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dorn

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About Me

My name is Ayla.

I'm friendlier than most Los Angeleans.

I'm a misanthrope in love with a non-misanthrope.

I like to draw.

I like to go to shows in seedy sections of town

I listen to really raunchy mainstream rap music when I'm walking home

and I eat too many pretzels

wir lassen nie vom suchen ab,
und doch, am ende, allen unseren suchens
sind wir am Ausgangspunkt zuruck
und werden diesen ort zum ersten mal erfassen

My Interests

travel, art, music, existentialism, film, philosophy and pretending to be "cultured".

I'd like to meet:

david geiser (7.15.06 and counting), my amazing brother, a logical passion, harmony korine, kinsella, boeckner, Werner Herzog, bukowski, banhart, vashti bunyan, dali, wilde, vonnegut, burroughs, leonard cohen, tom waits, david lynch, cronenberg, hunter s. thompson, kerouac, sartre, camus, people with a prescription for phentermine

“I don't consider myself a pessimist. I think of a pessimist as someone who is waiting for it to rain. And I feel soaked to the skin.”

Music:

noisy fine ass shit

Movies:

drug induced paranoia captured on film. yeah.

Television:

TV makes me grumpy.

Books:

the cliches...you know, nietzsche, sartre, camus, keruac, thompson, plath, burroughs and any other emotionally troubled bastard with a type writer.

Heroes:


Mountains.

My Blog

crazy

bitches.and in other news.......shit was on on fire today....
Posted by dorn on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 11:36:00 PST

a meandering piece of fiction

I had my fingers knotted in his hair. I kissed his neck and his hands and his face, tracing every sumptous curve of his body with my mouth. Little girlish sighs would escape my lips and I would blush....
Posted by dorn on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 12:18:00 PST

the most revolting thing in this world...

is a lovestruck girl. the pining over mister this-and-that the clawing your eyes out over unrequited, self-indulgent, grade-school infatuations gone horribly wrong. the bullshit poetry the bright eyes...
Posted by dorn on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 03:26:00 PST

Its the strangest feeling. Im so claustrophobic within myself.

I'm sure I can't be the only crazy one out there feeling like this. I'm sure its all just my little teenaged hormones bouncing off the walls of my head, going crazy because it hasn't quite discovered ...
Posted by dorn on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 06:19:00 PST

Eating does wonders

These pants used to be baggy   I'm still flabbergasted  
Posted by dorn on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 12:32:00 PST

perfect soundtrack to an adventure?

Almost. Leave me comments on suggestions for good songs to go on a road trip to :)
Posted by dorn on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 04:14:00 PST

binge fuck

I neeed a big giant break from my life and some really horrendously intensive psychological care. These past weeks have just made that undeniably clear. I don't think I can bottle things up much longe...
Posted by dorn on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:33:00 PST

summer time. the livins not so easy.

I wrote one hell of a deep blog just a few minutes ago, but internet glitchiness completely erased it. So make do with the seriously abridged bullshit version of my latest happenings: THURSDAY lover b...
Posted by dorn on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 06:34:00 PST

I feel

so large I can't even stand it   and this heat is just trapping all this mass deeper inside of me   and I feel so...unnattractive. Unwanted. You're cheated just by associating yourself with ...
Posted by dorn on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 12:54:00 PST

December 31

December 31, 2007 ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />  "Lord knows the devil he only talks shit and he only drinks whiskey from the jar" CUE THE MUSIC: MAGN...
Posted by dorn on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 08:30:00 PST