Weeding you out. Embracing you wildly when you fight it through. Massage Therapy, Reiki, BDSM, Queer stuff, boots, amazing movies. Freaking out to music like Kate Bush and Vivaldi. Feelings so intense that flailing and screaming is required in order not to explode (often brought about by previous interest).
"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
~ Anais Nin
Carla Bozulich (Geraldine Fibbers, Ethyl Meatplow, The Night Porter, Scarnella, Evangelista), Tom Waits, Einsturzende Neubauten, Leonard Cohen, Smashing Pumpkins, Tori Amos, Bjork, Magnetic Fields, PJ Harvey, Animal Collective, Sneaker Pimps, IAMX, Azeem, Kate Bush, Atari Teenage Riot, Alec Empire, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Sleater-Kinney, Smiths, Siouxsie, Creatures, Three Times One Minus One, Ani Difranco, Radiohead, Michael Jackson, Joni Mitchel, Queens Of The Stone Age, My Bloody Valentine, Bonfire Madigan, James Brown, The Coup.
Magnolia, Harold and Maude, Cabaret, The Cuckoo, In This World, The Elephant Man, The Ice Storm, Miller's Crossing, Come And See, The Adventures of Baron Munchausen, The Brother's Quay, Punch Drunk Love, Rushmore, BOOM: The Sound Of Eviction, Naked Lunch, The Wicker Man, Santa Sangre, Twin Falls Idaho, How To Get Ahead In Advertising, X2, X3, The Believer, A Streetcar Named Desire (Brando version), Batman (Burton), Batman Returns, Batman (Adam West), Batman Begins, Shaun of the Dead, The Seventh Seal.
I don't have cable or an antenae, but I fucking love the Sopranos, Mr. Show, and Arrested Developement.
Close To The Knives: A Memoir Of Disintegration by David Wojnarowicz, The Passion, Fierce Invalids Home From Hot Climates, Sexing The Cherry, Art and Lies, Read My Lips: Sexual Subversion and the End Of Gender, Gender Outlaws, The Beauty Myth, Trailguide To The Body 2nd Ed., A Massage Therapist's Guide To Pathology, Frisk, Queer, Junkie, Requiem For A Dream, Memories That Smell Like Gasoline, Watchmen, Harmful To Minors: The Perils Of Protecting Children From Sex, Blankets, Heart Of Darkness, Lolita, Of Love and Other Demons, A Confederacy Of Dunces, Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde, Sandman, American Gods, Written On The Body, Closer, The Ethical Slut, Gut Symmetries, The Master and Margarita, Persepolis 1&2, Even Cowgirls Get The Blues, One Hundred Years Of Solitude, Harry Potter, Picture Of Dorian Grey, the first couple hundred pages of Swanns Way were really amazing before I lost all motivation and picked up Harry Potter again, Geek Love.
Emperor Norton I, David Wojnarowicz, Tom Waits, Dr. Mikao Usui, Maude, Baron Munchausen, Ricky Ticky Tavi, The GI Resistance Movement, Special Agent Dale Cooper, Bob Flanagan: Supermasochist, Batman.