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i feel lost, thats the way i feel. cause i feel like i'm been the invisible person that no one knows. An if i am noticed i am noticed as a annoyance even though all i want to do is to be noticed. I was mostly the last person chosen in gym class until i was bigger and learned every game. though not a master i enjoy learning then and now. I want people to be happy if iI seemed unappreciated for doing the things I do. I have problems now that caused me not able to work, but I still try until I am unable to. even though lifting for me shouldnt be done, i would do it if it is necessarry like moving otherwise it is almost completely out of the question. i am a single guy looking for a good friend to share stuff with. and hopefully come involved with someone, but until then i will be a lost lonesome person. in a relationship i believe to be a friend first cause going right into seriousness can cause friction later. so i rather be a friend to learn to love instead of love at first sight cause i think true love is through friendship
one thing i don't like is ignorantcy these people who think disgusting poverly perversion like your going to screw around with evry girl who you are just friends with, and a person who picks up there voice and yell in disgusting way or threatens there own friends and mate in over what expired. in this way it is just ther fault that others around thinks there dirt. this happens to me be around people like this and this just turns hate toward them even though i rather be around the others. this has happen more than once, so i hope all you others understand out there.
i do like swimming at the cliffs/high dive , but i usually only get to go alone. though when i do i get real wierd looks. like who is he, well if you see me just so hi and/or how are you. if i get out of the water and sit along sure don't make haste cause i sit there enjoying whats going on in the water or think i'm thinking bad things, i'm usually thinking i miss being young or i am wishing i had kids so i would be happier, but loneliness seems to be me. my looks my not seem happy and i look down but instead assuming go ahead and ask what i'm tinking orwhats wrong then i'll tell you. cause if you do't ask you'll most of time wont get.
