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the ashtray girl

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About Me

i like to paint. i like to read. i like to write. i have been to school for business management, interior design, architecture, environmental protection, and massage therapy (though i have nothing in paper to show for it). the latter on the list is my current endeavor. i love animals, i love life, i love plants. i'm a vegetarian but i'll eat meat when my body craves it. i'm a buddhist. i am of the gothic industrial persuasion but by no means to i consider myself gothic. i love music and arts. i'm a decent cook. i'm half vietnamese. i love my job. anything else there is to know can be discovered in time. :) ..

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if your motives are sincere and your mind is open, i don't see any reason i wouldn't like to meet you.

My Blog

the other day

i felt it last week when the wind blew your picture across my window i watched it go by and didn't care why it was on fire so i rolled over in bed and stared at the ceiling until tiny carbon bits fe...
Posted by the ashtray girl on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 10:31:00 PST

welcome to our death

lying on the floor with his head in the sand, he's gasping for breath with a phone in his hand.   not a word for two years from his lips hath been spoken, yet a phone call away from two hear...
Posted by the ashtray girl on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 04:45:00 PST

dionaea muscipula

head tilted to the sky waiting with mouths open wide you stand there seemingly lifeless waiting with mouths open wide fleeting love is thy prey and you've caught my eye you beckon&...
Posted by the ashtray girl on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 05:06:00 PST

good things in WWF

Two Vietnamese provinces recently signed commitments to conserve the saola, a rare animal discovered just 15 years ago by a team of scientists from WWF and the Vietnamese Ministry of Forestry. It was...
Posted by the ashtray girl on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 11:47:00 PST

so uhhh

i want to leave virginia... for good... i'm getting a transfer this summer...       "i am utterly alone" -l.d....
Posted by the ashtray girl on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 01:08:00 PST

i sold you my soul and you pawned it for cash

long short drags on a cigarette in the cold outside, i'm wearing a black scarf and gloves making small talk with him as clouds of smoke billow generously from our lips.   the ball is dropping sim...
Posted by the ashtray girl on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 04:43:00 PST

divine intervention

lounging in bed between cotton and faux fur expectations i've held seem to escape me, as have those for myself the circumstances of superficiality and drama of modern lifestyles were dropped to the ha...
Posted by the ashtray girl on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 09:08:00 PST

2 a.m. "L" words

sitting here inspecting the cuticles of copious workdays, i find myself lounging about and questioning my own sense of logic and what better way to spark inner workings than with the change of skin-de...
Posted by the ashtray girl on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 11:08:00 PST

most sincere apologies

if i flake out on people from now until the end of the holiday horrorfest. betweeen work, family, and painting my gifts, i have VERY limited personal time. so if i don't call you back or even drop in ...
Posted by the ashtray girl on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 11:27:00 PST

post muscat pretenses

when i find the time of day to sit around and ponder on the many things in life that some may venture to discard as a more neurotic and cynical train of thought, my mind takes a morbid plunge toward t...
Posted by the ashtray girl on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 08:05:00 PST