Suffocation, Gorguts, Enslaved, Weakling, Xasthur, Swans, COC, Man is the Bastard, Infest, Magma, This Heat, Amon Duul II, Yes, Meat Puppets, Melvins, Void, SSD, Minutemen, X, Tubeway Army, Rudimentary Peni, Rush, Ruins, Mahavishnu Orchestra, Guapo, Bartok, Ives, Penderecki, Ayler, Coltrane, Tony Williams, Mingus, Sonny Sharrock,ELECTRIC Miles Davis, LaBradford, Earth, Low, Steely Dan, ELO, Cheap Trick, Devo, Louvin Brothers, Isley Brothers, Brothers Johnson, Daniel Johnston, Iron Maiden, Captain Beefheart, Jandek, ZZ Top, all rembetica songstresses, Pink Lady and Jeff
S.F. Brownrigg's "Don't look in the Basement," K.Gordon Murray's "Shanty Tramp," Richard Blackburn's "Lemora," Andy Milligan's "Fleshpot on 42nd Street," Doris Wishman's "Let Me Die a Woman"
Deadwood, excellent Greek dirt bike movie I watched on Monday, Mannix, Banecek, Bannix, Manecek, Jimmy & Doctor Bones, Cakes & Swanson, all shows involving significant face removal, Hee fucking Haw, the episode of Intervention where that bulimic chick stored her vomit in neatly catalogued Ziploc bags, Space 1999
anything by Robert Walser, E.M. Cioran, Witold Gombrowicz, Simenon, Ryszard Kapuscinski, Anna Kavan, Janet Frame, James Purdy, Brian Evenson, Lynne Tillman, Gary Indiana, Jane Bowles, Jean Genet, Erskine Caldwell, Flannery O'Connor, J.K. Huysmans, Alasdair Gray, Thomas Bernhard, George Orwell, Caroline Blackwood, J.G. Ballard, Edgar Allen Poe, Samuel Beckett, Patricia Highsmith, Marie Redonnet, Jean Echenoz, my man Schopenhauer
Gonga the Jungle Beast, Bill Hicks, the Indian dude on "That's Incredible" who could fold his body into a tiny plastic box, my Golden Girls