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Claudia aka Cruella

I'm ready!!!

About Me


You Are: 50% Dog, 50% Cat
You are a nice blend of cat and dog.
You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.
And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long. Are You More Cat or Dog?Once upon a time I was a Zookeeper (I'm serious), dated a drummer in a Metal Band at the time and ended up working for a Music and Stage Publisher, getting my head around Radio/Print Promotion. For a while worked for an Event Company running my own little live music project (managed a couple of Bands and organized Gigs) and have been a Production Runner for Hannover Concerts for many years before moving to London in 1998.Here I got the stupid idea to work as a Stage Hand, Wardrobe Assisstant, Caterer, feeding hundreds of Artists and Crew on all major uk festivals....Reading, O2-Wireless, Live8, Party in the Park etc.In 2000 qualified as a Massage Therapist and later as a Bowen Practitioner.In January 07, I've passed my Exam in Sports-Injury and Remedial Massage with the London School of Sportsmassage.This is like a feggin' cv.Besides all of the above: Most important to me is that I know who I am and where I've been. I'm still uncertain about what I want. I'm far off from being a finished product. Things change, life changes, I change. One can only take one step at the time hopefully in the right direction. How do I know it's the right direction? If it feels good deep inside then I know ;-)
You Are 72% Brutally Honest
Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear.
Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. How Brutally Honest Are You?
You Would Choose Love
Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money?
You Are 2: The Helper
You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.
You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.
Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.
You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.
At Your Best: You are deeply giving, altruistic, and humble. You devote your life to others while caring for yourself too.
At Your Worst: You are manipulative and enjoy making other people guilty.
Your Fixation: Rejection
Your Primary Fear: Being unworthy of love
Your Primary Desire: To be loved unconditionally
Other Number 2's: Mother Teresa, John Travolta, Princess Diana, Dr. Phil, and Mr. Rogers. What Number Are You?
How I made my profile:
I used MyWackoSpace.com 's amazing MySpace Editor .

My Interests

Anything to do with Body work (occupational hazzard), Music, dance argentinian Tango on the occasion, IT, ancient mythology, Erotic Art, Personal Development and Transformational Processes, Dream Analysis, Energywork, Healing, Nutrition, Subconscious patterns, F1, Movies,

I'd like to meet:

Generally everybody ... once ..... and only a few again and again.

Music:


Your Theme Song is Born to Be Wild by Steppenwolf
"I like smoke and lightning
Heavy metal thunder
Racin' with the wind
And the feelin' that I'm under"

A total independent spirit, you can't be held down or fenced in.
You crave the feeling of wind on your face... and totally freedom. What's Your Theme Song?STEWBOSSGet Your Own! | View SlideshowDEAD GUITARSGet Your Own! | View Slideshow
Your Taste in Music:
80's Rock: Highest Influence
Classic Rock: Highest Influence
Hair Bands: High Influence
Progressive Rock: High Influence
80's Alternative: Medium Influence How's Your Taste in Music?A wild mix ... depending on the mood I find myself in. Current favourites are: Ray Lamontagne, Keb Mo,Ronnie James Dio, David Lee Roth, Judas Priest, Metallica, Paul Weller, Bowie, David Sylvian, Sting, Brian Eno, Van Morrison, Red Hot Chilly Peppers, Black Crowes, Walter Trout, Jeff Healey Band, James Taylor, Skunk Anansie, Loreena McKennit, Sade, Brian Ferry .... guess that kind of paints a picture And Thanks to myspace have found some brilliant Artists on here, Music I wouldn't have heard anywhere else I guess. Brilliant tunes... eg Stewboss, RPWL, Finchley, Buckcherry. etc. Go and visit their sites.

Movies:

Tough one ... so many great films. The last one I've watched and highly recommend is "The Number 23" All time favourites: Moonlite and Valentino, Fried Green Tomatoes, Jacob's Ladder; Truly, Madly, Deeply; The Sissi Trilogy; Boys Town (yes... I'm crying everytime Pee Wee get's knocked over by the car); The Green Mile (if Michael Clarke Duncan doesn't open your heart in the execution Scene ... you're dead already); Dead man walking (that's what unconditional love is all about); The Passion of the Christ (Mel Gibson)(Pure Power); Unleashed --- WOW

Television:

Documentaries about ancient cults, Biographies, Movies mainly. Favourite Series past and present: Grey's Anatomy (totally addicted), Brothers and Sisters, Desperate Housewifes, Charmed, Invasion, The Visitor, John Doe. Love old B/W Movies. Margaret Rutherford as Miss Marple is unbeatable. Old stuff with Rock Hudson, James Stuart, Dean Martin, Doris Day .. the lot.

Books:

Narcissus and Goldmund (Hesse)... can't even remember how often I've read it .... and of course Oversoul Seven (Jane Roberts)A lot is factual(Anatomy, Physiology, Techniques, Research and Psychology)well.... work related literature. Not a big fan of fiction. Used to read John Sinclair and Fantasy books. The Incarnations of Immortality by Piers Anthony. When it comes to classic Literature... Les Miserable has to be one of my favourites.... was unable to put it down.

Heroes:

There are many great souls on earth who have made a difference. Big or small. All of those I'd call Heroes.

My Blog

sleepless nights

Am really trying to give up smoking here. It doesn't help that my sleeping pattern's gone mad. I keep falling asleep on the sofa, wake up around 2.30am try to go to bed.... then can't sleep until just...
Posted by Claudia aka Cruella on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 02:01:00 PST

who says....

life is boring in Sherington Road  lol Just as I thought it's gotten way to quiet and civilized in my corner of the world, I get some action here. Martin, who lives upstairs bought a freakin' yel...
Posted by Claudia aka Cruella on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 07:34:00 PST

What is it about Wednesdays?

ok, I hope this isn't gonna develop into a regular pattern. Last Wednseday, i woke up in the worse mood of the century. Before I got my head around to where I was and what was happening on the day, I ...
Posted by Claudia aka Cruella on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 03:11:00 PST

this shouldn't happen after a long day

I'm still in shock. This didn't just happen... or did it? About 16 months ago, while in the middle of my Diploma Course, I came home one sunday evening from College. Well.. these things happen lol. Bu...
Posted by Claudia aka Cruella on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 03:41:00 PST

National Television Awards

The last couple of days messed my rhythm up big time ... again. Pulled a couple of Night shifts at the Royal Albert Hall. The annual National Television Awards were held there, and we've been feeding ...
Posted by Claudia aka Cruella on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 11:51:00 PST

Conciousness

"Consciousness is a great privilege. But consciousness is also an obligation, the obligation to live in ever deepening realationship. The on-going invitation of life is to go beyond the threshold o...
Posted by Claudia aka Cruella on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 07:32:00 PST