bumble bee

my name is becky. i love music. i love to read. i love my family. i love my friends. loving. touching. having. feeling. mommy. sam. sleeping in the car cause there's no where else to go. camping on the beach. road-trips with friends to go see friends. bonfires. theme songs. pictures. disneyland. birthdays. beaches. finding out things you never knew. loving. being loved. good chinese food. walking to the beat of the music in your head. memories. good movies. nothing fights. a good cry. a great cry. comfortable silence. being yourself. laughing. living. trips to san francisco. trips to so cal. bOOks. jesus. unconditional love. endless mercy. chillin. coffee. coffee shops. 24-hour coffee shops. chai teas from starbucks. deep converstaions. meaningful relationships. loving someone who loves you back. vw bugs. yellow. trees. crashes. tickets. dating. classical music. old music. new music. loud music. gOOd music. just mUSIC! flowers. painting. art. artists. uniquness. individuality. happiness. good people. funny people. rare people. sam jackson. big cities. popcorn. walks on the beach. romantic movies. loving. cooking. food in general. the phrase "in general". the word "basically". sleeping. shoes. purses. random walks anywhere. tattoos. regrets. kitchen floors. comfort zones. red walls. peeing standing up. mirrors. nasty diet sodas. leaving comfort zones. true love. old love. new love. just lOVE! doing something you don't want to for someone you love because you can. staying up all night until the early morning. hella long late-night phone converstaions when you have to get up at 5am the next morning. text messaging. long windedness. hanging out in the starbucks parking lot in the trunk. mistakes. mistakes you know you're making. risk. LOVE. tolerance. open-mindedness. getting pansted on the side of the road on my way to so cal by nani. run on sentences. eating yellow gum bAlls at the cherry pit while getting oil changed. swimming. gas cards. gas cans. traffic. being black in the car. kissing. american idol try outs. making fun of kirby. spontenaity. drives to dixon at 1am to get chai's from java california and krispy kream doughnuts. parties. bonding. lounging about in one's underwear. unshaved legs. shaved legs. kissing and meaning it. foot massages. secrets. telling secrets. sadness. truth. pain. being real. opportunity. lip rings. missing. talking. forgetfulness. walking around a round-about 100+. being too much for someone to handle. second chances. third chances. first chances. tears. first dates. smiles. meaninful quotes. cracking knuckles. burned cds. cell phones. instant messages. drama. heartbeats. group hugs. forbidden love. flirting. feusha-colored hair. police sirens. best friends. candles. braces. nieces & nephews. weddings. immaturity. old navy. sunglasses. discounts. pictures. having a "yeah somtimes i still act like i'm in highschool" attitude. lying. giving in. fighting the feeling and losing. failing. 4.0s. being too nice to dicks who don't deserve you or your time. crying. dirty laundry. the right words. grace. missing it. listening. airplains. trains. automobiles. showers. feisty faces. forgiveness. being forgiven. writing. findind the words. loving. being loved. (pretty much necessarily in that order) nice to meet you