Lemkeâ„¢

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Throughout my years I've learned that you can never be "too X-treme" in this life. You can do just about anything and everything but whatever is it, it has it's limits on how far you can actually go...
Static-X - Dirthouse
I grew up in the small suburb of New Hope here in Minnesota most of my years. My father passed when I was a youngin' so mum took care of me and my sister while my other sibblings were out making their lives of what they could, visiting on holidays and over "various" occasions. Pretty much randomly as to whenever they felt like...
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Mum and my sister would constantly argue over the smallest things, you see my sister is very small tempered and just about anything could set her off with the worst intentions, on her part anyway. Growing up with that put me in some trauma but what sticks with me the most to this day, along with the reaction of scarce when people get angry (I'll be put in defense mode immediatly) is to always stay in control of the situation, to know what is coming next in an arguement is awsome let me tell you. To be able to predict every word and movement someone is about to make when they are angry is quite amusing, to my advantage anyways...
Lita Ford Ft Ozzy - If I Close My Eyes Forever
I moved out of New Hope when my mum got re-married back in 2003 to her boyfriend of like, 9 years. On and off did I make returns out of her askings because of the crazy situations I'd put myself in. One in moving in with a crazed maniac ("Rik Freeze"), someone who "at the time" had a crazy feind for muah. Here's a note to remember, I love attention, lots of it OKAY... but not to the point of total insanity and suicide. Believe me, some trauma was set in there for me too because that was the very first time I'd ever lived with someone else, outside my own family...
Gansta Happy Feet Remix
Mum died in August of 2006. My boyfriend at the time, I kinda threw on him that I had nowhere to go because my step-father kicked me out of his house the day after her funeral. Rough, I know. But I knew it was coming because my mum told me time & time a-gain before she left, not to expect him to take care of me after she is gone. (It was time to grow up anyways and start making a life of my own). Yeah I was spoiled for the first, almost 20 years of my life. But out of those 19 years, I learned to take care of myself and never ever... take no for an answer!
Carrying all the past for five minutes of my life was totally worth it and I know she would be proud of me now. All that is left to do is make my own legacy. I live here in Brownton, Minnesota which is far away from the big city and multiple friends so, don't hesitate to give me a request or message... please? I don't bite my darling. You can even ask my friends that I already have, they know what's best... they do! Hope to hear from someone soon =)
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