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The days turn into lesser days until there's only night, The light it wouldn't help she's too far go

About Me


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Here's the thing:
there's moments in your life that make you,
that set the course of who you're gonna be.
Sometimes they're little, subtle moments.
Sometime they're not.
Bottom line is, even if you see 'em coming,
you're not ready for the big moments.
No one asked for their life to change.
Not really. But it does.
So what are we? Helpless? Puppets? No.
The big moments are gonna come,
you can't help that.
It's what you do afterwards that counts.
That's when you find out who you are.
You'll see what I mean.
~ Whistler from "Buffy the Vampire Slayer"
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ashley
Birthday: 8/24/1986
Birthplace: Johnstown, PA
Current Location: Windber, PA
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'6 maybe 5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: uh slovak, hungarian, pennsylvania dutch, there's more but I can't think of em
The Shoes You Wore Today: black airwalks
Your Weakness: hanson and blueberries :-P
Your Fears: never finding my soul mate
Your Perfect Pizza: ham, pineapple, and extra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting my license
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: ugh
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: whenever I feel like it
Your Most Missed Memory: talking to hanson last year
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: frappucino
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: fuck yeah
Do you Sing: I love to sing
Do you Shower Daily: yep
Have you Been in Love: unfortunately
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: if I read for an extended period of time in a moving vehicle
Do you think you are Attractive: I'm ok
Are you a Health Freak: a little
Do you get along with your Parents: usually not
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: I wish
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nope
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: sort of
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yep
In the past month have you been on Stage: I wish
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes
Ever been Drunk: nope
Ever been called a Tease: uh not that I remember
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: yep
How do you want to Die: old old age in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I am grown up but I would like to be a writer
What country would you most like to Visit: egypt!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesn't matter
Favourite Hair Color: doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: hmm depends on the guy, if it looks good on him then long
Height: 5'9 or taller
Weight: hmm just not a skinny twig
Best Clothing Style: I tend to gravitate towards punk/goth/metal
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: around 280
Number of Piercings: 8 (4 in each ear)
Number of Tattoos: none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: alot
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I am a fun person. I love to make people laugh.
I am a caring friend who will do anything for you.
Though I tend to get walked over for it.
I am a very passionate person,
passionate about my friends -
if you are a close friend of mine,
feel blessed because I would do anything for you,
if you're an enemy, God have mercy.
Passionate about love (if I could ever actually find it),
passionate about music -
it's my life, listening and singing,
I wish I could play an instrument.
Passionate about writing -
mainly poems, which usually get created when I've been hurt,
some stories too.
I'm into the zodiac and do believe in it to an extent.
I have found that alot of the time it is true.
I'm learning tarot cards.
big thing:
I have been a Hanson fan since 1997...I am dedicated to them,
and while if you don't like them, I understand,
but to be my friend you have to be able to tolerate them
and the fact that I'm not going to stop liking them.
It's been over 10 yrs. Do you really think I'm just gonna
quit liking them?! NO! so get over it!
I'm a night person. During the day I'm kinda just there.
At night, I'm up and energetic.
If you don't like me, then oh well.
I am who I am and I won't change for anyone.
I am prone to hurting myself:
when I was 6 almost 7 I broke my left wrist,
when I was 12 almost 13 I broke and sprained my right ankle at the same time,
I've pulled muscles in my neck,
I've slammed my finger in a door and my fingernail fell off and grew back,
feb 7, 2005 I cracked my head open had to get 7 staples,
and dec 2005 I broke my middle toe on my right foot.
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Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.
you know that stupid cliche, 'My heart is breaking'? It doesn't break, it collapses first, then it falls down to your stomach. It shrivels and is stepped on, you've got a gash down the front. You're bleeding constantly.
Love isn't brains. It's blood. Blood screaming inside you to work its will.
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My Interests



Sometimes you feel tired, feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up
But you gotta search within you, find that inner strength
And just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up
And not be a quitter no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse
~ Eminem "Til I Collapse

Passion. It lies in all of us, sleeping, waiting.
And though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir.
Open its jaws and howl.

It speaks to us, guides us, passion rules us all.
And we obey, what other choice do we have?

Passion is the source of our finest moments.
The joy of love, the clarity of hatred,
and the ecstacy of grief.

It hurts sometimes more than we can bear.
If we could live without passion,
maybe we'd know some kind of peace.
But we would be hollow.
Empty rooms, shuttered, dank.
Without passion, we'd be truly dead. ~ Angel from "Buffy the Vampire Slayer"

My two passions are writing and music.
I am learning to read tarot cards.
I like to shoot pool, read, vampires,
bowling, shopping, hanging with my friends,
movies (all kinds), etc.

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I'd like to meet:



Have met the 3 guys I wanted to meet most - HANSON.

Other celebs: criss angel, james marsters,
the rasmus, seether, evanescence, sugarcult,
good charlotte, AFI, sarah michelle gellar, david bowie.

um romance-wise: just a sweet guy that's not a
cheater/liar with some of the same interests as me.

friend-wise: anyone really as long as they're not a backstabbing
liar and as long as they don't bitch at me about hanson

Music:

Music is like a tattoo,
and bands have to make music
where people are proud to wear your tattoo,
no matter what kind of music you like.
- Zac Hanson

Play the song one more time
To rid you of these tears
As time takes you with the sand
Down the river of years

Hanson is my fave band,

but others I like are
The Clarks, AFI, him, the rasmus, SIXX A.M., sugarcult, egypt central, pivot,
ingram hill, seether, my chemical romance, finger eleven, evanescence,
fall out boy, panic at the disco, good charlotte, simple plan,
papa roach, kelly clarkson, trapt, bowling for soup, breaking benjamin,
rage against the machine, nine inch nails, 30 seconds to mars, korn, pat mcgee band,
eminem, linkin park, green day, disturbed, 3 doors down,
lacuna coil, 3 days grace, pod, alanis morissette,
vertical horizon, maroon 5, nirvana, metallica, matchbox 20,
goo goo dolls, nickelback, busted, pink, ashlee simpson,
our lady peace, lifehouse, hoobastank, saliva, mindless self indulgence,
savage garden, brandy, a perfect circle, vanessa carlton,
avenged sevenfold, the academy is..., madonna, 18 visions, marilyn manson,
aqua, michelle branch, black eyed peas, fergie, backstreet boys,
ashley parker angel, barenaked ladies, the offspring, gwen stefani,
anastacia, avril lavigne, sheryl crow, no doubt, TLC, christina aguilera,
kelly osbourne, m2m, def leppard, murderdolls, bloodhound gang, blink 182,
blue october, bon jovi, celine dion, david bowie, fiona apple,
hinder, gym class heroes, kill hannah, mandy moore,
shania twain, flyleaf, etc.

For some, music is not just a past time It's an undeniable fact of living A Blissful slavery of mind, body and soul. To rise above the ashes of mediocrity is rare Yet the gift of song is freely handed out to anyone who cares to receive it Instantly shattering our daily drudgery. The path to pursue more than the usual More than what is safe and known Is wrought with time - sharpened jagged blades that cut deep Blocking many from the road to something greater Beyond the stunted imagination of their peers. Within the veins of the few Passion fills every sinew with a sweet unquenchable purpose Calming the fear of those treacherous paths Though each slice burns and bleeds Still they take each cut And wear the scars with pride to signal their choice That undying pursuit of greater joy within every chord. And so they say - Watch Me Bleed
~ Hanson

Movies:



labyrinth, queen of the damned, the mummy, the mummy returns,
little nicky, pirates 1, 2, and 3, sweeney todd, the 10th kingdom,
both scooby-doo movies, all Chucky movies (child's play, bride of chucky, etc.),
8 mile, both ring movies, all 3 blade movies, pride and prejudice,
ella enchanted, both princess diaries movies, bringin down the house,
phantom of the opera, fight club, arthur, hercules, the odyssey,
dogma, hook, cruel intentions,
there's a ton more but that'll give you an idea.

Television:


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Life is like a bowling alley.
Oh, you make some strikes, if you're lucky a couple of spares,
and nobody knows how to keep score.
But in the end, you gotta rent ill fitting smelly shoes that squeak. ~ Stimpy from "Ren and Stimpy Show" buffy the vampire slayer, criss angel mindfreak, ghost hunters,
home improvement, whose line is it anyway?,
drew carey's green screen, south park, fairly oddparents,
comedy central presents, viva la bam, wild n out, golden girls,
the nanny, mind of mencia, I love lucy, all in the family,
mama's family, rocko's modern life, the suite life of zack and cody,
lingo, card sharks, match game, sabrina the teenage witch,
family feud, weakest link, who wants to be a millionare,
hollywood squares, street smarts,
legends of the hidden temple, double dare, etc.
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Books:


Well, I am into a phase of reading romance books.
But I also just started reading Laurell K. Hamilton and even though hers is short of romance there's more action adventure,
and also, one book that always wowed me is
"memnoch the devil" by Anne Rice.

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Heroes:

Hanson don't follow trends. they make them..

Hanson are my heroes. I am so proud of them.
They made their own way in what we call a music scene
with just their determination and love of music to see them through.
They have made it this far with their own talent,
not someone else's version of it.

My Blog

hanson fans brand of entertainment

I find it very amusing when people who have no idea what Hanson's music are like now and bitch about them based on 1998 info. Then they block me from noting them back cause they're cowards that can't ...
Posted by The Voices You Choose To Keep Inside on Wed, 28 May 2008 02:24:00 PST

I dont usually post articles in my blog, but this one Ill make an exception...

in PageantZine.netTaking "The Walk" With HansonARTIST: HansonDATE: May 3, 2008VENUE: The Chameleon, Lancaster, PAREVIEWER: Lynn MalpassI took the walk! Saturday, May 3rd, as I was parking my car in t...
Posted by The Voices You Choose To Keep Inside on Tue, 13 May 2008 03:13:00 PST

Work rant about idiot managers

I mean to write about this and forgot. On December 9th this idiot that worked in the grill (she's now a manager and transferred to another store thank God) blew up at me. We had had a grill person cal...
Posted by The Voices You Choose To Keep Inside on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 02:36:00 PST

The Model "Trustworthy Friend"

I find it very amusing. So Ariana had posted a blog about me beginning of September bitching about me. Well my one ex-friend Stephanie commented on it saying I was a bitch and guess you can't even tr...
Posted by The Voices You Choose To Keep Inside on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 01:30:00 PST

Egypt Central Show 9/30/07

So one more concert entry.On September 30th I worked till 4 pm. Came home, showered, dressed, did my makeup, and ate. tara came about 5:30 while I was still doing my makeup. She brought food to eat q...
Posted by The Voices You Choose To Keep Inside on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 03:34:00 PST

Pittsburgh, PA 9/27/07 Hanson show and BEST FUCKING DAY OF MY LIFE!

So to tell about the most fucking awesome day of my life! I stayed up till 2 am just cause I was so excited but also I was doing stuff online, talking and such. I finally went to bed and then woke up...
Posted by The Voices You Choose To Keep Inside on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 05:41:00 PST

Hanson show 9/15/07 at the Sonar in Baltimore, MD

The Hanson concert in Baltimore, MD on Sep 15th was awesome! So it started the day before. I worked 7 am to 2 pm then came home went online till 4 then went to sleep. I was planning on sleeping till ...
Posted by The Voices You Choose To Keep Inside on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 02:57:00 PST

Hanson fan quiz 29/72 Not obsessed

Put an x what you have, then total your scoreHave you ever:Gotten a set list of a show [ ]Met Hanson [X]Met Hanson more than Once [] Been to a Hanson show [X]Been to 10 or more shows [ ]Gotten Hanson...
Posted by The Voices You Choose To Keep Inside on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 03:39:00 PST

Since you’ve been gone, I can breathe for the first time, I’m so moving on...

So, I've been seeing this guy for the past 4 months. Not official (though according to him "if it feels like cheating, it is" though he's the one said because of the distance it couldn't be serious) ...
Posted by The Voices You Choose To Keep Inside on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 09:16:00 PST

Come back to me, Penny :(

I have 2 cats, you guys that have been reading my blog for awhile know the story of how my big one (Baby) ran away but really she was just hiding in our car, yes I said in. Well, this morning my litt...
Posted by The Voices You Choose To Keep Inside on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 04:51:00 PST