ME & MY BABY LANCEY @ JASONS MOMS LABOR DAY WK END..
♥MY AMAZING BOYFRIEND♥I DONT NEED AN ANGEL♥I DONT NEED A HERO♥I JUST WANT A MAN TO LOVE ME LIKE NO OTHER HAS♥TO ME..HE IS JUST THAT♥ ♥♥♥♥I MOVED FROM MICHIGAN(just North of Detroit in the "burbs" lol) to Summerville SC 900 OR SO MILES FROM MY FAMILY & FRIENDS & I GAVE UP MY TENNESSEE DREAM FOR THE MOUNTAIN LIFE & SCHOOL TO BE WITH THE MAN I LOVE, JASON♥MY AMAZING BOYFRIEND & WE WERE WORKING HARD TO FIND A HOME OF OUR OWN...*sighs* now, he's given up...on buyin or rent or ...THO I TRY TO NEVER GIVE UP & STAY POSITIVE....GRRR LOL ;=P CURRENTLY MY PUPS ARE DISPLACED & LIVING WITH HIS AMAZING MOM & STEP DAD IN KENTUCKY IN THE BEAUTIFUL MOUNTAINS...IN SOOO JEALOUS hehe NO SCHOOL 4 now thats a huge let down 4 me..HAD A HUGE FUTURE AT UNIVERSITY O TENNESSEE boo hehe...*NOTHING TURNED OUT LIKE IT WAS SUPPOSED TO~I ADMIT TO NOT BEING AS HAPPY AS ID THOUGHT ID BE.....MY HEALTH HAS BECOME VERY BAD & I REALLY NEED MY PUPSIT SEEMS THAT SOMETIMES PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND THE SEVERITY OF THE HEALTH PART..SOME FIGURED ID GET A PACEMKR & ID BE FINE...BUT THE CONDITIONS I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH ARE LIFELONG AND DONT WRK THAT WAY AT ALL..BUT I DO SO MUCH LOVE JASON & ALL IVE EVER WANTED WAS TO LOVE & BE LOVED & HAPPY.♥ ♥♥♥BUT I WILL NOT NOW OR EVER GIVE AWAY OR GIVE UP MY DOGS..EVENTUALLY THEY DO NEED TO BE HERE WITH ME....OR....WELL THINGS WILL NEED TO CHANGESEE THEY ARE MORE THEN PETS THEY ARE MY BABIES & ALSO MY COMPANIONS...OVER YRS OF ME HAVING VARIOUS ILLNESS, SEZIURES,ASTHMA ATTACKS PANICK ATTACKS & MORE. THIS EVER B4 I GOT THIS RECENT DIAGNOSIS...THEY LEARNED HOW TO TAKE CARE OF ME...THEY WOULD LAY ACROSS MY BODY TO PROTCET ME IF I HAD A SEIZURE USUALLY ONE WOULD BARK TO GET ATTENTION LICK MY FACE TO WAKE ME...THEY CAN FETCH MY PURCH WHICH HAS MY MEDS & CELL PHONE, LANCE IS BIG ENOUGH TO HELP ME GET UP & STEADY ME TO HELP ME TO A NEARBY COUCH OR CHAIR...WHEN IVE HAD HEART PALPS OR PANICK ATTACKS N THEY LAY WITH ME THEY CAN GET MY HEART RATE BK TO A MORE NORMAL RATE...SEE IVE HATE MITRAL VALVE PROLAPSE ANOTHER HRT PROB FOR MANY YRS... I WAS GOING TO HAVE ONE OR BOTH DOGS TRAINED ONE I GOT THEN HERE IN ACTUAL SPECIALIZED TRAINING FOR THIS TYPE OF THING...BUT THEY NEVER GOT HERE SO...HOWEVER THE THINGS HYE CAN DO ARE A HUGE HELP ESPECIALLY W?ME BEING ALONE SO MUCH...IDK...JUST HOPE JASON TRULY LOVES ME AS MUCH AS I DO HIM...I BELIVE WHERE THERE IS A WILL THERE IS A WAY...the last few months seems SC does NOT like me too much...healthwise anyway...PLZREAD~.I got a pacemaker in Sept 2007...found out I have 2 heart related disorders POTS & NCS...if you look at my top friends there are groups in there about these...They are problems with the Dysautonomic system...& have a TON of symtoms & well I could go on..but it is taking a HUGE toll on me, us. life GRRR...IDK if ya want 2 know more on any of this read my blogs if u want to be added to my preffered blogs send me ur emails u use on here n i might add ya ? ...Meantime my life is kinda falling apart healthwise n poor Jason is hanging in there & I LOVE him to the ends of the earth for it...tho I fear his patience is wearing thin and theres little I can do...tho Im trying so hard truley.. BUT I STILL miss my pups terribly n hope in THE VERY NEAR FUTURE a miracle will occur n we can bring em home to us WE NEED TO FIND US AND THEM A HOME.... :=)CUZ I REALLY need em w/me NOW MORE THEN EVER while I heal and am homebound. I DO NEED my pups n they need to FINALLY be home w/me one way r nother..me.....grr...*finger crossed* saying prayers*p.s. if anyone does have any ideas, or suggestion they are MORE then welcome btw ♥
I MISS U LIL KAYLA BEAR!!!
&hearts'♥♥ PLZ READ♥♥I DONT ACCEPT RANDOM REQUESTS FROM MEN/BOYS I DONT KNOW OR ARE NOT IN ONE OF MY GROUPS (MEDICAL SUPPORT) THOSE I WILL ACCEPT....OTHER THEN THAT I HAVE A MAN I LIVE WITH AS IS PLANE TO SEE ON THIS PG THAT I MOVED 900 MILES TO BE w/& GAVE UP A LOT FOR...SO IN THAT CASE THX IM FLATTERED BUT I DONT FEEL IT APPROPRIATE OR NECCESARY. THX :=)hearts;♥♥♥♥
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