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ruben(tuesday)

...the past is beautiful like the darkness between fireflies...

About Me


Myspace Profile Tracker World Visitor MapI lay in the cool softness of my bed, eyes closed in eager anticipation as my body warms the sheets. Icelandic voices and strings flow through the still darkness of my room, shaping the landscapes of the world in which my ever beautifull Ocean dwells. For me, the best moments of my life occur when I sleep... but sleep is elusive for an insomniac. -storytellers were once considered to be wise. - don't mess with a mexican. we have hella cousins.- i am like david. anointed. a lion beloved.- hold my hand, i'll write you a song.-the stars don't shine for me, but i see explosions in the sky.-kaffeeklatsch is a foreign word (polish?) for an informal social gathering for coffee and conversation.- i am waiting to grow wings, chemical reaction.-i am burning like a constellation-"the past is beautiful like the darkness between fireflies", so i reminisce a lot.- i don't fear mistakes because they don't exist.- i'm still pissed that noah forgot the unicorns.-i don't like people but i make friends easily.- every beautiful answer has a beautiful question.-every day i pray "oh sweet angel of mercy, with the grace like the morning, wrap your loving arms around me."...and to you i will sing " hey unfaithful i will teach you to be stronger, hey ungrateful i will teach you to forgive one another, hey unloving i will love you."-Jesus, i am ready to come home.I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

My Interests

art- visual and audio people watching stargazing in the hills overcast skies chess conversasions about- mythology philosophy history religion futbol iceland watching thunderstorms in the desert surrounded by ninjas (it happened once) blue moon sangria trees french horn cello harp the Martyr Syndicate mi familia the fathers house night swimming fireflies polaroids..

I'd like to meet:

bjork,sandor petofi(hungarian poet),che, cuautemoc, ian curtis(joy division), salvador dali, frida, jesus, ...anyone with courage and creativity of those above. oh, and "indigo", who resides in my friend violet's head. if she even existed.",,,I must say that the true God is the one who is in the Bible, Jesus Christ," and, "I would be a fool to say that he hasn't worked miracles in my life."-jeremy enigk (sunnydayrealestate",,,I must say that the true God is the one who is in the Bible, Jesus Christ," and, "I would be a fool to say that he hasn't worked miracles in my life."-jeremy enigk (sunnydayrealestate....

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Music:

Sigur Ros - Heima
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Add to My Profile | More VideosThe heartwarming landscapes shaped for my dreams created by : sigur ros bjork radiohead muse cursive damien rice joy division the cure at the drive in minus the bear appleseed cast prettygirlsmakegraves explosions in the sky sunny day real estate nick drake postal service deftones mogwai arcade fire mineral my bloody valentine alkaline trio q and not u pixies belly 90s one hit wonders mew mum the jealous sound arrows to the action ...the list is astronomically longer...

Movies:

GREEN STREET HOOLIGANS the crow braveheart vanilla sky life is beautifull true romance 28 days later amelie lost boys the professional the messenger gladiator brotherhood of the wolf fight club 12 monkeys he loves me he loves me not thin red line high fidelity the fountain children of men 300 control lady in the water (mainly because Story is a killer name for a character)

Television:

boondocks, history channel, sports(soccer, football, rugby), , trying to find chris riedel

Books:

,celtic mythology, sandor petofi, r.a.salvatore, david gemmel, r.l.navarro, elizabeth moon, morgan llywelyn,, jack kerouac, , edgar allen poe, izumi kyoka, aztec, aztec autumn, aztec blood, don quixote, cervantes,, shike, edda by snorri sturlesson, welsh, finnish, and iclandic poetry, voltaire, peter pan, vance tyler's diary, the bible, ceasers gallic wars, histories on atlantis) thurydides' history of the pelopenesian war, high fidelity, the dictionary, forging of the cosmic race,, books i steal from vance tylers room, letters from friends, cd sleeves, newspaper

Heroes:

Jesus. No one comes close... BUT, heroes still... batman, not to mention ryde, or c-rodge, vance tyler, thome yorke, bjork, brandon lee, kurt cobain, river pheonix, davey crockett, buddy, kahlua, spartacus, my grandfathers for being warriors, my father ruben casarez navarro for being loving and strong, my mother arcelia for her love and creativity, nato for not taking any shit, santi for overcoming it, madeliene for her sweet heart, my twin ricardo for speaking his mind, melody-beautiful voice, beautiful face, beautiful spirit, micah- the first of our legacy, and taylor- our shining star

My Blog

dutch says.......

dutch says first a tree now a 12 story building but we will never collapse. We may have our droughts, our poverty, but as a people we shall never collapse for true, blood
Posted by ruben(tuesday) on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 12:56:00 PST

egypt

meant to go to egypt.then i heard little whispers not to go."something will happen to you if you go alone"so i don't.cnn reports 12 story building crumbles in alexandria.across the street where i was ...
Posted by ruben(tuesday) on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 10:28:00 PST

tuesday mourning at sunrise sings the songs...

summer unfolded like a tapestryand you were there as you have always been.there glowing where the sky meets the treesair softly crowing, singing fears to sleep.... and the snow falls down melts before...
Posted by ruben(tuesday) on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 09:05:00 PST

of Mineral...

I am watching her sleep. In her delicate porcelain sleep. Whispers crawled up my spine and I wonder if i'm in her dreams. Would I catch her when she fell? Or is it I that chases her through darkened ...
Posted by ruben(tuesday) on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 06:13:00 PST

audrey

tell me what you think when you see this image. to me, as cute as all my girlie friends are, she is the cutest. ever.
Posted by ruben(tuesday) on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 03:56:00 PST

whisper

whispers crawling up my spineputting out the fireof the dreams i'd like to expirelonging to grow those wingsand fly into the night skysorry about the fire i left in my wakesorry about those dreams van...
Posted by ruben(tuesday) on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 03:22:00 PST

mirror

dancing on the mirrored glassdreaming of your whispered stepslike a pixie in remembrabcelike an angel heavensent.Flying over this sea of nightin this blood stopping coldyour reflection in the moonlit ...
Posted by ruben(tuesday) on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 03:11:00 PST

friends

"london,your enemy stabs you in the front,your friend stabs you in the back,your sweetheart stabs you in the heart.but me, yor closest friend,carries a knifeto stab all those motherf**kers right back....
Posted by ruben(tuesday) on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 03:56:00 PST

dreams...

One night i had a dream that i was laying on my back on the ground. With the first track from Siger Ros' untitled album echoing through crisp night air, i looked towards the sky, i see flakes coming...
Posted by ruben(tuesday) on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 02:11:00 PST

1 corinthians 13:4-8

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not deli...
Posted by ruben(tuesday) on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 12:04:00 PST