Bleeding Butterfly

I am a thirty-something mother of many :) & friend. Some are biological, Some are adopted and Some are inherited :) They range in age from pre-teen to 20+ ! I love EVERY ONE OF THEM. They make me VERY PROUD! Each one is so different, yet so much alike. They each hold a special place in my heart. I hope that I am a good mother, teacher, counselor and mentor :) I am also a first time grandma :) My granddaughter completely fills my heart. RIELLEIGH is so smart and loving. She is one of many of God's gifts! I am finally with my high school sweetheart =) It only took 20 years! We are planning a wedding for August '07. He's in the military and I am so very proud of him. He is a great fiance/husband, friend and lover! I am also in the process of becoming a healthier me. I have decided to change my way of eating and living to make a better "me". Any one interested in contacting me about this can. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++Sonny , If you're asking if I need you, The answer is forever... If you're asking if I'll leave you, The answer is never.... If you're asking what I value, The answer is you... If you're asking if I LOVE YOU, The answer is I DO.Love You, Always Have & Always Will, Forever & Ever, Without End, Your Babydoll, Trac XXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOOXXX"A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman, " she told him. "I don't understand, " he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason, " was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.Finally he asked God. He said, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: " When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly. And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed.""You see my son, " said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."