"Empathy controls the wind that blows and tickles our skin..." ~ Dredg - Same Ol' Road
abandoned buildings, art, artistic expression, blood, boots, cars, cherry coke, cigarettes, comic books, contemplation, corsets, dancing, darkness, death, depression, disappointment, driving, evil, eyeliner, faeries, fake hair, faux fur, fetishes, fishnets, forensics, germany, glitter, hatred, honesty, human anatomy, illusions, innocence, learning, life, lightning, loneliness, mental illness, my bed, mystery, mythology, nature, noise, obsession, painting, pathology, pictures, platforms, porn, red, romance, roses, sadness, sculpting, serial killers, sex, silence, sleeping, smokers, suicide, tattoos, the 80s, the kitchen, time, turtles, vampirism, villains, vinyl, wax, words, writing, zombies.
"It is clear that I must find my other half. But is it a he or a she? What does this person look like? Identical to me? Or somehow complimentary? Does my other half have what I don't? Did he get the looks? The luck? The love? Were we really separated forceably or did he just run off with the good stuff? Or did I? Will this person embarrass me? What about sex? Is that how we put ourselves back together again? Or can two people actually become one again?" ~ Hedwig and the Angry Inch
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"Does God want goodness or the choice of goodness? Is a man who chooses the bad perhaps in some way better than a man who has good imposed upon him?"~ A Clockwork Orange
There are a lot of people I'm interested in meeting, unfortunately for me most of them are dead. I'd like to meet people who are different than everyone else. I don't care in what way, just different. People who enjoy using their minds. Artistic people. Anyone with something in common that I can actually have a conversation with. HOWEVER If you have taken it upon yourself to make it a personal mission of yours to get me to smile, don't bother. It's not an easy thing to do and frankly not worth the effort.
"If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it. Remember only the verse, songmakers cry, the one without tears. For I've given this it's strength and it has become my only strength. Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality. Where being wanted became a thrill I never knew. Sweet piano writing down my life. Teach me passion, for I fear it's gone. Show me love, hold the lorn. So much more I wanted to give, to the ones who love me, I'm sorry. Time will tell, this bitter farewell. I live no more to shame nor me nor you. And you, I wish I didn't feel for you anymore." ~ Nightwish - Dead Boy's Poem
"Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you'll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way." ~ White Oleander
A Perfect Circle, AFI, Alice In Chains, Bad Brains, Bad Religion, Bauhaus, Bella Morte, Big Electric Cat, Bile, Black Eyed Peas, Bloc Party, Blondie, BLOOD HAS BEEN SHED, Blutengel, Bob Marley, Bone Thugs N Harmony, Brian Setzer, Candlebox, Cold, Leonard Cohen, Covenant, CRADLE OF FILTH, Das Ich, Deine Lakaien, Depeche Mode, DIMMU BORGIR, DISTURBED, Dope, Dragonforce, E Nomine, Enigma, Evil's Toy, FEAR FACTORY, Funker Vogt, Garbage, Godsmack, Gorillaz, Gruesome Twosome, HIMSA, Hocico, IN FLAMES, John Lennon, KILLSWITCH ENGAGE, KMFDM, Kompressor, Lacrimosa, LACUNA COIL, Madonna, Marilyn Manson, Mesh, Metallica, Ministry, Misfits, Mudvayne, Murderdolls, New Order, Nightwish, Nothingface, Gary Numan, Paul Oakenfold, OLD MAN'S CHILD, OPETH, Outkast, PATHS OF POSSESSION, Pennywise, Portishead, Prince, RAMMSTIEN, Razed in Black, Sean Paul, SILENT CIVILIAN, Siouxsie & the Banshees, Sisters of Mercy, SOILWORK, Spacehog, SPINESHANK, Static-X, Suicide Commando, Switchblade Symphony, The Azoic, The Clash, The Cure, The Rasmus, Tool, TRIVIUM, VNV Nation, :wumpscut:, Zeromancer... That's not even close to everything...
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"It's the sense of touch. In any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people, people bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something.
" ~ Crash
Sin City, White Oleander, Crash, Cry-Baby, American History X, Night of the Living Dead, Dawn of the Dead, Day of the Dead, Land of the Dead, Beautiful Thing, The Salton Sea, Nekromantik, Ginger Snaps, Tromeo and Juliet, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Corpse Bride, Bully, Willard, Donnie Darko, Requiem For a Dream, Shaun of the Dead, Dogma, Natural Born Killers, Edge of Seventeen, Turbulence 3, Killer Klowns From Outer Space, The Black Circle Boys, River's Edge, The Crow, Se7en, The People Under The Stairs, Prayer of the Rolleryboys, Dark City, Some Like it Hot, Cecil B. DeMented, Eddie Izzard: Dress to Kill, many more...
The New Detectives, The Secrets of Forensic Science, Forensic Files, OZ, Autopsy, Monster Garage, American Chopper, American Hot Rod, The Tribe
Chuck Palahniuk is my favorite author so anything by him. White Oleander, Anything by Roman Dirge or Jhonen Vasquez, True Crime.
"You're not a hero unless you die..."~ Nightwish - The Kinslayer
"I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along." ~ Evenescence - My Immortal
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