christian

life worth livin (brevity)

certain events have alerted me to the fact that this life is huge and short and fast and painful and beautiful; you will be missed......
Posted by christian on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 11:30:00 PST

some days

somewhat autobiographical.Some days, i feel like my bedroom floor is quicksand. Up early, before the dawn that feels like it never comes, up early and i can barely move. I ate my breakfast alone today...
Posted by christian on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 05:57:00 PST

death is not glamorous / us tour aftermath

the completion of this has been hanging over my head for weeks, and i'm glad to say that, with the exception of the myriad of pictures i have to accompany it, the us tour account is outta my hair and ...
Posted by christian on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 04:31:00 PST

luck

so, here i am, chicago.the last month and a half of my life has been spent sleeping on the same floors i've stomped & screamed on. i have exist...
Posted by christian on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 10:14:00 PST

BECOMING, NOT BEING.

I love music. Simply put. The way a song can fit so perfectly to the ever-elusive present moment, the way that headphones can awaken abstract but intense feelings inside of me, can sweep me off my fee...
Posted by christian on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 09:30:00 PST

'CITY TO CITY'

It's begun, no turning back.City to city, we're fighting back.Haven't changed the world, but we've made a startwe're digging in and we're fighting smart.And like a plaguewe'll continue to spread,fight...
Posted by christian on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 04:59:00 PST

kicking & screaming

..And I'm gonna keep kicking and screaming, holding on to everything that represents the life I love and the life that I want to maintain, and resisting the pull of the tide.I can't stand the thought ...
Posted by christian on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 05:21:00 PST

things to do - summer list

I make lists all the time, almost daily, with things I have to remember to do, aspirations I have that I don't want to let out of sight. Here are some for summer 07 and beyond:turn 23,learn drums,spea...
Posted by christian on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 05:38:00 PST

ONE SHOT

The past week or so I´ve been more up & down than I can remember, and it´s not been that great. Why, you ask? Why, indeed. Maybe it has something to do with over-anticipation, high hopes & great expec...
Posted by christian on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 06:00:00 PST

'DEEP WOUND'

Raised on baseball and apple pieThen slowly my spirit began to dieRealizations filled my mindOur diseased culture got left behindWill the truth I ever findLiving in this society has left a deep woundI...
Posted by christian on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 01:22:00 PST