~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~

About Me

The name is Ashley.
19 yrs old, born May 27, 1987, Gemini.
Someone youll never understand completly.
Emotionally and physically insecure.
Sometimes cries herself to sleep at night.
Hates feeling lonely.
Maybe EMO.
Shes a fake at times.
Pushes people away for all the wrong reasons.
Cares, although she tries to pretend not to.
She falls easily for others.
A typical loser.
Shes a smartass.
Been in love once, but never had a lover.
Shes cryin inside but no one knows it.
No, this is not a phase shes going through.
Shes the girl who will burst out in laughter in dead silence.
Her love is love itself.

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My Interests

*LOVE
*piercings
*tattoos
*music
*LOVE
*writing
*faeries
*vampires
*hanging out
*movies
*computer
*reading
*hair dye
*LOVE
*friends
*family

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I'd like to meet:

someone who will except me for me. who wont use or abuse me. who will be kind and caring and romantic. someone who can make smile, someone who i cant stop smiling around. someone who thinks of me as much as i think of them. not someone who cares about being the most perfect person in the world but who cares about being perfect to me. someone who is passionate. SOMEONE WHO WILL EXCEPT ME FOR ME!!!

Music:

top 10 songs:
1.)evenascence-lithium
2.)eighteen visions-broken hearted
3.)the panic channel-why cry
4.)smile empty soul-sillhouettes
5.)skillet-whispers in the dark
6.)hinder-how long
7.)bullet for my valentine-all these things i hate
8.)papa roach-to be loved
9.)30 seconds to mars-the kill
10.)three days grace-i hate everything about you

top 5 groups/singers
1.)evanescence
2.)three days grace
3.)30 seconds to mars
4.)hinder
5.)papa roach

also the killers, nirvana, theory of a deadman, simple plan, bullet for my valentine, all-american rejects, AFI, pearl jam, maroon 5, my chemical romance, 3 doors down, red hot chili peppers, POD, puddle of mudd, staind, HIM, lostprophets, hinder, avenged sevenfold, linkin park, three days grace, evanescence

Movies:

FIGHT CLUB!!!!!, girl interrupted, american beauty, garage days, SLC punks, donnie darko, the crow, dee sniders strangeland, from dusk til dawn, the virgin suicides, american history x, saw, saw 2, stigmata, any good horror movie

Television:

house, psych, abc soaps (omg wtf), nip/tuck, miami ink, FUSE

Books:

the broken hearts club, dead witch walking, extreme instincts, naughty stories from a to z, very unusual bad boys, faeries, vampyres
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Is it Love?

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Wow! This Must Be Love!
Good for you! Consider yourself lucky...you are in love. Your special someone truly means something special to you. You think about what you partner wants and needs out of the relationship and are not afraid to make sacrifices in order to protect his/her needs. Your kind of love is the kind that imovies are written about. Be mindful of jealous haters though, I'm sure you face many. Keep doing what your are doing and remember: ''All you need is love.''
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Heroes:

my heroine is my mom. she has done so much for me. she is the strongest person i know. life would not be the same without her as my mother. shes amazing.
other heroes are my friends. how they put up with me i dont know. but they are always there for me.

My Blog

up the stairs!

updates: haha... so yeah yesterday i was in the hospital because the night b4 that i had fell up the stairs.... YUP.... UP the stairs.... i fucked up my wrist... im so retarded... oh... a couple days&...
Posted by ~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~ on Wed, 16 May 2007 01:11:00 PST

im emo dammit....

ok.... i hate the whole categorization thing.... u know about life/style..... but dammit.... im emo.... i love it.... its me.... i dont go around telling other people who/what they are.... i don...
Posted by ~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~ on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 01:49:00 PST

hi-lar-e-us

ok..... i just FINALLY saw employee of the month.... i dont know why but i fuckin loved it.... over the past few weeks ive been really sick and depressed and a lot of other fun shit.... i havent laug...
Posted by ~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~ on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 12:37:00 PST

where is my jess???

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to lo...
Posted by ~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~ on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 03:57:00 PST

my myspace apology

ok the last blog i wrote, i wrote in the middle of sorta a nervous breakdown..... i was feeling a lot of shit towards a lot of people, especially myself.... i was very angry, depressed, and irritated....
Posted by ~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~ on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 07:54:00 PST

attack rargh

hey ant.... so u say youve had a hard fuckin time with your life, then y would u want 2 ruin someone elses..... i fuckin trusted u..... you lead me to believe i could trust u...... ur a fuckin liar......
Posted by ~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~ on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 05:06:00 PST

pushing him away

i dont know what to do anymore..... the depression is kicking in again and all i want to do is cut..... i started college after takin 2 years off from school and it is so fucking boring..... that is w...
Posted by ~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~ on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 01:58:00 PST

people take way 2 much 4 granted!!!

im sick of it!!! people complaining about what they dont have when they dont realize all that they do have. cum on!!! and people takin advantage of u becuz they no u will always be there for them...
Posted by ~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~ on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 09:49:00 PST

why the fuck did u have 2 go there

im so sick of feeling like i let u all down when in all actuality ur the 1's who let me down. im sick of u all pretending to be my friends when ur not. im so so so sick of u all saying u care wh...
Posted by ~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~ on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 10:19:00 PST

used and abused

you promised it wouldnt happen.... but you lied. you promised it wouldnt happen.... but still i cried. you used me, you abused me.... im left alone.... you dont even know how to pick up the phon...
Posted by ~how bout a double dose of razors and romance~ on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 04:02:00 PST