Patrick[queersighted]

Why I stopped believing in Santa Claus

           I remember that winter. It was the year after my dad died and the year before I moved to Florida. I got snow boots as an early present for h...
Posted by Patrick[queersighted] on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 10:53:00 PST

yucky.

How unfair is it to wake up one day and just not be able to handle eating dairy. It's in everything. I mean granted, sure it's probably worse to wake up and have Parkinson's or something, I hear that'...
Posted by Patrick[queersighted] on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 11:34:00 PST

things we can control...

I swear. Fighting off addiction is like trying to put off mowing your grass. You give in. You cut it and everything is neat. Clean. In order. And you don't even think about the next time. Feels like y...
Posted by Patrick[queersighted] on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 03:19:00 PST

ummm.

I imagine a panic attack is sort of like drowning in quicksand. The helplessness. The hopelessness. It happens slow enough that you have time to think about how in a few minutes you'll be chest high i...
Posted by Patrick[queersighted] on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 12:50:00 PST

Another day...

I saw Bee movie. And thought it sort of ironic that a bunch of animated insects, doing the same mundane things that people do daily, passes as entertainment. Maybe I'm over thinking it. Little bees in...
Posted by Patrick[queersighted] on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 09:20:00 PST

A bunch of Randomness

Woke up yesterday morning at 8:30. Nowhere to be, nothing to do but still up at 8:30. Damn Alarm. Forgot to turn it off. Not like it was the end of the world or anything, although some mornings i'd de...
Posted by Patrick[queersighted] on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 10:06:00 PST

Vacation

So i'm off of work for the week. Had some hours I had to use before the end of the year and I thought it'd be a good opportunity to finish some of the things I've started but sort of put off for...whe...
Posted by Patrick[queersighted] on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 09:31:00 PST

Take heart. It can find you

when you least expect it. When it's the last thing you're looking for.During the most trivial and mundane part of your day while performing tasks you've performed countless times. You've got a laundry...
Posted by Patrick[queersighted] on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 02:41:00 PST

choke on it.

the truth is you're not deep, you're as shallow as they come but you'd have people believe otherwise. you're sad and pathetic. you claim you want to be original but everything about you says you're tr...
Posted by Patrick[queersighted] on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 04:57:00 PST

Dishonesty.

It's amazing to me how much we rely on lies. I mean in our day to day, we tell lies to save face, to spare feelings, to shift blame, to build ourselves up, and to tear others down. We lie without know...
Posted by Patrick[queersighted] on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 05:11:00 PST