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Lost in my own world [=

If I was lost in your eyes and you in mine, would we find each other?

About Me

Patrick Edward Scagnelli. Call me Paddy, Pat, Scagnelli wateva. I am a milllion emotions. I have attempted suicide...so what? Don't judge or give me pity. I don't care or want it. I will argue because i love it. I think the world is fucked up. Because it is. But I want to change it. Ask me a question and I will answer.

HACKAGE.// by Yelena (aka the most amazing person to walk the earth). :] Hmmm what can I say? I love this kid. He's smart and funny and sweet and the biggest dork ever. But that's okay, I forgive it. He's the real deal whether he knows it or not. I gotta admit though, it's hard to think about what to write when you're on the phone with him. And he's talking about parrots. IDK, ask him. He gives me way too much credit and doesn't give himself enough. Remember this name, you'll see it everywhere later. <3 ;]="" (this="" could="" mean="" billboards="" or="" most="" wanted="" posters.="" i="" mean,="" you="" never="" know).="">..



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My Interests

Music. Reading everything (I'm a geek sue me) Love??

I'd like to meet:

God because I want to ask him why the world is so fucked up.
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Music:

Everything. But the best is Blink 182.

Movies:

Cruel Intentions, 8 days a week, The Notebook, The Godfather. The Departed.

Television:


Your Lust Quotient: 67%
You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you!
You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. How Much Lust Do You Have?

Heroes:

Greg Laurence- My best friend and saviour. I literally ..would be out in the cold without him. Yelena Pearson-My best friend at rancho...wat more can i say? Brendan Baca: My best friend too! lol He's awesome lol.Nikki- I cant spell your last name but you saved me and u know it :]

My Blog

I’m awake and all my friends are asleep so i’ll write lol

I've lost my mind and soul.Looking for you was my only goal,But with you gone, my vision has blurred,And my life had been deterred,So allow me this trip into insanity,Because all my life has been subj...
Posted by Lost in my own world [= on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 11:55:00 PST

Morbid I know

Time..it controls all of us. The people we love, the actions we take, the hate we feel, it's all affected by time and timing. Would I know my friends if my father hadnt raped me? Would my brother be ...
Posted by Lost in my own world [= on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 01:15:00 PST

Stupid!!! But at least I am learning.

I am stupid. Thought you people should know! I made so many mistakes this year but the biggest one would be falling in love. Then trying to make a relationship work. I am not going to be so stupid nex...
Posted by Lost in my own world [= on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 05:24:00 PST

Two new poems. You probably think they are emo but that doesn’t make it any less true

I want what I can't have, and it kills me. I finally get to see her, hear from her and she is still out of reach. Even if she was within my grasp I do not believe she would want me, now that she has s...
Posted by Lost in my own world [= on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 10:37:00 PST

The ramblings of a torn crazy man

All I really want is for her to care. To want me the way I want her and to love me the way I love her. But it's never that eas. I honestly think that she doesn't or never did care. So the simple answe...
Posted by Lost in my own world [= on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 04:46:00 PST

Does she??

Does she love me or does she not?She told me but it's something I fought.Why did I fight you ask of me?Well, how can I know if she never answers my plea?It hurts my soul to be torn into pieces.And her...
Posted by Lost in my own world [= on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 08:24:00 PST

A poem about the lover’s fight

The pinnacle of pathetic perfection can been seen in the horrifying harshness of the heart's desire. Can we console grievences of a love lost so harshly? Or are we forever fighting a futile battle tha...
Posted by Lost in my own world [= on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 03:49:00 PST

talking to my blog about problems. super pathetic

and i'll tell u my problems but it won't do ne good.Major falshback problems. I'm stuck in like a permanent flashback and i see my past mix in with the present.I am in love with a girl who lives in re...
Posted by Lost in my own world [= on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 09:08:00 PST

I am the worst at relationships

I am in love with a girl who lives like 8 fucking hours away. I really like this girl who live like azn hour away. But since we don't live in the same areas neither one of them are obtainable for me. ...
Posted by Lost in my own world [= on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 06:10:00 PST

Another poem. A little emo but I think it’s kinda happy

I fell into the lowest point of my life. I thought that I'd never reach the top again. Tears where useless here due to the fact that if no one hears you cry then no one can help. I gave up on ever bei...
Posted by Lost in my own world [= on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 06:47:00 PST