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Irrational Fear Of Zombies

there's no indication of what we were meant to be.

About Me

i'm unlike any person you'll ever meet. i'm everything in a girl you could never want. I love art, i love having fun, and actually doing things. I enjoy meeting new people, and going to new places. I don't limit my world to the inner perimeter of atlanta, and i'm a pretty neutral person. I don't paint as much as i should, but i love to do anything creative. i work waaaay too much and sleep at random hours. music = life.I'm not obsessed with zombies because i think they're "fucking awesome"no, i'm actually afraid of the concept of zombies. i mean, c'mon, a mindless creature with only one instinct which is feeding, and no emotions or intelligence whatsoever. that's fucking scary.luckily i'm prepared. at least i think i am.

My Interests

anything that involves art, clothing is fun, i guess i like serving because i fucking work all the time, music music music, piercings, people who get tattoos for a legitimate reason, not because they turned 18 and think a sleeve with skulls and roses will make them hxc, people who don't say hxc. i love to discuss and listen to peoples opinions. i love to learn new things, and share random facts about diet coke. i also enjoy stuff about germany. i like european culture. i like my computer too.

I'd like to meet:

Anybody Really. anyone who likes to discuss, and has a creative mind. someone who enjoys what they do with their life, or is trying to get to that point. a person who has an opinion to share, or someone who is constantly learning. Somebody that loves spontanuity and doesn't hold grudges. Someone who can have fun with the people they are always around, or people they've never met before. someone who may or may not eat meat, but has a better reason then they feel sorry for the animals. stop wearing leather you assholes. someone who doesn't mind getting called out on their bullshit, or who doesn't mind calling me out on mine. oh, and someone who can put up with the drama around them, but doesn't bring anymore to the table.also, somebody who bathes. no hippies please.

berries and what else?
CREEEEAAAMMMMM!

Music:

all kinds. depends on the mood.Rockasilly, metal, breakbeat, techno, trance, drum-n-bass, old skewl rap, some ska, satanic ska for sure!, jazz, lots of popular 90's songs. incubus is my all time favorite band, but ever since dirk left, they've become...eh, sub par. psychobilly, ambient, people like richard cheese, music that ISN'T synthetic, you know. the kind made in a real studio, not on a mac. chopin, beethoven, the classical peoples, milli vanilli, bijork, TOM WAITS!, iggy pop, you really just need to throw me your cds, and i'll tell you what i like.

Movies:

Dirty Love is a great movie, spun, requiem, clockwork [book is better], a life less ordinary, trainspotting, coffee and ciggarettes, party monster, SAVED!, big brother, anchorman, all kung fu, death to smoochy, pulp fiction, ANYTHING WITH CHRISTOPHER WALKEN, most robin williams movies, waiting was aight', cowboy bebop, akira, ya know. the good stuff, ooh american history x, fight club, the jacket, the piano, the pianist, mafia, cry baby, from hell, to wong fu, the pest, real genuis, the salton sea...i liked everything about that movie except val kilmer. good comedies. if you know anything about matthew barney, or have any cremaster videos...LET ME BORROW IT PLEEEEEZE

Television:

heroes, dead like me, scrubbs, dirty jobs, the history channel, top chef, project runway, THE WHITE RAPPER SHOW -gay-, flavor of love, all adult swim except for a couple of shows.

Books:

Kurt Vonnegut, Brautigan, William Burroughs, Dan Brown, Shake the Speare, Tucker Max, Max Brooks, any art books, Walt Whitman, Alex Grey, Neil Gaimen, kama sutra, the german dictionary, you know, stuff.

Heroes:

white american god.

My Blog

mission get not fat

yeaaaaaaah.so i'm getting kiiiiinda chubby. time for lil' miss ash to stop gaining weight.stat.i'm going to start walking by chattahooche if anyone would like to join me in my effort to lose the lbs. ...
Posted by Irrational Fear Of Zombies on Mon, 28 May 2007 10:16:00 PST

Dear God, please help.

please help me. that is, if you even exist.i'm tired of crying every night. tired of being such a useless piece of shit to the world.i have no one to trust. no one to love. no one to hold onto and mak...
Posted by Irrational Fear Of Zombies on Wed, 23 May 2007 11:38:00 PST

M&Ms are good [life is not so delicious]

yup.i love chocolate.so.i'm stuck. i don't know what i want to do at this moment in my life. i have a lot of goals to acheive and i'm not sure where to begin. i want to be happy again.i feel pretty al...
Posted by Irrational Fear Of Zombies on Fri, 18 May 2007 10:38:00 PST

bye bye a-town

i can't handle georgia.i need a new place to grow.the next two days will decide whether or not i'll be living here or NOLA.until then, i'm a ghost.
Posted by Irrational Fear Of Zombies on Wed, 16 May 2007 08:45:00 PST

New Orleans

i'm in louisiana.i don't have my phone.i don't know when i'm coming back.yep.7 hours is a long time to drive.
Posted by Irrational Fear Of Zombies on Wed, 02 May 2007 04:29:00 PST

where is he?

where is the guy who's supposed to sweep me off my feet?all the guys who i normally would never give a chance, i did, and they still turned me down. the only people who want to hook up with me, want o...
Posted by Irrational Fear Of Zombies on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 11:05:00 PST

tattoo

HECK yes.i'm getting a tat.for free.PICTURES TO COME!!! huzzah!
Posted by Irrational Fear Of Zombies on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 06:45:00 PST

i'm so lonesome i could cry

dammit.my tv is unplugged EVERYWHERE. no cable for ashwey.i want love.i'm tired of nobody being there for me. i am entire alone, and i'm sick of pretending like it doesn't bother me.come back to me te...
Posted by Irrational Fear Of Zombies on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 08:32:00 PST

my life is okay.

so.things are ok. not great, i'm still struggling with reality as far as my car, and my job, and realizing i need NEED NEED to be in school.but, i'm ok. i'm going to work hard.i'm going to be able to ...
Posted by Irrational Fear Of Zombies on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 03:57:00 PST

broken car

yep. my car is undriveable at this point in time.god is not on my side this week.also... i'm in debt. 2000 owed by the 28th.wow i suck.
Posted by Irrational Fear Of Zombies on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 12:59:00 PST