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About Me

Well for starters, my name is Katie Creager. You may find me as a weird or odd person, and that would be because I am not like most people that live in the south. I am not a southerner by no means. I was born in Mineola NY, and raised for most of my childhood in Elmont NY. That is about all of my past I wish to reveal. As I was saying, that is not the only thing that makes me different, unlike most southerners I am not Christian, I am wiccan. This is a religion I have been interested in and study for a while now. Then there is the fact that I am gothic. I love the colors black and blue, most of the times that is the only color you will see me in. Personality wise, I am sweet, easy to get along with, very kind hearted (my husband says a little too kind hearted sometimes), and a little shy sometimes. I can be crazy sometimes when I am in the right mood. Well as you know every rose has its thorns, and I have plenty of them. I can be a royal bitch, simple as that. I refuse to let anyone get in the way of my plans and if you think you can fuck with my family. -laughs demonically- THINK AGAIN!! I will tear apart and destroy anyone who dares to try and take my husband or my soon to be son away from me. On a lighter note, I can be very sarcastic, rude, and sometimes unpleasant. None the less I am pretty much a good person when i am not fucked with.
Well as you have probably read by now I am married. I am married to Chris Creager, a wonderfully sweet guy who can be quite lazy sometimes. He is my world, and my purpose in life right now. He is very handsome, and treats me very well. You all may have bad things to say about him, but you know what I dont give a fuck. I have had people ask me before how could I love someone like him. Well this is a extremely hard one to answer. I love him because I love him. I need him becuase I love him. Simple as that. There are no reason why I love him, its not because he is hot, or because he is sweet. Its because of him. I love him for him, not for what he provides, or what he can do, or how popular he is, cause in the end if I would have met him under different circumstances, I know I still would have fallen in love with him. Even though I was not with him very long before we got married, I believe that our marriage will last a long time. I will work and fight to keep it that way. He is my family and I will do anything and everything to keep him happy, here with me. I love him with all my heart, and deep inside I know and feel from being around him that he loves me just as much.
I have a wonderful son. I gave birth to him June 1 at 10:34 pm. Chris and I named him Orion James Creager. The labor was hard, but after seeing him for the first time, I realized how much it was all worth it. He is a beautiful little boy that weighted 7lbs 11oz at birth, and is already growing so fast. He is a good baby. He is not very fussy, but very stubborn. He hates pacifiers, bright lights in his eyes, water (warm or cold), and being to warm. He loves his thumb, his mommy's affection, getting lots of kisses from mommy and daddy, and loves to be played with. Any attention he gets he loves. He also loves to just relax on mommy or daddys chest and listen to our heartbeats. Life has been wonderful so far, and not a minute goes by when I am not with him. Life is never boring now, I always have something to do. He is a wonderful little boy, and like I thought Chris has been nothing but a wonderful father to him. Life couldnt be better right now. A wonderful husband, and a beautiful son. Grandma I know you would be proud, and I know you would love your grandson in law, and your great grandson.
This is my life thus far. Many things I didnt cover, cause i feel I dont need to. And those who know me well enough already know most or all of my past. Well to find out other little tid bits about me you are going to have to ask me. Sayonara
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I loved you when i meet you, You made my heart skip a few beats.
I never felt i wanted you, Just couldnt live without you.
In your arms I felt secure, even in the darkest night.
You'd sweetly speak those three little words, To make my heart fly high.
Then you ask for me to be yours, but you didnt want just one day.
So with hand in marriage, We now are one, With a baby on the way.
Scorpio - theChemist
Element:Water
Scorpio is the eighth sign of theZodiac and is represented by the scorpion. Youremotions are very strong and you keep themunder strict control, but they bubble under thesurface only to erupt over some small thingwhen others least expect it. This is because youhide your inner turmoil so well that on thesurface everything looks normal. You are verysecretive and feel that knowledge is power, soyou ask probing questions to find out aboutother people to help you control your immediateenvironment. With a Scorpio Sun you haveamazing determination and once your mind ismade up you will not turn back on any decision.You are fascinated by all things hidden and willdo your utmost to find out about other people'ssecrets. Your strong emotions and jealous natureresult in you always seeking revenge if crossed.Because of this you are capable of greatdestruction, more than any other sign, and atthe very least you can be very cutting andsarcastic. Your deep and hidden feelings meanthat you are prone to brood and if someone hurtsyou, you will never forget. You have a powerfulmagnetism that makes you very popular andattractive, especially to the opposite sex. Whenin a relationship you make a passionate loverand a loyal friend as you have a natural psychicability that helps you to connect emotionallywith those around you. Other people either loveor hate you, nothing in between, and you arealso very extreme yourself with your likes anddislikes. You give the impression of being cooland cynical because of your reluctance to expressor show your feelings but underneath you areextremely vulnerable. In a relationship you needconstant proof of affection and are not suited to apartner who is undemonstrative. You tend tohave a few very close and trustedfriends.
You kill for revenge
That is because you have lost something or someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem to get over the loss that marked your soul, and the only solution is to go after the one person who brought all this pain to you. Chances are you are angry inside and you bottle everything up and don't talk to anyone about it. People may want to help, but you think that they can never understand your pain and only get frustrated because of this. But it is important to see all that you have left and be thankful of that even if you have lost something great. It may not be true that Times heals all wounds, but with time and talking about your feelings, maybe the hurt will ease.
Main weapon: Yourself
Quote:"You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J. Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and teary eyes
Your element is: Ice
This element may seem a little odd, but this is a side-effect from when the element of Water gets too hurt. Once you were a content soul, and happy with life. But then something happened. Not necessarily on one day, it probably happened gradually over time. You lost your will to care and became even more reserved from the world. People had hurt you in ways you do not want to remember and now you isolate yourself from them. You have turned into an outsider and probably dress more in black than you used to. Your depression is eating you up and tearing you apart and the worst part is that no one is willing to help, or so it seems. In school you are often by yourself or one single friend and you rarely seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad, distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to your face and you need a saviour from this world. You may turn to music for understanding and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid of some pain. You are not very open about your problems to your family/friends, and wish that they would just notice it and make it go away.

My Interests

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You are: Uchiha Itachi

You are one of the last of the Uchiha clan, with your brother, Uchiha Sasuke. You are the only survivors of the Uchiha clan, which was once praised as the strongest clan in Leaf village.
You are the Shinobi that killed the entire Uchiha clan Apart from Sasuke. And when you were a Shinobi of the Leaf, you graduated from the Chuunin selection exam at the age of 10, and when you were 13 you were an ANBU Captain! At current it's unknown why you let Sasuke live, it may be because only a Mangekyou sharigan user can kill you, and you wished to be killed by your brother. Or prehaps you let him live because "He wasn't even worth killing" either way, you forced your brother to live a painfull life, swearing that he will avenge the clan and kill you.
You have the feared bloodline ability, the Sharigan eye. Which you can use to copy the opponents techniques and also see through other techniques. You have also mastered the Sharigan eye, so you can use the "Mangekyou sharigan" which is an extremely dangerous technique.
You are currently a member of the organization "Akatsuki" Which is comprised of "Sly S-Rank Criminals" as Kakashi stated. Their Goal is Unknown, but we DO know that you and your partner Kisame where ordered to find Kyuubi (The nine tails fox demon), and take it with you, and so you have to kidnap Naruto.
You first appeared in Episode 80, where we breifly veiwed you and Kisame observing the ruined Leaf village, after Orochimarus invasion. We also found out around that time that you are able to defeat Kakashi quite easily, you didn't even break a sweat when you and Kakashi fought.

You are the: Shy/Loner Girl

You don't like to rely on others because you see yourself as a bother to everyone. You never like being near annoying people so you lash out at them.

CERBERUS

You are a: Cerberus.
A cerberus is a massive, black, three-headed dog. In Greek mythology there was a cerberus that guarded the gates of Hades, near the river Styx. The cerberus represents all that is dark and evil. The cerberus stands for death, darkness, despair, and degradation. The cerberus is a fearsome creature that is intimidating and ominous. It is violent and ill-tempered.

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Your power is: Extreme healing powers
Explanation: When injured your body focuses on the wound and heals rapidly, within a few seconds. This makes you pretty much hard to kill and you can help people in danger using yourself as a shield. Almost anything is possible in combat but you prefer looking after others. In bad purposes you can do the same as above but for evil intentions.
This power fits you pretty good since you want to help those around you, and when you are pretty much unstopable, that's not an obsticle. You are caring and nurturing and are more a pascifist. Even if you know there are much unfairness in the world you still chose to see from a positive angle because you belive in the good of this world. You are probably friendly and have a soft spot for people who are not accepted. Though to others you come of as naive and gullible. You could be taken advantagde of if the wrong person comes around. Even if you could be seen as pure, you are not that completely since you're human and make mistakes too.
Negative aspects: If your naiveness has been making you blind for too long you could go into dark thinking.

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You Are A Werewolf!

The child of the moon, a mysterious one at that. Nobody knows your little secrete you tend to keep your mouth shut and hide away from the world, when you become a wolf you feel free and untamed and when you are in human form you cant help but feel depressed, you spend most of your time in the woods waiting for the moon to rise so you can run wild once again..

Scorpio - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:

You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted
Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover
You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in

Your negative traits:

You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover
You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship
You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on

Your ideal partner:

Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task!
Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed.
Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis.

Your dating style:

Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date.

Your seduction style:

Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real.
You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves
A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it.

Tips for the future:

Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are
Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you*
Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive.

Best color to attract mate: Dark red

Best day for a date: Tuesday
E:Your Beauty lies in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You are the girl in the little black number that no one seems to know, the eternal mystery girl. You make it a point to never let anyone know more about you than you want them to and do a very good job of it. You're there one minute and gone the next leaving them in wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally calm individual, quiet and enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own, most likely preferring night to day . You love the dark and some may find you a bit strange. You seem to be rather distant and cold making hard for people to get close to you, though you probably like the distance they usually keep. You probably wear make-up, but concentrate more around your eyes than anything. You know the effect you have and enjoy keeping people in wonder.

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Element:Dark, Water Animal: Panther Color: Black, Maroon, Dark Tones Song: In The Shadows by The Rasmus Expression:Sly Smile

Gemstone:Black Diamond Mythological Creature: Demon, Vampire Planet: VenusHair Color: Black Eye Color:Garnet

Quote:"In the shadows for all time."

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Yes! you are a wiccan child! you love nature and all things living.you are intelligent and are not allways treated fairly by people because they do not understand you. the wiccan religion makes you yern to learn more about it. you may even already be wiccan. i see you will learn many more things on wicca and the goddess and god will guide you! good luck and blessed be!
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The Season that repersents you is: Fall
You're at the part of the journey in where you start to think things threw. Youre intelligent, peacefull and loveable you help people when there in need of it. You dont talk about youre feelings quick cause youre always busy Hearing those of others, but when you do you only share them to get them Out of youre system. When you cry its like emeralds fall, cause there hard to find just like its Rare to see you cry. You most feel relaxed around people who also seek knowledge so you may Exchange with each other. You are very creative and love spending days drawing or painting outside. In youre free time you like to read or help other people out. Youre element is wind, its refreshing. What you seek in life is companionship and a family of your own.
Quick summary: You're content with what you have, and quite please with the way life is unfolding so far.
Feelings: Peacefull, Protective, and Motherly
You're closest element: Water
Youre tears are: Emeralds
Time of live: Adult
Status of travels: The part where you start to think things threw. Try starting your own family.
Free time: drawing, helping others
Protection animal: Wolf
Ultimate goal: Creating the place you belong.

What kinda Angel are you?You're a Night Angel

Although you're dark that doesn't mean your evil, you're just lost. Your probably very protective of yourself. You're misunderstood and your friends mean a lot to you. You see the world in a different way; as in the people on this planet are destroying it.You probably love looking at the sky, stars, and clouds because you know that humans can't touch them, unlike trees that are cut down constantly by humans the clouds cannot be reached so they cannot be destroyed. You're in one with nature and with yourself. You might even think there are two souls sharing your body. You're often confused but you would give your life for those you love without a second thought. You probably feel lost in the dark and long for light.

You long for a relationship in which your partner loves you, holds you, and never lets you go. Someone who whispers soft enchantments in your ear. Keep looking and stay true to yourself and one day you will be holding your love in your arms forever under the night sky with you both wrapped around your glisining black wings.

Color: Black, Dark purple, Dark blue

QUOTE: "THERE'S SOMETHING INSIDE ME THAT PULLS BENEATH THE SURFACE, CONSUMING, CONFUSING. THIS LACK OF SELF-CONTROL I FEAR IS NEVER-ENDING. IT'S HAUNTING, HOW I CAN'T SEEM, TO FIND MYSELF AGAIN, MY WALLS ARE CLOSING IN."

Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip you worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one, if you are in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you.

Your element is: Darkness
You are the truly evil one with a black heart and no soul. People avoid you since you cause so much trouble and enjoy seeing others in pain. You would like nothing more than to rule this earth and be hailed by all. Everyone is annoying and stupid anyway and are a waste of oxygen. You are probably a cast-away from society and family and have had a tough life where you learned to live the hard way. Now you want revenge on your pain and can no longer feel love nor care. You do not wish to befriend anyone and you certainly do not fall in love with just anyone. As a student of having learnt everything the hard way, you tend to be manipulative when you want something for yourself. In your head there is only you that matters, and why shouldn't it? No one cares about you so why should you? In school you probably ditch classes and go somewhere else instead of sitting in a classroom. It is not that you are stupid, because you're probably very smart, but everyone annoy you. And having to sit in the same room, breathing the same air as your enemies is not desired by you.

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Your word is: Hate

Your heart has been turned to black since you haven't experienced love, or maybe you felt love but got none in return. So if no one else is willing to like you, then why like them? You are now a very bitter soul, trying to find a place and perhaps someone who can co-exist with you. That can be a problem since you tend to keep away from most people and be rude, but maybe someday you will be okay again.

You are a gothic Sorceress

Elements: Fire & Darkness

Animal: Raven

Colours: Black & Purple

Your Element is: Spirit
You may seem quiet and much to yourself, but inside you are a very strong person. You know what it means to have lost something important, but you also know how it feels to wanna protect something so dear to you. You are very reserved, and try not to worry people to much. You are calm and quiet and very easy to talk to. You also care about certain people so much you would give anything for them. You are a good person underneath your cold exterior.
Animal: Deer
Flower: Forget me nots
Elemental Weakness: Air/Wind
Fear:Lonelyness
Good with: Magic, love
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What Season Are you? Winter

You are cold, lonely and dark.
Element: Water
Colours: Black and white
Animal: Raven
Art form: Photography
Winter is: the season of death
What Repersents you: The Moon
Months of winter: December, January, and February.
Your Prefered Location: Northern Hemisphere
Holidays: Christmas, New Years Eve

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My Husband, my Son, and my sibling are my heroes. My husband helped me out so much. He helped bring my confidence level up. He showed me how to love again. And he gave me my wish and my dream. I look up to him cause of how strong of a person he is, nothing seems to ever bring him down. He is always trying his hardest to provide for Orion and myself. My son Orion is my hero as well, cause he gave me hope for the future. He makes me realize how important a person can be. He depends on myself and Chris so much, and that makes me feel like a very luck and important person. He gave me something I had been looking forward to for years, Motherhood. And I will work as hard as I can to be the best mom to him I can be. My siblings are also my heros cause they helped teach me alot while I lived at my parents. They may not know it but they helped give me the basic knowledge to be a mother. Which helped alot with Orion. They showed me how to have fun when things get hard. And they helped me feel my inner child. These people are my heroes. They helped me out without even knowing it, and I look up to each one of them. They are wonderful people and I love them all very much.
I love you Chris!!
I love you Orion!!
I love you Mikey!!
I love you Tori!!
I love you Jess!!
I love you Steven!!
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Time or Money...>.>;

Time has been going by so fast. It hard to believe that it has been 8 months since I gave birth to him. He has advanced so much since then. And to top it all of, He is starting to get into the tr...
Posted by Unholy Night Mother on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 11:11:00 PST

Help me!!

I am in need of some help...for all that read these blogs of mine. I have been trying to find a good daycare for my son that isnt slammed full till next June, and I have also been trying to find a job...
Posted by Unholy Night Mother on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 02:53:00 PST

GEEZ!!! 5 MONTHS ALREADY!!

Its so hard to believe that it has already been 5 months. Where has all the time gone. It was like just yesterday that he was born. And now he is 5 months old. He moves around so much now. He scoots f...
Posted by Unholy Night Mother on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 09:06:00 PST

A Mother's job is....

A Mother's job is... To nurture the child...feed him and makes sure he grows up healthy and strong...To protect the child...from whatever may try to harm himTo guide the child...and make sure he knows...
Posted by Unholy Night Mother on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 12:35:00 PST

Orion James Creager

On the First of June at 10:34pm, I gave birth to a beautiful little boy that me and Chris named Orion James. He was 7lbs 11oz and 19 inches long. I was in labor with him for 32 hours, only 10 of those...
Posted by Unholy Night Mother on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 03:00:00 PST

Finally light at the end of the tunnel

After waiting so long, the wait is finally over. Thanks to the help of Trina, I was able to get my medical records from WakeMed and transfer them to Duke.Now for the happy news. Because Duke found out...
Posted by Unholy Night Mother on Thu, 31 May 2007 01:08:00 PST

Doctors piss me off!!!

I went to the hospital wensday night thinking I was in labor. I was having really bad back pains, and I was told for some women back pains are your contractions. Well Trina took me and Chris to the ho...
Posted by Unholy Night Mother on Fri, 25 May 2007 10:09:00 PST

I am going Crazy

I am going crazy here. I was never a patient person to begin with, and this baby is really testing my patients now. I want him to come out already. He is doing nothing but taking his sweet ass time. I...
Posted by Unholy Night Mother on Tue, 22 May 2007 01:59:00 PST

Hard to believe

Its hard to believe how fast time goes by...and then again how fucking slow it goes by as well...I remember like it was just yesterday that I took the pregnancy test and it came up positive...I happil...
Posted by Unholy Night Mother on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 09:35:00 PST

Fuck This Shit

I dont wanna hear anything more about Eric Kabello....If you all wanna think I was such a bad person to him then go ahead and think that....but I know the truth and so does he....and I am not going t...
Posted by Unholy Night Mother on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:06:00 PST