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~Tragic Beauty~

The silence torments me as i sit here alone, the pictures & memories wripped to shreds by my own

About Me

What can I say about me? Well I hate talking about my self, some say I am a bitch, oh like that hurts. It is better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for what your not.I have a fetish with biting and being bitten...if friends were to describe me this is what they would say... i am very down to earth... melodramatic... chill as hell...into the occult somewhat...hair dye freak...fashion whore...have eight piercings and four tatts... I am overwhelmed I stand here awed and humbled At the feet of giants Whose shadows stretch for miles Once you had it all And threw it all away Day became your night Night became your day All our best days are behind us And the path's strewn with debris That we'll sweep beneath the carpet Where no one else will see We live beneath the specter Of an omnipresent doom We know for sure it's coming It's just a question of how soon~~What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel from not having him close. It is worth it because he is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse. Layout made by White Raven

My Interests

My boyfriend Zac, music, tattoos and body piercings!

I'd like to meet:

Slipknot, StoneSour,and NIN just to name some
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Music:

:Wumpscut:, Bright Eyes, Cradle of Filth, Cruxshadows, Danny Elfman, Descendents, Dresden Dolls, Garbage, Green Day, Marilyn Manson, Modest Mouse, Orgy, Our Lady Peace, Midnight Syndicate, Nox Arcana, Prodigy, Radiohead, Rammstein, Rasputina, Razed In Black, Rob Zombie, Slipknot, Stabbing Westward, SwitchBlade Symphony, Theatre of Tragedy, Type O Negative, Violent Femmes, Voltaire, Weezer, Wheatus.Mercyful Fate, Slayer, Black Dhalia Murder, Metallica, Mushroomhead, American Head Charge, Pantera, Papa Roach, Nine Inch Nails, Marilyn Manson, Nirvana, Celldweller, Ministry, The Misfits, Dope, Dopestars Inc, Guns N Roses, Fear Factory, Trivium, Himsa, Nightwish, Dragonforce, Manowar, Iron Maiden, Skinny Puppy, DJ Starscream, Eminem, Tupac, Excecution Chamber, Killswitch Engage, Dio, Bring Me The Horizon, Bleeding Through, Tori Amos, Vader, Mendeed, System Of A Down, KMFDM, Icon Of Coil, Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, King Diamond, Static X, Mudvayne, Dimmu Borgir, Coal Chamber, Devildriver, Soilwork, Sepultura, Combichrist.The Cr�¼xshadows And One Anders Manga Apoptygma Berzerk Assemblage 23 B! Machine Bauhaus / Peter Murphy The Beatles Beborn Beton Bella Morte The Black Mages Carfax Abbey Cesium_137 Christian Death (with Rozz) Clan of Xymox Code 64 Colony 5 Combichrist Covenant Culture Kultr The Cure De/Vision Dekoy Depeche Mode Endanger Faith and the Muse Fictional Front 242 Front Line Assembly Funker Vogt God Module Goteki Grativy Kills Haujobb Hocico Icon of Coil Informatik Iris James D. Stark Joy Division Julien-K KMFDM The Last Dance Libitina London 86 London After Midnight MDFMK Mind.In.A.Box The Mission (UK) Namnambulu Neuroticfish New Order Nightwatchers The Nine The Oddz Orgy Pet Shop Boys phoenix/NEBULIN The Police Project Pitchfork Ravenous Razed in Black Resurrection Eve Rozz Williams Scissor Sisters Seabound Shadow Project Sisters of Mercy Siouxsie and the Banshees Sneaky Bat Machine Soil and Eclipse Spider Lilies The Star Onions Sting Stromkern Subway to Sally Suicide Commando Tears For Fears ThouShaltNot VNV Nation Voltaire Waldorf Wolfsheim Wumpscut X:Machina Xenocanon Zeromancer .

Movies:

The Crow, Interview with the Vampire, The Harry Potter Series, National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation O Brother, Where Art Thou? Pirates of the Caribbean, The nightmare before christmas, American Psycho, American Psycho 2, Texas Chainsaw Massacare, Freddy vs. Jason, Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, Brotherhood of the wolves, Queen of the Damn, Jeepers Creepers, Jeepers Creepers 2, house of wax, Amityville horror, Saw, Saw 2, This is just a few of them!!!!!!!!!Take the quiz:
What house of 1000 corpses character are you?

Baby
This sexy blonde is just like her mother, Mother Firefly. She is cute, funny, and evil. She seems to be "murder buddies" with Otis. Oh and, her favorite movie star isn't Marilyn Monroe.

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Television:

I don't watch much T.V. I am on line most of the time, But I do like,CSI, Ghost Hunters, Mythbusters, Monk, The Dead Zone, The 4400,and Smallville

Books:

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Posted by chastity on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 12:28:00 PST

I feel as though my heart lay bleeding

I feel as though my heart lay bleedingOn a countertop.The pain is like a flooded screamThat cannot, will not stop. I cannot live, I cannot breathe;Pain is all I do.I cannot think how I can beLong liv...
Posted by chastity on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 06:12:00 PST

Nine Days

On the first daythe wind froze the roses. The withered leaves weren't stopping falling down. On the second dayin the sky I saw white tears. I heard the echo of a shout resourding in the mountains. O...
Posted by chastity on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:27:00 PST

Shadow Within

I lost myself in the shadows,I'm lost again in the dark.I didn't notice it at least,I didn't avoid it at last. I can't see between the darknessthat surround me when I walk.I don't know if that's my ...
Posted by chastity on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:22:00 PST

Wild Rose

Let me tell you a story about love and false love.A little sweet fairy tale that finished in deception.Elisa was my name, the pleasure my professionand the heart of the men was ever my possession. Bu...
Posted by chastity on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:18:00 PST

As The Water Runs Red

As the water runs red I watch it go down the drain. I want to know why no one stoped me from this, where was you when I needed you? The pain inside I tryed to hide no one even knew. When all this...
Posted by chastity on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 10:46:00 PST

I Do Not Want This Poem to Go Too Deep

I do not want this poem to go too deep.It's premature, and love's too far away.But there are things I feel the need to sayRather than more days of silence keep.I hope for you it's not too great a leap...
Posted by chastity on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 12:43:00 PST

Saying What I'm Now About to Say

Saying what I'm now about to sayIs like standing poised upon a cliff.It seems like just an ordinary day,But my future is suspended on an if.To me you're an extraordinary friend:You've transformed who ...
Posted by chastity on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 12:47:00 PST

Perhaps It's Far Too Early to Reveal

Perhaps it's far too early to revealA feeling not yet ready to be love.The light of dawn, though hesitant, is real;Real as well the hopes that time will prove.I dance across the meadows of my heartCar...
Posted by chastity on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 12:45:00 PST

The night I tried to kill myself

The night I tried to kill myselfYou came into my room and weptFor me. The beauty of your longingHeld me like a plaintive song. You came into my room and wept,Suffering my suffering,And held me like a...
Posted by chastity on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 08:29:00 PST