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onnu

just trying to be me, drowing in misery.

About Me

I´m a loner, I´m a loser, I´m a weirdo..in my mind. I´m a good one, I´m a bad one, I´m a sick one..with a smile.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jonna-Maarit "onnu" Mustaniemi (soon to be Linden)
Birthday: 150481
Birthplace: muurame, finland
Current Location: jyväskylä, finland
Eye Color: ice blue
Hair Color: black and red locks now..
Height: 170cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: right..actually i have two left hand and i´m right handed :O
Your Heritage: my love to music
The Shoes You Wore Today:
Your Fears: snakes and people. and that creepy woman from grunge..
Your Perfect Pizza:
Thoughts First Waking Up: that if i´m pregnant this is my fourth week now..
Your Best Physical Feature: i don´t have one :D..eyes meaby.
Your Bedtime: around 01:00-03:00 am.
Your Most Missed Memory: times with tomi
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both..
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yep..but not much.
Do you Sing: yep.
Do you Shower Daily: yep.
Have you Been in Love: i´m in love right now
Do you want to go to College: i would if i had the change to go.
Do you want to get Married: i´m going this autum, i hope.
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: all the time.
Do you think you are Attractive: ..no.
Are you a Health Freak: ..no and thats why i´m not attractive :D
Do you get along with your Parents:
Do you play an Instrument: not anymore.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no, i don´t do alcohol.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no, i don´t do drugs.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yep, with my darling.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope.
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope.
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope.
Ever been Drunk: yep.
Ever been called a Tease: yes :D
Ever been Beaten up: nope.
Ever Shoplifted: nope.
How do you want to Die: very very old and happy, in my sleep.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: writer
What country would you most like to Visit: U.S.A
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue but anything goes.
Favourite Hair Color: black and bald
Short or Long Hair: both
Height: over 185 cm
Weight: over 95kg
Best Clothing Style:
Number of CDs I own: ..god..meny meny meny..over 400 i think..
Number of Piercings: 13 right now
Number of Tattoos: 7 right now..more to come..
Number of things in my Past I Regret: none
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My Interests

MUSIC, piercings, tattoos, arts, movies, arthistory, cats, reading, writing..and so on..

I'd like to meet:

people from my own planet..i don´t know any.

Music:

deftones, korn, a perfect circle, 30 seconds to mars, cold, staind, incubus, coal chamber, tool, static-x, metallica, guns n` roses, queen of the stone age, system of down, faith no more, the hives, garbage, björk, jim hendrix, nirvana, skunk anasie, him, sunride, purity,..and so on. music is my passion,my love, my soul, my heart, my life, my all.

Movies:

Requiem For A Dream amelie disco pigs Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind fight club Edward Cisorhands nightmare before xmas Interview With The Vampire American History X Dracula (F.F. Coppola) Donnie Darko the crow lotr kill bill resident evil...

Television:

c.s.i, the l-word, er, carnivale, medium, nip/tuck, survivors, LOST, shield, (twin peaks, the x-files, sex in the city...)

Books:

..virgin suicides (je frey eugenides), bram stokkers dracula, ..most of the paolo coelhos books. anne rices books..

Heroes:

batman

My Blog

something about me..

Creativity- Your inner power is Creativity! Any of The Arts-music, dance, pure art, drama, creative writing-are your passion. You love the way you can control what happens to you and your life while y...
Posted by onnu on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 10:55:00 PST

some stupid question thing..

2) Are you happy with where you are?  well..yep. 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?  i don´t belive THE RIGHT persons and i don´t fall fast. It´s fucking hard to trust any...
Posted by onnu on Mon, 29 May 2006 03:50:00 PST

this and that

we are trying to have a baby...actually we are trying for a year now but still nothing. so doc gave me these pills, same one that my sisters husbands sister took and now she are expecting thriplets. i...
Posted by onnu on Mon, 08 May 2006 10:51:00 PST

long time..

so much going on in my head. all this years and  all these people and i still feel so lonely.  all these people expect always something from me, to be this and that, i´m not and i´m so tired...
Posted by onnu on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 03:02:00 PST

all the SHIT i´m thinking right now. literally.

- its so fucking hard to be yourself in this fucking cold life where everybody seeks love but no one cares.- i hate this game everyone plays..everything is a game. i just want to be. play no stupid ga...
Posted by onnu on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

stupid

i´m writing a book at the moment. at finally i get something out of this stupid sickleave. new team sleep is amazingit sets me free :)
Posted by onnu on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

:(

i hate myself..cause i don´t live! you live just once...you are young just one time..and i don´t live! i´m so fucking depressed that i just spend all my time inside and feeling bad. and nothing hel...
Posted by onnu on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

give me one more medicated peaceful moment

i hate that you come and haunted me now.. when i´m happy and stand to my own feet. i hate that you look at me the way i wanted you to look at me before. i hate that i waist four fucking years to yo...
Posted by onnu on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

what i´m feeling now.

"A little hurt I'm alright I'm not gonna wait for you tonight I'd rather stay alone I'm not gonna wait for you anymore Kept waiting too long I'm walking away from you tonight You actor ...
Posted by onnu on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST