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Macabre Lolita

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About Me

Part-time sociopath... internet junkie... razorblade & duct tape addict... nostalgia whore... professional cynic... art-obsessed... hopeless romantic... living mantra... thirsty for knowledge... disenchanted youth... execrable poet... soft-spoken... entertainingly psychotic... spa freak... oddly sentimental... playfully destructive... connoisseur of life... aficionado of death... self-medicated... habitually introverted... selectively extroverted... card carrying misanthrope... liberal princess... humping the gap between genius and insanity.

I'm always on the search for knowledge and ways to improve myself. I'm focused and driven. I love finding new ways to express my creativity and new things to master. Knowledge is power, and I want the world! I love to read, alot. I get my hands dirty and learn by experience. I hate being told no. This life is too short to be high-maintainence. I'm open-minded, but very opinionated. I have NO PATIENCE FOR SOB STORIES-- get your ass out there and do something! I may be mordant sometimes... but hey, such is life.
Sia piacevole ai asini e vi danno dei calci... Senza mio amore grido. Per perderlo morrei. Quando lo vedo mi rende l'incandescenza. Fare l'amore un regalo e preghiera.
I don't get mad, I get STABBY!!!! Tee Hee Hee
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My Interests

absinthe, aim, air conditioning, air hockey, alcohol, alternate planes of existance, anarchist cookbook, anatomy, art, art history, artists, astral travel, asylums, baphomet, bartending, bass, baths, beelzebub, beer, bending spoons with my mind, bette davis, bisexuals, blackness, blood, bondage, boys in makeup, boobies, books, booze, brass knuckles, bubbles, buddha, bullets, caffeine, candles, cemeteries, ceramics, chains, clove cigarettes, coffee, coffins, corsets, cursing, dancing, darkness, das comet, dead flowers, debauchery, demons, deserts, devils, diet coke, disney, dragons, drawing, dreadlocks, drugs, drums, erections, exotic animals, eyeliner, facial scruff, faeries, fine art, fire, fishnets, fires, flatulence, foot rubs, forests, fuzzy green bunnies, ganesha, gargoyles, gemstones, glass, goddesses, goth, gore, gravity, guns, hallucinations, hearses, herbs, highway 666, horns, incense, industrial, insanity, insects, instant gratification, jager bombs, joan crawford, killing sprees, knives, lighters, magick, makeup, martial arts, massages, mausoleums, medical anomalies, meditating, mermaids, mickey and mallory, mirrors, motorcycle rides, munchies, music, mystery, nail polish, naughty undies, needles, new york city, noise, nudity, numbness, opera, orgasms, painting, pale skin, pallor, pasta, pathology, peace, pedicures, pentagrams, petals, period clothing, piercings, pilates, pills, poetry, poison, presents, pyro, quality time, random naughtiness, rats, rooftops, sadness, satan, satanism, scabs, scars, screams, seances, sedation, seduction, self-surgeries, serpents, sex, sex at lunchtime, sharp objects, shaving, shrink rays, silence, sin, skee ball, skeletons, skulls, slaves, sleep, smoke, snakes, snow, spiders, spiked hair, stained glass, stone and statuary, straight jackets, suicide, sunscreen, surgery manuals, sushi, synth, tarot, tattoos, tea time, the love and affection of the perfect man, tim burton, tinkerbell, tofu, torture devices, toys, travel, tv, two person showers, venom, violence, viruses, wasting away, wax, wednesdays, whips, wings, woe, yoga, zero, zoning out

I'd like to meet:

If I had the capacity to one day before I die, my dream is to have a huge dinner party and invite all the figures I've ever wanted to enjoy the company of over. Oh it would be glorious... and I would channel the spirits of those passed on I wanted to meet. The list is constantly changing with people either getting added or kicked off. Among them are...
Dead: Salvador Dali, Walt Disney, Frank Sinatra, Anton LaVey, Vincent Van Gogh, Aldous Huxley, John Lennon, Arthur Miller, Hunter S. Thompson, my grandfather...
Alive: Robert Smith, Bettie Page, Eddie Izzard, Roberto Benini, Trey Parker and Matt Stone, Matt Groening, Lord Andrew Lloyd Weber, Tim Burton, Trent Reznor, Michelle Belanger, Barbara Brennan...
The list goes on, and on...


Music:

Just about anything.. but I prefer Goth/Industrial.. boy george, marilyn manson, the cure, razed in black, skinny puppy, wumpscut, ella fitzgerald, frank sinatra, billie holiday, bauhaus, kmfdm, duran duran, murderdolls, nin, wolfsheim, david bowie, cradle of filth, vnv nation, bauhaus, kmfdm, apoptygma berzerk, covenant, ministry, cannibal corpse, the doors, type o negative, duran duran, depeche mode, genitorturers, tenatious d, alien sex fiend, the rat pack, melotron, nitzer ebb, fiona apple, dope, rammstein, assemblage 23, him, danny elfman, ramones, nick cave, siouxsie and the banshees, jamiroquai, william shatner, damien marley, lords of acid, pet shop boys, my chemical romance, and one, korn, rob zombie, smashing pumpkins, tears for fears, einstuerzende neubauten, sex pistols.....


Pay close attention boys and girls... you never know what you might see. Peer into my insanity.

Movies:

Anything Disney, Quills, Dracula, Interview With the Vampire, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Welcome To the Dollhouse, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Willy Wonka, Amelie, Moulin Rouge, Sid and Nancy, Pulp Fiction, What Ever Happened To Baby Jane, Kill Bill, To Wong Foo, Jackass, Clockwork Orange, American Beauty, Mommie Dearest, Nightmare Before Xmas, Full Metal Jacket, The Doors, Pee Wee's Big Adventure, Great Expectations, Grease, Saturday Night Fever, Edward Scissorhands, Requiem For A Dream, The Addams Family, Big Fish, Donnie Darko, Constantine, Bowling for Columbine, Star Wars, Monty Python, Farenheit 9/11, Run Lola Run, The Godfather, The Crow, Boondock Saints, Sleepy Hollow, Reservoir Dogs, Saw, Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind, Kalifornia, The Craft, Memoirs of a Geisha, Sin City, Lost Boys, Labyrinth, Cradle of Fear, Far and Away, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Natural Born Killers, Pan's Labyrinth, Apocalypto, Mirror Mask...

Television:

SIMPSONS, South Park, Scrubs, Family Guy, Whitest Kids U Know, CSI Las Vegas, History Channel, Discover Channel, HGTV, Master Blasters, UFC, Ghost Hunters, Maury (don't ask, it's my guilty pleasure), JACKASS, Mythbusters, Robot Chicken... All hail that goddamn mad scientist.

Books:

Brave New World, Scarlet Letter, The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy and Other Stories, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Art of Alice in Wonderland, Satanic Bible, The Satanic Witch, Lucifer Rising, Siddhartha, The Island, Celestine Prophesy, Psychic Dreamwalking, Psychic Vampire Codex, Opening to Channel, The Letters of Vincent VanGogh, Aveda Rituals, anything how-to, true stories like The Bloody Countess: The Atrocities of Elizabeth Bathory and historical fiction like Gone With The Wind and the Red Badge of Courage

Heroes:

Unfortunately, most of the people that have shaped and influenced my life are either dead or a fictional character. Go figure. Among them are: Satan, Vincent Van Gogh, the Marquis de Sade, Robert Smith and Jack the Ripper...
My wonderful, sweet, and sexy boyfriend [i love you more than life itself]; for showing me thats there is still beauty and love in this world. You are absolutely everything to me. My heart is yours 'til the end of time. When I see you, I glow inside. You have given me a reason to keep going, and a lifetime of moments to look foward to with you.... and I wouldn't want it any other way.
Also, a special thanks to: used car salesmen (They're persistance and negotiation skills astound me), the makers of vegetarian jerky (it's goddamn good. period.), trojan condoms (for preventing millions of bastard children and incurable genital-eating diseases EVERYDAY around the world), the brewers of BEER, the distillers of liquor, WEED--glorious--WEED, my local Starbucks for supplying me with caffeine jitters for life, and last but not least my cat Misery--whose purring can be heard for miles. Nothing vibrates like MY pussy!!

My Blog

Twelve year streak...

It's been awhile since I've posted, and I figured that this was a milestone worth posting about. After twelve long years, I quit vegetarianism. It was literally like I woke up one day and someone flip...
Posted by Macabre Lolita on Tue, 20 May 2008 08:07:00 PST

god i love commercials

YOU may call it my short attention span, but sometimes lately I think that some of the commercials they put out are better than most of the crap they televise. Hence my latest obsession with the Berri...
Posted by Macabre Lolita on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 08:36:00 PST

The Great Below

Staring at the seaWill she come?Is there hope for meAfter all is said and doneAnything at any priceAll of this for youAll the spoils of a wasted lifeAll of this for youAll the world has closed her eye...
Posted by Macabre Lolita on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 07:11:00 PST

24

Is 24 just a number? Years added to age My countdown to self-destruction Yearly, monthly, daily reminder of subservient struggle My scale of repressed anger No rest for the wicked No good for the damn...
Posted by Macabre Lolita on Sun, 14 May 2006 11:55:00 PST

last dance

God I love this song... I've had it stuck in my head....... GET IT OUT!!! GET IT OUT!!!!!   i'm so glad you came i'm so glad you remembered to see how we're ending our last dance together expecta...
Posted by Macabre Lolita on Tue, 27 Dec 2005 08:01:00 PST

Poem from Chelsi

My friend Chelsi was my Secret Santa at school. On the last day, in addition to the present given she wrote me a poem. I just had to forever immortalize it on here: The "Black" Noël - Gothic baby, ra...
Posted by Macabre Lolita on Mon, 26 Dec 2005 09:28:00 PST

Year in Review

(Taken from Heather) 2005 Year In Review.... 1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? Completely threw caution to the wind and followed my heart. 2. Did you keep your new years' resolu...
Posted by Macabre Lolita on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 05:46:00 PST

Memory of Me

I saw a blog earlier today that said post me a comment of your favorite memory of me. Well, I'm bored... and very curious!
Posted by Macabre Lolita on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 07:00:00 PST

energy work

Today, we did more work with our reflexology and energy meridians. Wow.. I had no idea exactly how much pent up energies, and blockages I had. In Chinese medicine, the lungs are a seat of emotions. Wh...
Posted by Macabre Lolita on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 02:37:00 PST

six 6 six

SIX THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:1. my paintings2. iron chandelier3. my lazy cat that never gets off the bed4. a menagerie of dirty and clean clothes making sweet love in a pile5. art supplies6. the *ahem* che...
Posted by Macabre Lolita on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 05:35:00 PST