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j.

i like to make people smile.

About Me

Love Is A Risk.

My Interests

makeup, music, painting, art/art history, photography, burritoe the cat, dancing, tattoos, green tea, pinkberry, breakfast food anytime of the day(waffles), cigarettes, margaritas, shows, driving with no where to go, sleeping all day, staying up all night, people watching, karma, starry nights, (ny)city lights, lyrics, the smell of rain, boys who can make me laugh..,seasons they don't have in LA, new people.classy people.creative people.,laughing loudly at stupid shit,pinkberry, anything with avocados, baked cheetos, veggie potstickers and burritoes, venice.. italy or california, painting my nails, peeling my nail polish off, and then painting my nails all over again..

I'd like to meet:

that's when you know you've found somebody special. when you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably share the silence.

Music:

i can't narrow it down. if i like it i like it. it's kinda like this: -ac/dc-alkaline trio-bane-beck-ben folds-the beatles-billie holiday-biggie-brand new-bright eyes-coldplay-converge-the cure-cursive-death from above 1979-deathcab for cutie-the decemberists-eisley-elliott smith-frank sinatra-guns n roses-her space holiday-hole-honorary title-hot chip-hot rod circut-iron maiden-janis joplin-jenny lewis-johnny cash-kiss-lily allen-lou reed-lovedrug-mickey avalon-motley crue-murs-nada surf-the new amsterdams-nightmare of you-nirvana-northstar-of montreal-ODB-otis redding-pink floyd-portugal. the man-puff daddy (circa no way out)-queen-radiohead-ratatat-"a little rod stewart asssss"-rufus wainwright-ryan adams-saves the day-say anything-the shins-smashing pumpkins-snoopdogg-straylight run-taking back sunday-talking heads-tapes 'n tapes-three 6 mafia-tom petty-violent femmes-the weakerthans-

Movies:

the wall, the wedding singer, wedding crashers, pulp fiction, brokeback mountain, reality bites, high fidelity, swingers, boondock saints, true romance, edward scissorhands, when harry met sally, ELF, ray, party monster, breakfast at tiffanys, detroit rock city.

Books:

heavier than heaven-choke-the great gatsby-the bell jar-breakfast of champions-valley of the dolls-misfortune-i,lucifer-esio trot-tucker max stories- ha um harrypotter

Heroes:

mmmm her.. this hot piece of asssssss. very nice very nice. lean like a chola. my crutches. the slide monster. chiiiiiiiips.

My Blog

oh little girl with a map and a plan..

it's almost four in the morning and i can't sleep. it's all i've been doing for days. sleep work eat sleep. . so i'm left to the thoughts that i've been using sleep to escape. christmas is now 23 days...
Posted by j. on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 04:15:00 PST

gus gus goes to indiana.

so this girlgrew up in this placeand then grew up into this ladywho went home after 9 long months in LA for a vacation. this is kinda how it went..first was the lake for labor day with her family. thi...
Posted by j. on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 11:57:00 PST

i've got you in my dreams..

In my dreams we fly away from all the palm trees of this place and the smell of its decay I can taste the clouds and my wings can carry me to your window Where you will hold me in your arms and kiss m...
Posted by j. on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 01:06:00 PST

bet you can't make me feel this good.

pretty much the best vacation ever. here are some highlights.. thursday morning. day one. left for airport a little drunk/hungover. z and i find out we're in first class. thank you JULIUS.bye LA!1st c...
Posted by j. on Wed, 10 May 2006 08:56:00 PST

if you could forgive me for being so brash, you could hit me or whip me, i'd savor each lash

so i've decided it's time for official "say something in my own words" blog number two. most likely this is just a rant/ramble about whats been on my mind lately.. so if you don't give a shit click t...
Posted by j. on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 02:56:00 PST

we're mobbing.

so on may 4th, meghan, lindsey, and i will be boarding planes to head to the opposite coast for a few days of complete chaos including hot men and hot bitches, good music, best friends, city lights, f...
Posted by j. on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 01:11:00 PST

we have a new addition to the fam.

he was born today :) and i get him when he gets big enough.. meghan LOVES him too.....
Posted by j. on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 05:41:00 PST

.fucking naive.

let's pretend we're not needy.let's pretend our hearts still beat.let's pretend we fall in love tonight.clumsy enough to fall for anything.we'll stumble on our words.we'll spill our guts on creaking b...
Posted by j. on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 02:47:00 PST

i'm in love with him.

i wantttttt himmmmmm. ask meghan.. she'll tell you how badly i want one.. i quack at the ones in the canals with the four year old kids.. its sad. i need a baby duck of my own. if you love ...
Posted by j. on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 07:57:00 PST

it's the lump in my throat that makes me feel this way.

so i've never really sat down and just written a blog. usually i use a song to describe how i'm feeling but at the moment nothing feels right. i'm homesick. and i miss about a billion people who are j...
Posted by j. on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 10:55:00 PST