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About Me

WHY ISNT RETARDED ONE OF THE CHOICES FOR MARITAL STATUS??
& for the record... i'd like to be sexless or non-sexual. NOT A-sexual like an earthwerm is & a few other organisms that can reproduce on their own w/out a mate...
just sexLESS.
you know for simplicity's sake.
dunno about _you_ guys but it would really simplify my life if i could just mute the romantically inclined part(s) of mah brainz.
aside from uh lobotomy or some crazy ass hypno-drug-therapy... i think i'm out of luck heh
besides i like to consider myself part of the voluntary human extinction movement (look it up)..
but that's another rant entirely
i'm waiting for the year 2012
& maybe some/the nommos. that might be cool or .. disastrous.
5 MORE YEARS BABY! JUST 5! it's gotta be better than Y2K. it's just gotta.
i think you should all know, i dont think i knew portugal is a country.... for some reason i assumed it was another name for frickin brazil.. but- uh, apprently not!
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i'm generally in a very confused state of mind . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
...hence all the dots. they denote that i'm thinking of what to write.
yeap yeap.
other good things along w/ along with mashed potatoes, & the color green
are bloody things, coming up w/ ideas for the tattoos i never get & things uhv that nature
i dunno what else - lots but - i don't particularly want to spend as much time typing as i did when entering in musicians.
i'm obsessed with tea, many various kinds of symbols (symbolism / our dependance on it), & collecting information, & various combinations of words.
ahhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhh
eyes founds em again! thought i lost these pictures... which wouldve really pissed me off considering how many hours were put into each one, how many headaches from being too close to the screen - but when you find a finished scene before yer eyes ... that yer happy with, well nothing can really compare with that... & that's why i'll never stop playing in fotoshop & doodling/filling notebooks only to rip the few pages i deem worth & burn the rest so the space can be freed for something new... ^_^ & so it goes my own little cycle of creation . . . loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooook:
You Are 52% Abnormal
You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?
You Are 80% Paranoid Schizophrenic
You definitely have a chance of being a paranoid schizophrenic.
Crazy or not, you certainly don't have a good grip on reality! Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?
You are a Self-Discoverer
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans. What's Your Religious Philosophy?..

My Interests

my flikr addiction , caffeine, skool, computers, music, art, sedatives, non-sedatives, people watching, some things, my cat bagel, synesthesia, peoples' brains, absinthe, cutting hair w/ clippers BECAUSE IT'S FUN, 'passin' time in my room alone', making things like collages AND other things that aren't collages, dissociatives, thinking i should get a job again (unemployed / broken / generally unmotivated in all areas since losing my job at the paper.)
_everything_ interests me...
everything.

I'd like to meet:

things with souls? ...things i can communicate with..... tho cats & notebooks do me just fine & i meet new ones all the time

Music:

FOM // fear of music kill cheeleader (!!!), saosin (!!!), calling all monsters (!!!), fear of music (!!!), idlewild (!!!), the vicious five (!!!), the dwarves (!!!), we are scientists (!!!), the glands (!!!), convoj (!!!), ASG (!!!), the pink spiders (!!!), the black halos (!!!), 1208 (!!!), mclusky (!!!), reducedphat (!!), dj choke (!!!), boy in sleep (!!!), portastic (!!), staggering statistics (!!), american eyes (!!!), the smashup (!!), the frauds (!!), apollo up! (!!), silence the foe (!!!), the bad rackets (!!!), the sons of william (!!!), actionslacks (!!!), duenow (!!!), consonant (!!!), the new mexican disaster squad (!!), all parallels (!!), forgive durden (altho it's sounding kind of like emo w/ the voakulls it reminds me kind of -of muse AND i rather enjoy the music like if you were to take away the singer(s) but i wouldnt because i dont _really_ hate it rr nothin like that i'm just _saying_ ... what say you??!), underworld, doormouse, emotional joystick, basek, jason todd, *NO REQUESTS*, john swan, temper temper, afi, orgy, franz ferdinand, NIN, muse, radiohead, the vines, the hives, babybird, elbow, the killers, led zepplin, smashing pumpkins and/or zwan, bach, b. fleischman, placebo, flick, mindless self indulgence, velvet revolver, audioslave, the white stripes, autechre, fischerspooner, readymade, ladytron, bjork, breakbeat era, bufo, cabbageboy, old man malcom, rusty p's, sync synthetic, thievery corporation, soundgarden, the dandy warhols, the humpers, a wilhelm scream, stone temple pilotes, juno reactor, cibo matto, buffalo daughter, freq nasty, grieg, blink-182, hallucinogen, healamonster, otaku, herbert, wookie, cornelius, denver mccarthy, propellerheads, DJ craze, transplants, the paper chase, the verbrilli sound, snyper, som, soma sonic, somoton, spacer, banco de gaia, static lullaby, beethoven, moby, waterjuice, my chemical romance, venetian snares, weed, elliot smith (R.I.P.), nick warren, adult, kid606, lamb, tofu, kode IV, kozo, kumo, lo fidelity all stars, mocean worker, 1.8.7, 386DX, acceleradeck, PFD (check this shit out if you can find it!), dogon, foo fighters, e.d. swankz, eddie def, misfits, the grassy knoll, fingertwister, firing bullits, air, daedelus, the faint, the orb, deepsky, praga khan, lords of acid, rjd2, the ruals, frontside, codebreaker, a static lullaby, tricky, the clash, the ramones, g.g. allin, notch, people under the stairs, dope, coil, peanut butter wolf, sneaker pimps, westside chemical, sepia, massive attack, mad doctor x, fugo, full blown kirk, royksopp, spoon wizard, magnetophone, modulor, vein, pennywise, moloko, fuxa, ginkgo, solvent, system of a down, wagon christ, squarepusher, les chansons des perverts, t. raumschmiere [! ! !], lypid, chemical bros, bad religion, hi fi killers, idjut boys, PJ harvey, naked funk, mono, tabla beat science, talib kweli, tchaikovsky, in the nursery, IQU, boards of canada, jamiroquai, rolling stones, chessie, chopin, cold cut, rechenzentrum, pilote, prodigy, mum, anti-flag, asian dub foundation, meat beat manifesto, orbital, gus gus, jason prine, TRS-80 (awesome electro-trash from shy-town!), rancid, vandals, DJ ACUCRACK, jondi & spesh, MC paul barman, jhno, blonde redhead, the yah yah yah's, & MANY MANY MANY MANY more than i'd ever be able to list / recall at the moment. add stereo total to the list! i just saw them last nite @ onopa & they're frickin' awesome! as i discussed w/ someone shortly after it kinda sounds like cibbo matto + MSI + air .. or something like that if i _had_ to compare it to other acts.
music keeps me sane - if i don't have music while i drive, i'm compelled to hit people w/ my car.

Movies:

hackers, pi, city of lost children, a clockwork orange, trainspotting, run lola run, das boot, amile (sp?), eraserhead (d.lynch), yellow submarine, princess bride, fear & loathing in las vegas, a waking life, texas chainsaw massacre, saw, kung fu hustle, documentaries in general, salton sea (holy crap! this movie blew my mind the 1st time i saw it,) donnie darko, american psycho, ghostbusters, ghost in the shell, neon genesis evangelion, spirited away, akira, obscure animation, the creamaster cycle!!!, boondock saints, usual suspects, minutemen, candyman, hellraiser, IT, psycho, the birds ... i'd have to think about this - i've seen & half forgotten so many... movies are wonderful - give me more of them.
300, the saw movies, some others that i'm likely forgetting, borat, i dont see enuff GOOD GOOD ones...
to quote someone, 300 was all pretty & shit.
i suppose [300's] plot was what was to be expected....
i'm not exactly a uh... articulate critic so i'll shut up on this........
gimme some suggestions.
they'll be added to my mile long reading/movie watching list.

Television:

bah!
tv rots ur brain, man!!!
all tv has the ability to melt your brain into ignorant goo (it has to do w/ the saturation of most media(s) w/ subliminal messaging... pokes my brains in wholly the wrong ways trying to get me to buy cars with ..hese GOD DAMNED RING TONES - I DONT EVEN HAVE A CELL FONE, PEOPLE!) *ahem* except for adult swim (particularly shows like aqua teen hunger force, sealab 2021, space ghost coast2coast, the brak show, frisky dingo, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... yeah etc etc.)
dont really get to watch it unless its on @ a friends housenaw i like animal planet & the history channel & pbs & uhhh oh the discovery chizannel .... & comedy central stu'pH l01ke that

Books:

been reading some buddhism boox & texts...
hindu stuph too - sadhana (more general than specifically hindu) the gita(s) as much as i can get my hands on
rod liddles too beautiful for you is freakin hilarious if you like to hear about 'bad behaviour' in a kind of justified lite.... if that makes any sense - it's a very well written book - highly relatable ( i read anything i can get my hands on (that's a lie. because i'm a bad person.) hunter s thompsons writings are by far my favorite e.a.poe, h.p.lovecraft, tolstoy, karl marx, kerouac, marquis de sade, burroughs, oscar wilde, peter weiss,.. shit i'm listing authors... i dunno read songs of the doomed vol 3 - by h.s.t. if you want a suggestion - just don't blame me when it makes you hate america more than you should already. or junky by william s burroughs!

Heroes:

hunter s thompson ((RIP))
r buckminster fuller ((RIP))
marilyn manson
salvador dali ((RIP))
frida kahlo ((RIP))
elliot smith ((RIP))
timothy leary ((RIP))
anton szandor lavey ((RIP))
allister crowley ((RIP))
nikola tesla ((RIP))
erwin schrödinger ((RIP))
man, everybody's fuckin' dead!!!!
purdy lame if u ask me....
ummmmmm...
dunno... oh yeah - My cat! named Bagel.

My Blog

is this the end if this is the end then theres nothin we can do

6:17 PM 9/30/2007buddhist quotes last 3 dazetew dai"Whoever makes love grow boundless, and sets his mind for seeing the end of birth, his fetters are worn thin. If he loves even a single being, Good w...
Posted by endless nameless on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 10:44:00 PST

id kill you all with a six barrel shot gun id kill you all but i need you so... -brmc

i tear my fingers from the trigger babyi tear my fingers cuz i'm feelin lown son sunday's sun never shi[o]ne on me... -brmc [black rebel motorcycle club, people, get with it *claps*]continued from the...
Posted by endless nameless on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 04:49:00 PST

come on get gone.. the nite is young i’m blackin out but it’s been fun...

10:07 PM 9/28/2007whats left now?whats left at the beginning or the end of this cycle that keeps going? & going.. forever & never unmeasured yet quantified in these years & moments that ma...
Posted by endless nameless on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 08:23:00 PST

its a wicked world that we live in

6:58 PM 9/28/2007grr.frustration(s).all i can do is breathe.& remember to bleed this mental wound...attempting to dispell this sickness this hatred i find in me thru my actionsi experience unneces...
Posted by endless nameless on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 05:02:00 PST

can losers be winners? runnin on the same track? -flogging molly

written tew dai"i've had far better sex while in jail...so kiss me im shit faced!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm soaked im soiled & brown in the trousers.she kissed me n i only bought her o...
Posted by endless nameless on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 10:25:00 PST

kiss me i’m shitfaced or fuck you i’m drunk take yer pick ^_^

::fuck you i'm drunk::I bang on the door but you won't let me in, 'cause you're sick and tired of me reeking of gin. Locked all the doors from the front to the back, And left me a note telling me I sh...
Posted by endless nameless on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 01:33:00 PST

cruzan black cherry rum tastes like goodness

quotes for the last 3 daze from this site2dai This is the way of peace: "Overcome evil with good, falsehood with truth, and hatred with love." - Peace Pilgrim(i'm slightly interested in goog...
Posted by endless nameless on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 10:59:00 PST

its just something to talk about a story to tell you

Artist: Arctic MonkeysAlbum: Whatever People Say I Am, That's What I'm NotYear: 2005Song: From Ritz To The RubbleLast night these two bouncersAnd one of em's alrightThe other one's the scary oneHis wa...
Posted by endless nameless on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 06:29:00 PST

i’ve banged _more famous _whores than you have -apathy

becoming a day walker instead of the night stalker wanna bean advanced RIP to richard ramirez. ... if he aint dead already.. maybe i'll look that up....w00t.*ahem*yeah so day time stuff like a job tha...
Posted by endless nameless on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 07:03:00 PST

i cant feel my toes but baby i'm on fire -the pink spiders

how many times must i saythat i have the right to refrainfrom all you say i should be & & should do & should hope for & pray for & crosswhere is the hope that i've lostin this danc...
Posted by endless nameless on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 10:08:00 PST