I really need someone to talk too! |
im really depressed right now and need someone to talk to, so if your online ..skoldfc3s Posted by I celebrate my death annually on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 03:52:00 PST |
old rants from like 01-04 |
-pushing me away-
you push me away, each day we grow apart, this love i have felt, seems to melt in my hands, like the first snow fall. so beautiful but the coldness soon comesyour pushing me awayam ... Posted by I celebrate my death annually on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 09:14:00 PST |
i dunno what to title this. |
i sit here at night and cryi feel soo alone and unwatedi wish i could close my eye and flyand awake somewhere elseyou would be therewith you long hairand dark skinyou would take away all my painand al... Posted by I celebrate my death annually on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 08:59:00 PST |
I have no luck!BAD NIGHT/MORNING |
ok so last night i go to a party and made a total ass of my self, got hammered and was running my mouth,when i say been through hell in back, its something im proud of cause nothing can come bet... Posted by I celebrate my death annually on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 08:32:00 PST |
Progression. |
I always try to make progession, this should be a good thing. But somehow it always pushes me 5 steps back. Sometimes I ask why progress, forget. I have tried for years now, almost 3 to be sure. But s... Posted by I celebrate my death annually on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 01:05:00 PST |
why me, save me |
my depression is growing, and i get more and more lonely each day. i feel that this is never gonna end, everything i know is so far away. Posted by I celebrate my death annually on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 08:03:00 PST |
Letting it all out |
well i went to the gym for the first time in a long time, and it helped me cool down some. i had alot of built up tension in me and i had to let it out, i feel soo lost in my life right now. everthing... Posted by I celebrate my death annually on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 03:26:00 PST |
obsession. desire.depression |
obsession.desire.depression.nothing is meant to be.love never wanted me. Posted by I celebrate my death annually on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 09:04:00 PST |
Depression |
I have come to depression, and it rules me. Posted by I celebrate my death annually on Thu, 16 Mar 2006 04:38:00 PST |
nightmares!!!!!!!!!!!1 |
I keep on having nightmares, it sucks. I wish I knew how to make it stop. I have this fucked up problem where Ill have a nightmare and ill be scared and then i realize im sleeping and i cant mov... Posted by I celebrate my death annually on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 04:56:00 PST |