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girl, ambulance

pretty like a car crash.

About Me



NOTHING WAS BEAUTIFUL, AND EVERYTHING HURT.

I enjoy maps immensely.
also baking and avocados.

My Interests



writing, pictures of space, lonely walks, books, music, and penguins.

I'd like to meet:



I found this amazing place. I want to live there. it’s full of broken glass, collapsing ceilings, gorgeous staircases, walls sliced open like wounds and writings. I have this fantasy of meeting the man of my life there. he’ll be sleeping on a mattress under the starlit sky falling through the window above his head, a candle in an old wine bottle, wax sliding down its sides, the floors that creak when we play hide and seek, the old world map torn in one of the rooms on the first floor; his dream job is to write poetry on the walls with black marker, in between the hooks and abandoned machinery, until the yellowed wallpaper is completely covered in beauty.

but I wait for a letter that is coming to me. he sends me pictures of the ocean in an envelope. so there still is hope. yes, I can be healed.

Music:



Movies:



life in images is better than life without sound.

my name is joe. ghost world. la vita è bella. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. la tigre e la neve. chacun cherche son chat. alice in wonderland. me and you and everyone we know. la gabbianella e il gatto. somersault. Ru guo·Ai.

Television:



situation magnusson ! &norwegian TV

Books:

=better than people. usually.

currently reading:
jeff noon: automated alice
scott mccloud: understanding comics

Heroes:



the boy who died without a sound.
(1977-2001)

A♥T (19852006)

&my mom

Uno's granny! and eirik's party in the pants.
Aslak bananas.

My Blog

kittens in the sunshine

I feel DRUGGED.I'm sleepy.the sun makes me want to drown myself face down in the grass, cuddled up against someone like a kitten. oh. I hate dopey, dopey beautiful days.I want to make a to-do list but...
Posted by girl, ambulance on Mon, 26 May 2008 09:42:00 PST

Eretria, Evia

I googled Eretria, the place where I'll be going in September for a two-week art residency. I am so excited, because at first I was scared it would be a big hotel-resort tourist kind of place, BUT act...
Posted by girl, ambulance on Tue, 20 May 2008 02:24:00 PST

worms and trees

upside-down, this is all just self-deceiving.take me out till this green grass fades to black.we're so lost, still.. you're begging me for more....
Posted by girl, ambulance on Sat, 17 May 2008 04:11:00 PST

a good man is easy to kill.

walking back from boy's house, with the 10PM sunset on my left, the surface of the water shining and the smell of the sea, stronger than the time I ran on the bridge wildly under the rain, bursting wi...
Posted by girl, ambulance on Wed, 14 May 2008 04:06:00 PST

pictures of space

days are slow and lazy. the sun, some paperwork, a lot of books. Italo Calvino's se una notte d'inverno un viaggiatore was wonderfully crafted, marvelously exciting. I don't know how much the English ...
Posted by girl, ambulance on Mon, 12 May 2008 02:10:00 PST

its not over yet.

your words puzzle me. I am lost, swimming in a sea of them, quiet, inadvertently pushing against the walls of your heart, maybe, I don't know.there's nothing we can blame ourselves for. things just en...
Posted by girl, ambulance on Fri, 09 May 2008 02:57:00 PST

and I love this love and I am grateful.

let's vow, here and now, that we'll never become hippies. let's trade lollipops and gameboys and punk-rock cds, let's trade sneakers for special days and hoodies with earflaps, and a thousand crazy gi...
Posted by girl, ambulance on Wed, 07 May 2008 03:32:00 PST

great romances of the 21st century

sometimes,there's people that you don't really understand until the last second you ever see them. the moment of goodbyes, where people get emotional and start feeling things they didn't even know the...
Posted by girl, ambulance on Mon, 05 May 2008 05:09:00 PST

you remind me of the times when I knew who I was

my days are unfolding like same sides of a die.I work and read.I do a bunch of paperwork and eat when I have time.I smile at people and want to hug the sun.boy picks me up from work, or I pick him up ...
Posted by girl, ambulance on Sat, 03 May 2008 01:12:00 PST

the quiet things that no one ever knows

I walked into my flatmate's room to offer her a cigarette and found her pouring her heart out on a computer screen, cheeks full of tears. and what can we do but hug each other and wait for it to pass?...
Posted by girl, ambulance on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 01:03:00 PST