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Amber Amanita Darkwood

I'd rather be in Fangorn, drinking ent-draught

About Me

I am a goth/punk from the old-school. Been into it since I was 15 (and I'm 33 now and still into it...) Still have green/shaved hair. To this day my mom asks me when I'm going to grow up... Never! Not in that way anyway... Favorite color is green - esp. moss green. Moved to Portland from CA Bay Area in 2000.Do as much for myself as I can (homebrew, candle-making, cooking, gardening...). I am a recycling maniac. Nothing pisses me off more than lazy inconsiderate people who don't recycle. I take my own bags to the store, I carry a travel cup with me always... I try my hardest to practice what I preach. Nature and Conservation are of the upmost importance to me.Sorry... I suppose I should just fill out my stupid bio on this thing... (and you'd know all this superficial crap already). Bands I like, what I look like, hobbies... none of this defines a person. Who really knows anyone else anyway? Still surprise myself sometimes...

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

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My Interests

I love... moss, trees, fern, and most especially, MUSHROOMS, I LOVE mushroom hunting, it is my most favoritest thing to do. (That's how I got my nickname Amanita), adventures with Miica (my soul-sister), the ritual of making and drinking tea, GREEN growing things, being outdoors, sleeping under the stars on a clear night, swimming naked, bathing in cold rivers and warming myself on the rocks, wind in the trees, seas of green grass, wildflowers, Singing and harmonizing for hours, unicorns, dragons, fae creatures, the sound of water, waterfalls, hot springs, RAIN, watching the moon crest above the treelined mountains, frogs and crickets at night, the gloaming hours between dusk and twilight, birdsong echoing through the forest, backpacking or hiking, w/my dog (who I named Siduri after a Mesopotamian brewing Goddess), brewing Meade, drinking Meade, hallucinogenic journeying, partaking of green medicinal plants, READING, photography of Nature, Wolves, howling at the moon, raucous drinking songs with a mug of home-brew in my hand, sleeping in, not wearing a watch, not having a cell phone or pager, Danse Macabre, community, Organic food, buying bulk, making candles, living on land, sustainability, dumpster-diving, diy, RECYCLING, intelligent conversation, seeking and finding, skulls, bones, feathers, treasures of the forest, singing in caves, soft velvety silky lacey things, striped stockings and socks, pantaloons, jangly tinkling shiny things, sewing, hanging out with my kid, tea parties, potlucks, SAMHAIN, chopping wood, cooking, eating, adventures, empowered beautiful women, kissing, cuddling, belly dancing, astrology, medieval history, weapons, armour, Ren Faire, Pirates, dancing with the moon, dark music, festivals, namely MutantFest http://www.mutantfest.org.

I'd like to meet:

Magickal creatures who aren't afraid of the shadows creeping across time.....This profile was edited with MySpace Profile Editor MySpace Profile Editor

Music:

My love is anything dark and/or creepy, world music (esp. anything with percussion - middle eastern, african, even latin), Accordian/Circus-ey music, goth, 'real' industrial (not that synth-pop/EBM/Techno crap they try to pass off as industrial), experimental, dark ambient, deathrock, punk, psychobilly, rockabilly, death/black metal, etc.... Some bands include: Amber Asylum, Arcana, Bauhaus/Tones on Tail ,Black Sabbath, The Cure (naturally), Andrew Bird's Bowl of Fire, COTA, Coil, Current 93, Coph Nia, Cramps, Cranberries, Siouxsie/Creatures, Daemonia Nymphe, Dead Can Dance, Dead Kennedys, Doors, Entropic Advance, Faith & Disease, Faith & the Muse, Gor, Hybryds, In Slaughter Natives, Inade, Jane's Addiction, Hendrix, Joy Division, Loren Nerell, Mazzy Star, Memorandum, Ministry, the Moors, Murder City Devils, Natacha Atlas, Neurosis/Neurot, Ordo Equilibrio, Patsy Cline, Pink Floyd, Pogues, Portishead, Rapoon, Sephiroth, Sex Gang Children, Shinjuku Thief, The Sisters Of Mercy, Skinny Puppy, Sleep Chamber, Smiths, Stereo Taxic Device, Stooges, SubArachnoid Space, Subhumanz, Three Mile Pilot, Tom Waits, Trance To The Sun, The Unquiet Void, Waldteufel, Wench, xArkanex, Zoviet France... (To name a few...)

Movies:

The Last Unicorn, The Dark Crystal, Legend, Santa Sangre, Ext. vers. DVD Lord of the Rings (of course ), Zardoz, The Color Purple, Freaks, You Can't Take it with You, Princess Bride, Mad Max, Star Wars, Like Water for Chocolate, Baraka, Valley Girl, Dune, Blade Runner, Edward Scissorhands, Nightmare Before Xmas, Little Murders...

Television:

Personally, I dislike most technology. Don't watch TV (though I watch movies) and detest cell-phones most of all... I only signed up to this thing 'cuz Sam asked me to. Don't understand TV/Computer junkies at all... What a waste of life. They go to work, live for their kids and in their 'free' time they watch TV and their kids live on their playstations. And people think Zombies are make-believe!

Books:

My favorite story of all time is, Lord of the Rings, I am a nerd about it (If it's not broke, don't fix it my gaffer used to say - heehee), medieval history, reference books on growing things, fairy tales, myths and legend, 'Black Elk Speaks', Poe, Lovecraft... Gothic Tales - aka Penny Dreadfuls...

Heroes:

Don't have any *Heroes* per se... Admire all who have gone before and made this world a better place to live in... Regardless of whether I know their name. There will always be unsung valour.

My Blog

Capricorn

Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm...
Posted by Amber Amanita on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 10:07:00 PST

Letting the cat outa the bag...

So... Just thought I'd let anyone know that I'm a breeder once again. I'm due October 21 (Halloween baby - Yay!) and it's gonna be another changeling female child. It was quite a big decision, cons...
Posted by Amber Amanita on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 02:10:00 PST

Pirate Ships a-sailin' o'er the briney sea...

Raven, Melian and I went downtown Saturday to watch the pirate ships a-sailin'. Made me eyes dewey to see such beauty afloat still in this day with flowing sails and cannons firing! We met up with a P...
Posted by Amber Amanita on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 12:09:00 PST

Unbridled Freedom

Today whilst driving to work I saw horses. This in itself is not amazing as I see horses everyday grazing, but today I espied 2 horses in opposite pastures running together. A black Arab and a dapple...
Posted by Amber Amanita on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 12:22:00 PST

Liberation!

http://www.birdsinflight.net/galleries/gal_3/th/lrg/gal3_6.h tmlSweet Liberty!Free of an unhappy living situationFree of a substantial debt Free to do as I will with whom I will when I will Free to liv...
Posted by Amber Amanita on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 03:40:00 PST

After the long Winter the fruit ripens...

Apparently things didn't work out between my ex and his 'new love' in NY. He posted a blog that simply said, "I'm dead"... He wrote me one e-mail but was very cryptic... and I have left a few message...
Posted by Amber Amanita on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Peace and Chaos...

So I was planning on just taking my doggy for a quiet hike alone last night and got lured into the accord of watching fireworks briefly then my comm-mates and I would walk our dogs together by the riv...
Posted by Amber Amanita on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

E-mail to me from my daughter while in CA

Yes...i did! But it was hot...Anywayse, it gets realy lonely here...Cant sleep...have nightmares...stress out...Why? Do U know why? Iv'e never felt this way and every time i look at my dad i remember ...
Posted by Amber Amanita on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A Poet's Heart Shipwrecked yet Found...

I'm beginning to question if there really is *one* person for me, or if the True Love I imagined is make-believe... for I think the Love I seek can only be found in the books of another Age. I believe...
Posted by Amber Amanita on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Life ebbs and flows with the tide...

My life has been one constant Mercury Retrograde this past year... I'm glad it's over. Life is starting to feel *normal* again. I will always feel a sadness for what should've been, but what's done...
Posted by Amber Amanita on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST