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bittersweetlove

jesus died for somebody's sins... but not mine

About Me



it takes a lot for me to trust you but once i do it's hard for you to fuck that up. i'm shy and dorky but give me a sec and you'll soon discover there's much more bubbling beneath the surface... more dorkiness! haha i'm a genuine, kind-hearted, open-minded soul so if you're an artificial, snarky, narrow-minded jackass there is no future for us. oh, and there's a fine line between confidence and conceit... watch your step. i'm a big fan of people who laugh @ themselves far more often than they laugh @ others. i'm an aspiring vegetarian (hopefully vegan ultimately) but for now am an avid omnivore @ best. my tendency to give of myself is a blessing and a curse... i'm working on making it a highlight instead of ME a door mat. i've gone through a lot of big changes in my life over the past several months and am finding my footing... i wholly appreciate those that bear w/ me and lend a helping hand (or drink!) along the way. =0)

My Interests

figuring out myself and what i want in and from life, saving up so i can move back to san francisco, bar hopping/house parties w/ the (current and growing) broadway crew, (former) virgin crew, and (former) tower crew, meeting forward-thinking people (vegetarians, vegans, feminists (girls AND guys), queers/sexually diverse, genderfuckers, the musically eclectic, americans who are aware of the world outside of the united states, VOTERS (especially youngins), people that give a shit, people who speak for those than can't speak for themselves, people unafraid to go against the mainstream, etc.), making new friends, reuniting w/ old friends, shows, movies, parties, bonfires, kickbacks, raves, road trips, tearin up the castro during PRIDE, politics, art (in the many forms it can take), culture/learning about the world around me, bein a poser even though i don't claim scene, drinking, reminiscing about better (aaand not so better) times, etc.

I'd like to meet:

people who aren't psycho killers ...

Music:

lush, prowling, blooming, scuzzy, writhing, flowing, pulsing, spastic, murky, scratching, carnivorous, bouncy, wilting, quirky, shimmering, haunting, brash, pensive, bleeding, curious, dripping, earthy, blinding, aching, fresh, playful, sweaty, brooding, wry, subtle, swaggering, dreamy, vain, brittle, penetrating, maniacal, MUSIC...

rock : indie, punk, post-punk/new wave, glam, alternative/experimental, hardcore, post-hardcore, goth/industrial, ska, grunge, shoegaze, riot grrl, rockabilly/psychobilly, death metal, alt/pop-metal, prog-metal, psychedelic, pop, dance/electronica, hip-hop/rap, soul/r&b, jazz, blues, folk, country, reggae, world, classical...

faves : al green, ani difranco, animal collective, anita o'day, anti-flag, aphex twin, arcade fire, architecture in helsinki, atmosphere, belle & sebastian, (old) bif naked, billie holiday, bill withers, bjork, blondie, booka shade, bus driver, calentura, cansei de ser sexy (CSS), caribou, cat power, the clash, crystal castles, the cure, (old) cursive, daft punk, david bowie , the dead boys, deerhoof, demented are go!, depeche mode, desmond dekker/the aces, DeVotchKa, the distillers, django reinhardt, dj spooky, dr. dre, edith piaf, ella fitzgerald, elliott smith, the faint, feist, fiona apple, fischerspooner, the flaming lips, franz ferdinand, gabriel & dresden, garbage, gogol bordello, (old-ish) goldfrapp, the gossip, ice cube, iggy pop/the stooges, interpol, jay-z, j. dilla, the jesus & mary chain, jimmy smith, john coltrane, johnny cash, joy division, julietta venegas, justin timberlake, kimya dawson/moldy peaches, the kinks, the klaxons, the knife, ladytron, lauryn hill, lesbians on ecstacy, le tigre, lil kim, madlib, madonna, the mars volta, mary j. blige,

massive attack, mates of state, menomena, metric, MGMT, m.i.a., (old) michael jackson, miles davis, the misfits (w/ & w/o danzig), missy elliot, morrissey/the smiths, mos def, the nekromantix, new order, nick drake, nina simone, nine inch nails, no doubt, notorious b.i.g., of montreal, parliament, patsy cline, patti smith, peaches, portishead, the postal service, prodigy, the ramones, ratatat, the refused, regina spektor, ricky nelson, sade, sam cooke, the shout out louds, sigur ros, simian mobile disco, the smashing pumpkins, snoop dogg, sonic youth, spice girls, spoon, stiff little fingers, the stone temple pilots, sufjan stevens, talking heads, tears for fears, tegan and sara, thom yorke/radiohead, tiger army, 2pac, the velvet underground, vitalic, the yeah yeah yeahs...

Movies:

drama, documentary, foreign/international, gay & lesbian, comedy, horror, psychological , mystery and suspense, cult/campy b-movies...

and SOME action/adventure, family/animated, sci-fi/fantasy, musicals, westerns, classics...

Television:

i have a tv that doesn't get reception. and i'm too poor and don't care enough to get cable.

when i AM near a tv it basically boils down to:
the travel channel (bizzarre foods!)
the national geographic channel (taboo!)
the discovery channel (mythbusters!)
the food network (paula deen!)
the news (world events!)
and, of course... "the L word" (jennifer beals! no, leisha hailey! no...) ,

Books:

i'm not as much of a reader as i'd like to be but... currently reading:

"i know why the caged bird sings" by maya angelou

Heroes:

ME WIFEY <3 , angelina jolie:

martin luther king, jr. (r.i.p.):

princess diana (r.i.p.):

brad pitt:

ani difranco:

natalie portman:

jon stewart:

mia hamm:

abby wambach:

david bowie:

bjork:

morrissey:

patti smith:

wendy o williams (r.i.p.):

My Blog

renee? on MYSPACE?!

yeah, ok... so a certain sexy boi *ahem* made this for me sooooo i thought i may as well go w/ it and make it mine, yes? yes. and i'm a lazy sonofabitch so if you wanna know what's goin on in my life....
Posted by bittersweetlove on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST