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Interests: WHAT sever'dendings is my band aid over my bleeding heart, but as a ghoast or inditiy of my space that haughts this site,Behind the eyes of the artist, xxxCREATION AND ECSPRESCION OF SELF AS WELL AS OTHERS LIKE MY SELF YOU ARE AMUNG A FREIND, I DRIVE IN THE RAINIEST OF NIGHTS GRIPPING THE WHEEL STEARING IN THE RIGHT HAND, LEFT GRIPS A TAPE RECORDER ..ING MY SPOKEN WORD, I LOVE TO SPILL THOUGHTS to IDA, i often read, i enjoy painting, designing sleaves on loose leaf , going to shows, 2stepping to the deal nakid, the human mind, his envirment and media, enjoy poetry, free write .spoke word, I LOVE SILENT FILMS, CLASSICS, INDI FILMS, I STRANGE MUSIC, I TO PLAY THE xxxACUSTIC GUITAR, AND THE PIANO, I'M AN EYE PERSON, FACTUALLY I USE IT IN MY ART OFTEN TO SYBOLIZE OUT HUMAN VALNERABILTY, I LOVE DEEP PEOPLE, I KNOW THE NEW NERD TREND I WON'T SAY ANYTHING, IT'S COOL, I'LL STILL BE THIS WAY WHEN YOUR RUSH TO THE POST OFFICE WITH ALL YOUR BOX TOPS...WHEN YOYO'S ARE COOL AGAIN THERE PRETTY FUN, I GUESS, I LIFE RANDOM HUMOR, CHESS, VENTAGE JEWLERY THOUGH I NEVER BUY FOR MY SELF, SENWSATIVE DEEPTH AND INTELLAGENT ANTAGONISM, I KISSING HOLDING HANDS, BEING REALLY GOOD AT HEART, BUT BEING REALLY BAD IN A GOOD KIND OF WAY YOU KNOW, PASCION FLOWERS, CLEAR NIGHTS WHEN YOU CAN SEE THE STARS, REAL LOYAL PEOPLE. GIRLS IN GREEN GLASSES, long walk at night on absinthe , nightmares, absinthe wine, absinthe oragies, aderal study groups, understanding PAIN, taming OMENIOUS FEELINGS OF DREAD and facing my fears with a glass full of asid, spooning,i'm not cool as thoughs that are proad to drop my name..like i'm sombody i'm nothing and i'm sick by what i see...nobody reads zines anymore...fuck a chain letter..break the chains, START A ZINE.....I;m willing to love anybody who wants to be loved..........honestly
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I killed the lurker..so don't fucking speak his name... my name is HORUS!! DROP BOMBS NOT NAMES.no!more!hate!i hear i know please stop!please prescent your hearts, mine has been ripped out! and put on the table! this is fucking real here.. what are we here for? if you don't know ask ask ask...don't be afraid to ask.
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¢¾¢¾yes, i am much stranger than i am artistic, give me your wounded deep feelers and thinkers, your lovers, your fighters, people with true heart......i pray for empathy
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in contous thought i am mocked by motive, taughted by the sugnificance of my inner dialog, i want to find christ, i want to find my self, i want to meet were i left off last, my suble discalmore of virtual meaning literally vague, sumatical signs of wounds from ropes binding tightly, blood red neon signs flashing like ambulance lights, i must remain here, i am safe behid these eyes, i am not afraid of pain, the preditors eye caught by the blood fresh sweet blood formed from the parisites
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Music:
music to me is one of too things spider weds catching dead leaves in the wind, or blood pulsing vains feeding the heart of the 7c's...
knowing this i pay my repect to everything thing that has coaxed my gentle montra into a battle cry..
so i feel like i've spoken in verse filling this space of mine like i was writing to my self, open, well sorry music is as sacred as the message...music : the arrangment of sounds into pleasing patterns with pitch melody and rythem.defining its measage: unyeilding resistant enduring
Movies:
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THE SADEST MUSIC IN THE WORLD
....THE OUTLET ROOM
AND.... THE NOTEBOOK...80'S HORROR
INDI-FILMS
AMILEY
ROMANCE IN A BOX-CAR
LOVE STORY
MAY
OLIVER STONE FILMS:
NATURAL BORN KILLERS ETC.
TERINTINO:
PULP FICTION
BOON DOCK SAINTS,
REQUIEM FOR A DREAM
CABIN FEVER, THE
SPIRAL
TAXI DRIVER
RAGING BULL DEVILS ADVICATE
freeway
the suiscide club
vampire effect
asain new age is plus
MIDTOWN
ALL INDIESdream for an insomniac ... but fuck it life isn't a movie/// so give it up.
Television:
ON MUTE FLICKERING IN THE BACK GROUND OF AN EMPTY ROOM FILLED WITH MY MUSIC MY THOUGHTS AND MY COMPUTER
Books:
FRANZ KAFKA
POE
THE YELLOW ROOM
BEHOLD THE PALE HORSE,
OUTLAWS BIBLE OF POETRY
POWER VS FORCE
THE DEVINE COMEDY
THE ART OF WAR SANZU
THE BIBLE CORON
TORA AND KUEBALA
CROW LAKE
CHI REVOLUTION
DICTIONARY
WEBSTERS GOD
HOW THE IRISH SAVE IRISH SAVED CIVIL
CIBAL
jim MORRISON'S THE WILDERNESS
AND AMERICAN MIDNIGHT,
SEX DRUGS AND ROCKN ROLL
AMERICAN HARDCORE
I MOSTLY READ REFRENCE BOOKS and etc.
Heroes:
. the strongest man i ever have know... my uncle bruce.......................................................
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..I AM ALIVE, LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT...AM I WRONG FOR PAYING MY RESPECTS? HONESTLYThe Life of Saint Maurice
ere followeth the Life of Saint Maurice, and first of his name.Maurice is said of amarus, that is bitter, and cis, that is to say, vomiting odour, or hard, or of us, that is to say, counsellor or hasty. Or it is said of mauron, which, after Isidore, in Greek is said black. He had bitterness for his evil idolatry and dilation of his country; he was vomiting by covetise of things superfluous; hard and firm to suffer torments; counsellor by the admonishment of knights his fellows; hasty by ardour and multiplying of good works; black by despising himself. And the blessed Eucherius wrote and ordained his passion when he was Archbishop of Lyons.Of Saint Maurice or Moris.Moris or Maurice was duke of the right holy legion of Thebans. They were named Thebans, of Thebes their city. And that region is in the parts of the East beyond the parts of Arabia, and it is full of richesses, plenteous of fruit, delectable of trees. The indwellers of that region be of great bodies and noble in arms, strong in battle, subtle in engine, and right abundant in wisdom. And this city had a hundred gates, of which is said this verse: Ecce vetus Thebea centum jacet obruta portis; that is to say: The town of Thebes with a hundred gates right strong is now overthrown. To them James the brother of our Lord preached the gospel of our Lord. In that time Diocletian and Maximian, emperors, would have utterly destroyed the faith of our Lord Jesu Christ, and sent such epistles unto all the provinces where christian men dwelt. If anything behoved to be determined or to be known, and all the world were assembled on that one party, and Rome alone were of that one party, all the world should be as vanquished and overcome, and Rome only should abide in the highness of science. And wherefore then, ye that be not but a little people, and contrary to the commandment of her, refuse ye so follily the establishments of the city of Rome? Wherefore receive ye the faith of the gods immortal, or else sentence irrevocable of damnation shall be pronounced against you. And then the christian people received these letters, and sent again their messengers all void without answer. And then Diocletian and Maximian, moved by great ire and wrath, sent unto all the provinces and commanded that they should come to Rome ready in arms of battle for to discomfit all the rebels of the empire of Rome. Then the letters of the emperors were sent and directed to the Thebans, which people after the commandment of God, they rendered to God that was due to him, and to the Cæsar that was longing to him. Then assembled this chosen legion of knights, that is to wit six thousand six hundred and sixty-six knights, and were sent to the emperor for to help in their just and lawful battles, and not to bear arms against christian men, but rather to defend them. And the noble man, Maurice, was duke of this holy legion; and they that governed under him, which bare the banners, were named Saint Candidus, Saint Innocent, Saint Exsuperius, Saint Victor, and Saint Constantine, all these were captains. Diocletian then sent against the Frenchmen, Maximian, which he had made fellow with him in the empire, and delivered to him great strength without number, and adjoined to him the legion of Thebans. And they had been exhorted of Marcel, the pope, that they should rather suffer death than to corrupt the faith of Jesu Christ. And when this great host without number had passed the mountains and came beneath, the emperor commanded that all they that were with him should sacrifice to the idols, and on them that would not, they should swear to run upon them as rebels, to be destroyed, and specially on christian men. And when the holy knights heard that, they departed from the host eight miles farther, and took there a certain place delectable, by the river of Rhone, which was named Aganum. And when Maximian knew it, he sent knights to them, and commanded that they should come hastily unto the sacrifices of the gods with the other; and they answered that they might not so do because they held the faith of Jesu Christ. And then the emperor, embraised with ire, said: The injury celestial is meddled with my despite, and the religion Roman is despised with me. Now shall each contumacious knight feel not only for me, but to avenge my gods. Then Cæsar commended his knights that they should go and constrain them to do sacrifice to the gods, or else they should slay always the tenth man. Then the holy saints stretched their heads with joy, and hasted that one tofore that other to come to the death. And after, Saint Maurice arose up and said to his fellows among other things: Enjoy ye with us, and I thank you, for we be all ready for to die for the faith of Jesu Christ. We have suffered our fellow knights to be slain, and I have suffered your fellows to suffer death for Jesu Christ, and I have kept the commandment of God which said to Peter: Put thy sword into the sheath. But now, because that we be enclosed with the bodies of the knights our fellows, and have our clothes red of their blood, let us then follow them by martyrdom. And if it please you, let us send this answer unto Cæsar: We be thy knights, sir emperor, and have taken arms to the defence of the common weal; in us is no treason ne dread, but in no wise we will forsake the law ne faith of Jesu Christ. And when the emperor heard that, he commanded to behead yet the tenth man of them. And when that was done, one of the bannerers, named Exsuperius, took the banner and stood among them and said: Our glorious duke Maurice hath spoken of the glory of our fellow knights; ne think not that I take arms for to resist such things, but let our right hands cast away such fleshly arms, and let us arm us with virtues. And if it please you, let us remand unto the emperor such words: We be knights of thine empire, but we confess us to be servants of Jesu Christ; we owe unto thee chivalry, and unto him innocence, and of thee we attend the reward of our labour, and of him we have the beginning of life. And we be ready to receive for him all torments, and we shall not depart from his faith. Then Cæsar commanded that his host should environ all that legion of knights, so that none should escape. Then were environed the knights of Jesu Christ with knights of the devil, that one of them should not escape, and were all to-hewn, and smitten off heads and hands, and trodden under the feet of the horses, and were sacred martyrs of Christ. And they suffered death in the year of our Lord two hundred and eighty. Nevertheless there escaped some by the will of our Lord, and came into other regions, and preached the name of Jesu Christ, and had in other places victory of martyrdom. And it is said that Solutor and Adventor and Octavius went unto Turin, and Alexander to Pergamos, Secundus unto Ventimiglia, and Victor, Constantine, and Ursin and others escaped. And when the butchers divided the prey amongst them, and ate together, they saw an old man named Victor pass forth by, and they bade him come and eat with them, and he began to demand them how they might eat with joy among so many men slain and dead. And when he had heard that they were christian men, sighing he wailed greatly, and said he had been well blessed if he had been slain with them. And when they apperceived that he was a christian man, they anon ran upon him and slew him.After this, Maximian at Milan and Diocletian at Nicomedia in one day forsook their purple clothing and laid it down for to lead a more simple life, and they that were younger, as Constantine, Maximian, and Galerian, whom they had ordained Cæsarians, should govern the empire. And as Maximian would again reign and command as a tyrant, he was pursued of Constantius, his step-son, and finished his life by hanging. And after this the holy body of Innocent, one of that legion which had been cast in the river of Rhone, was found, and by Domitian of Genanence and Gratus of Autun and Prothase, of the same bishops, in their church is honourably buried.And there was a paynim, a workman that wrought to make the church with others, but he wrought not but on the Sundays in the time when men sang and made solemnity of masses in the said church; and there came to him a company of saints which ravished him, and beat him, and also reproved him, because he wrought in masonry when others did the divine service and office in the church, and then, he so corrected, ran to the church, to the bishop, and required to be christened. And Ambrose saith thus of these martyrs in his preface: The company of these true christian men enlumined with divine light, coming from the farther ends of the world, which were armed with spiritual arms, and hied to their martyrdom with stable faith and diligent constancy, whom the cruel tyrant for to fear them tithed two times by the slaughter of the sword, and after, he seeing them constant in the faith, commanded them all to have their heads smitten off. But they burned in so great charity that they cast and threw away their arms and harness, and kneeling on their knees received sufferably with a joyous heart the swords of them that martyred them, among whom Maurice, embraced in the love and faith of Jesu Christ, received the crown of martyrdom. Hæc Ambrosius.There was a woman which delivered her son, to learn, unto the abbot of the church in which the holy saints lie in. And the son died in short time after, wherefore the mother wept without remedy. Then Saint Maurice appeared to her and inquired why she wept so for her son. And she answered that as long as she should live she should weep for him. And he said to her: Weep no more for him as he were dead, for know thou for certain he is with us, and if thou wilt prove it, arise tomorn and every day of thy life, and come to matins, and thou shalt hear his voice among the monks singing. And ever after, during her life, she came every day, and heard the voice of her son singing among the monks.When the king Gaturanicus had given all that he had to poor men and to churches, he sent a priest for to fetch to him of the relics of this holy company. And as he returned with the relics, the tempest arose in the lake of Lausanne in such wise that the ship was in peril; he set the chasse with the relics against the waves of water, and anon the tempest ceased and the waves of the water were appeased.It happed in the year of our Lord nine hundred and sixty-three, that some monks, by the accord of Charles, had impetred and gotten of Nicholas the pope, the body of Saint Urban, pope, and of Saint Tiburtius, martyr. And returning, they visited the church of the holy martyrs, and impetred and gat of the abbot and monks that they transported the body of Saint Maurice and the head of Saint Innocent unto Auxerre, into the church that Saint Germain had dedicated in the name of these martyrs, and brought it thither. Peter of Amiens rehearseth that in Burgundy was a proud clerk and ambitious which had gotten a church of Saint Maurice, and usurped it by force against a mighty knight which was contrary and against him. And on a time was sung a mass in the end of the gospel, that they that enhance them shall be meeked, and they that meek them shall be enhanced. This said malerous and cursed clerk laughed and said: That is false, for if I had humbled and meeked myself I had not had this day so much riches as I have in the church. And as soon as he had said that, anon came thunder and lightning from heaven in manner of a sword, and entered into his mouth out of which issued the blasphemies, and anon he was extinct and died suddenly. Then let us devoutly beseech Almighty God that by the merits of this holy martyr Saint Maurice and his holy fellowship the legion, which is six thousand six hundred and sixty-six, that suffered martyrdom, as heretofore is rehearsed, we may after this transitory life come unto the everlasting bliss in heaven, where he reigneth, world without end. Amen.. width="425" height="350" ..
