uncle salty |
Uncle Salty told me stories of a lonelybaby with a lonely kind of life to leadmy mammy was lusted, Daddy he was bustedthey left her to be trusted till the orphan bleedsbut when she cried at night, no ... Posted by Babe-y Blue on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 08:35:00 PST |
pictures... |
i hate being bored then left alone...
it leaves me to myself and my mind...
then things get messy
why did i have to open up my picture program
you know....so many pictures of what was
i had no idea i ... Posted by Babe-y Blue on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 02:44:00 PST |
robot |
when did life get so confusing?
how did i end up here?
i feel like a robot...
i don't know what really else to say
im not unhappy...
but im not happy
im worried...about rusty and about whats going on ... Posted by Babe-y Blue on Sun, 25 May 2008 09:22:00 PST |
the problem |
And if I did have a choiceI'd never want to live foreverJust let me have a voice so I can make my pointsI can't imagine running a race with no finish lineJust let me keep my pace and make to most of m... Posted by Babe-y Blue on Wed, 14 May 2008 03:16:00 PST |
the spark |
so there i stood in the back room yesterday during lunch
with a little shot glass of bright red tonic
toasting with my boss to a new beginning
the start of something good (that being being getting my ... Posted by Babe-y Blue on Wed, 07 May 2008 07:08:00 PST |
5am |
i got up too early again
i can't sleep past 5 am
lottery is curled up on my lap puring...i just got done petting her for half an hour
shes my "angel"
no panic attacks for a week now...the zoloft is wo... Posted by Babe-y Blue on Mon, 05 May 2008 03:10:00 PST |
huh?!? |
so
uh
might be moving out i guess
either alone or with mom
found her crying in her room last night
started talking about dad
came to find out
she's trying to find a new job that pays more so th... Posted by Babe-y Blue on Sat, 03 May 2008 08:57:00 PST |
for the love of fuck! |
We scratch these walls that we have builtThis disbelief is uselessWe pull these stakes we've driven in
And I'm pumped dry, can you see it? WE fade to black and I'm giving in
My blood, it spills on the... Posted by Babe-y Blue on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 01:03:00 PST |
100 mg |
100 mg of zolft every day
6 iron supliments every day
1-3 sleeping supliments every night and if needed for panic attacks
1 doctors appointment a week 1 therapy appointment a week
a constant intake of... Posted by Babe-y Blue on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 09:25:00 PST |
one headlight |
its feels really good
to listen to a song that pulls everything together
So long ago I don't remember whenThat's when they say I lost my only friendThey said she died easy of a broken heart dis... Posted by Babe-y Blue on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 10:55:00 PST |