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THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.]

I'm burning every bridge that I cross,Trying to find some beautiful place to get lost.

About Me

I have walked from the beginning of time down long dark hallways to be here now from nowhere.Now somehow I exhist.It is a mystery to me.I dont fall for other people's explanations of why things are the way they are(in other words religion). I simply accept it as a mystery,or draw my own conclusions from all the illusions around me.I drink,I smoke when I drink, and I may or may not use drugs.I like things that make you forget about the troubles of the world whether they be natural or unnatural or supernatural.My mind is a temple,my soul is a deity,and my life is a playground.Im not sure what it is that is making me be trapped in this ugly exhistence but still I march blindlessly into the unknown.Then upon my death will I be able to question if it even mattered? There are worlds within worlds.I see them everyday.Within these worlds is where the mysteries lye.I am not afraid of these mysteries.I am not afraid of death.
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 23%
Stability |||||||||||| 43%
Orderliness |||||| 26%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||| 16%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||||| 43%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||| 16%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||| 23% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

Pain,comfort,lust,dreams,love,sex,trances,death,beauty,cruel ty,blood,kindness,music, euphoria,filth,purity, excstacy,fucking you ,torment,hate,chaos,,,Just what ever seems the most enlightening

I'd like to meet:

I would just like to meet a few more corpses.Or mabe girls willing to send nude pics.ha Or actually mabe someone who is misanprothic and untraditional.Or anyone who just wants to talk I probably wont kill you.Im actually really nice unless I accidently mumble what I really think.
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Music:

Danzig,cradle of filth,munley,GG Allen,blitzkid,tiger army,Life of Agony,CKY,Ministry,AFI,The voices in my head,Katatonia,Funeral Oration,stabbing westward,Misfits,Sam Hain,Bad Religion,Black Flag,Mister Monster,Fear Factory,The Cure,Manson(Charlie too),Son of Sam,HIM,Type O Negative,The Doors,Deadsy,Bella Morte,Mindless self Indulgence

Movies:

hellraiser,the mouth of madness,gothic,castlefreak,chainsaw massacre,pornos,lord of illusions,laughclownlaugh,phantom of the opera,the unholy three,Legend,nightbreed,pornos,night of the living dead,bubba ho tep,faces of death,pornoshttp://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b124/saintsinn erxx/swamptrees.jpg

Television:

I sleep with the static on.C:..Documents and Settings..Jeremy..My Documents..My Pictures..tonguejerm.bmp

Books:

CliveBarker,Stephen King,Poe,Erotica,jthm comics,Crowley,spare,caroll,gardner,sanders,Carlos Castaneda

Heroes:

NOONE WILL SAVE US EXCEPT

My Blog

The Mourning Shadows

Dont make a sound They might hear you Dont look alive they might kill you They are all around They can see They are of another kind To some things our eyes are blind They'll slither inside when you ...
Posted by THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.] on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 07:29:00 PST

Stranger in a Strange Land

Im as strange to you as you are to medo you want to see?What dangles from thine fingertipsIt could be yours,it could be mineHere's where you flip your mindIn that universe in your headI,ve molested ev...
Posted by THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.] on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 07:13:00 PST

Doorways in Darkness

The path is black There is no turning back Just close your eyes baby Let's sink deep inside submerge yourself in blindness As we sliver in like we're mindless In doorways in darkness There's a conundr...
Posted by THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.] on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 06:06:00 PST

Beauty covered in spit

Spines fingers and worms all stirredsunken eyes and swollen tonguesWhat have I done that cant be undone?Images blurred in the bloody sunLike yellow teethed clownsChewing off their fingers one by on...
Posted by THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.] on Fri, 19 May 2006 05:33:00 PST

My hate will turn your blood to flame

My sweet sweet whore You've caused me such pain While making me numb to yours Now the devil in me reigns My hate will turn your blood to flames You left me spinning there to see the shadows Wi...
Posted by THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.] on Thu, 04 May 2006 12:06:00 PST

DEaTH Is My AwAKEnING!!!!!!!

There is a lost grave in my heart From where only the cold wind blowsFrom the place that noone goesAnd a shivering madness twists your insides coldDeath kiss my awakeningLet i...
Posted by THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.] on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 12:26:00 PST

Blood stained misery

Together with lonliness So many moments together We had so many screams But now I scream alone Since that night of emptiness We blew off our head The brains float down like feathers I can feel it ...
Posted by THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.] on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 02:07:00 PST

The Nowhere of Everything

Before there was nothing Tentacles caressed your dust To birth the lust Fornicating oblivion is written on your soul The creature's seed spilled Into the black black hole Behold this dust bleed I ache...
Posted by THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.] on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 08:52:00 PST

A Beast in the Valley of Pain

Down in the valley of painIn the wastelands of your mindWhere the flowers grow from your eyesAnd the sky is so aliveConvulsing beasts of unholinessHold your face as you dieOpen your eyes to all yo...
Posted by THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.] on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 10:18:00 PST

An ode to the one passing out inhuman hearts

Through the ages hearts have been broken  I'm just one,I'm me The cuts don"t bleed But I am  dying You cant 'see' beneath your own skin Through these moment's That brought th...
Posted by THE NHILOITIC [R.I.P.] on Mon, 26 Dec 2005 06:31:00 PST