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Judi Smolker

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About Me

I am just a person like any body but I have been called a unicorn."You get them wrong before you meet them, while you're anticipating meeting them; you get them wrong while you're with them; and then you go home to tell somebody else about the meeting and you get them all wrong again. Since the same generally goes for them with you, the whole thing is really a dazzling illusion empty of all perception, an astonishing farce of misperception. And yet what are we to do about this terribly significant business of other people, which gets bled of the significance we think it has and takes on instead a significance that is ludicrous, so ill equipped are we all to envision one another's interior workings and invisible aims? Is everyone to go off and lock the door and sit secluded like the lonely writers do, in a soundproof cell, summoning people out of words and then proposing that these word people are closer to the real thing than the real people that we mangle with our ignorance every day? The fact remains that getting people right is not what living is all about anyway. It's getting them wrong that is living, getting them wrong and wrong and wrong and then, on careful reconsideration, getting them wrong again. That's how we know we're alive: we're wrong. Maybe the best thing would be to forget about being right or wrong about people and just go along for the ride. But if you can do that-well, lucky you. "
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My Interests

protecting freedom? more like protecting ignorance and lifestyle, luxury is the true enemy when the well runs dry and we keep drinking excessively... decadence and ambiance stretched thin across our eyes but for the few who see through the truth's ugly enough to paralyze.... I like poetry, philosophy, alkeehol, theory, debate, sex, do-gooders, the mind-body connection, pretty girls, emasculating men, sarcasm, being submerged in water, dancing, empty buildings, the city late at night, the beach in the day, flowers, snakes, obscure bands, Sufist poets that use drunkenness as metaphor for earthly pleasure: "Drink all your passion, and be a disgrace." "They say there's no future for us. They're right, which is fine with us." "At night, you're beloved wanders, don't accept consolations." -RUMI, anyone that can create a cult following by wearing short shorts that expose untamed pubes and producing records with simple beats and names like "Fatherfucker," fresh fruit and loose teas, kissing in the wind, intelligent flows, turntablism, YOUR ATTENTION

I'd like to meet:

a hardcore mason

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Music:

rhythm is a universal language in all things living and non living explore it

Movies:

"if they tell you to take your top off, get the money first" (drop dead gorgeous) welcome to the dollhouse, ghostworld, paper moon, big lebowski, CLERKS, slums of beverly hills, election, story telling, cruel intentions, origonal sin, girl interupted, what the BLEEP do we know, waking life, fight club, i 3 huckabees, truman show, people vs larry flint, lost in traslation, punch drunk love, being john malcovitch, the outsiders (it stays golden), sin city, amelie, KIDS, ever after, dirty pretty things, the seven year itch, and spellbound (the origonal featuring dream sequences by salvador dali)

Television:

i like to think outside the box but im a sucker for cartoons and cheesy music videos and fashion stuff

Books:

i read that the hallucinations that carry true knowledge come from dna itself communicating with us
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Heroes:

"You cannot grasp on to water and hold it, but if you relax your hand and let it pass over you, you can experience it"

My Blog

song in progress

we gunnasink like stonesand root to rockwait for eternity to un.lockunder the wavesuntil the daywhen no.thing comes be.tweenseems love's uneasy,tearin up with the heavy brea.thingtry to find the words...
Posted by Judi Smolker on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 04:17:00 PST

my summer theme song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gT1XrPmJ0XQ i heard this on the radio and fell in love...
Posted by Judi Smolker on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 03:19:00 PST

Woman Troubles

Caution ladiesIf you smoke cigarettes and drink alcoholThis birth control may have serious health risksOh yeah, and that oneAffects bone density so best not stay on it permanently Else you may be snap...
Posted by Judi Smolker on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 04:31:00 PST

Maybe You Were A Poem

Maybe you were a poemor a godbut I crushed youwith two harsh clapsbetween my sweaty 2 a.m. handsand felt nothing after I killed youYou had something I can never havelittle onewings. And you circled my...
Posted by Judi Smolker on Tue, 27 May 2008 01:40:00 PST

Perfectly Natural

They come togethermove apartLand fills in the time between themmiles grow and make limbs look like antsThere was once a place where their bodies were enormousand blocked out the sunAll the world exist...
Posted by Judi Smolker on Tue, 27 May 2008 10:21:00 PST

JUDY GARLAND "GET HAPPY" (SUMMER STOCK, 1950)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2U-rBZREQMw ...
Posted by Judi Smolker on Thu, 22 May 2008 01:40:00 PST

coolest way to die?

hit in the head by a flying stingray while on a cruise
Posted by Judi Smolker on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:39:00 PST

meet marco part 1

marco had a fatherhe was surehe could rememberthe blurry figurein dreams he appearsfather with big handsso big that marco can hop up intothat hammock of woven handsbe transported to the land of giants...
Posted by Judi Smolker on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 12:24:00 PST

i knew the girl

i knew the girlwho said the hills were like white elephantsi used to go with herwhen she didn’t want to be aloneon trainsshe was thin even when she was pregnantand smoked cigarettes grew her nai...
Posted by Judi Smolker on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 10:40:00 PST

night shifters

At nightwhen we’d talk in carsthey would change like vampires in the lightit might be that I wasn’t wearing my glasses at the timethe shifting streetlight back light that would flicker and...
Posted by Judi Smolker on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 10:21:00 PST