IN A LITTLE WHILE BABY I'LL BE GONE, SO U BETTER BRING IT ON ME BABY BRING IT ON............Listen up, I'm not here for a toy boy, cybersex toy, a gay lover or a relationship. Just pals who like the same shit that I do.
I am an uncontrollable 44 year old, who wants to go raving til I die. Then I want my ashes put into a rocket and Prodigy's space playing as I get blasted up there with the stars.
I was a builder for 17 years until I had an accident in 2004, I only fractured my heel bone but caught MRSA which infected the bone. I threw my crutches away when it was suggested that they take my leg off 6 months ago! Yeh right. I just went raving a lot and bounced for hours. Mind over matter is a good state of mind, I still have an open wound back to the bone but we tend to ignore each other :)
I miss work as I worked hard and was a perfectionist. So, no more ladder work for me. I can usually be found nowadays lying under my car, over my car or in it fixing (or breaking) things. I'd rather spend 2 weeks doing something to the car than pay even 20 quid to a garage, but being stubborn is more to blame cos I love a challenge and I wont give in. I prefer to teach myself stuff rather than have guidance and advice which is why I've been self employed for most of my working life.
I am fearless,or I pretend to be anyway but after 8 years on my own, I have developed the art of being scary. My kids have always felt very safe with me though. I have a terrible habit of wading in when I see somebody being victimized which will cause me big trouble one day. But nobody in life should be a victim or an underdog.
I have a wicked sense of humor which will also get me in the shit one day. My friends and family make allowances for me but being able to make myself lol has dragged me through the dark days.My neighbours are trying to send me off to Broadmoor(but I wont go) you nevr hear laughter through their windows like u can mine. My kids mates all like to come round mainly to listen to my tunes (or eat my food, yes Jamie 2 dinners I do mean u). But there is nothing more we all like to do than to drive 15 miles along the coast to a place called Kingsdown and lie on the beach watching shooting stars. You can literally see the whole universe on a good night. We make a rock pit and BBQ some sausages and remind ourselves that you don't need a wide screen for quality pictures.I think in another life I would have been a traveler as I love the outdoors. camping on the beach or in the forest, watching the stars and the moon and the clouds. I also like to drive fast when the opportunity presents itself and I have a big bass box in my car. When my grand daughter was born I had her listen to some loud Nicky Blackmarket tunes on the way home from the hospital so she'd get used to it. She's 16 months old now and she love de bass it makes her smile and dance as it does me.
Oh and I may be the unluckiest person ever but I never, ever get depressed. Sad, miserable, unhappy, tired, sometimes but never depressed. All u need is a tune to change the vibe man. .
Anyway,just one more thing. Dear lord,(if u are on myspace).When I ask u to buy me a mercedes benz, why don't u eva reply?
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